im here to tell all of ya' dat now im struck with a dengue fever..
and oh my gosh,was dam scary
my whole body is in dam pain
temp rising up to 39.7 degrees
and im dam fucking weak
wad happened?how does it came about?
went to the doctor and gave me 2 jabs
hope will recover soon
before i start my job soon,
at the four seasons hotel
i hate my blog,gotta change the design
soon...
thkies* for tagging by..
feel like throwing my body to the bed

im back at last..after interviews and interviews
i hate it realli much and fuck dat out!
recently went for waiter or sales job
but nah i didnt get dat..
had to work now to earn a lil' money

guess been eating much these whole month
school is over yeah!
im gonna put loads of weight
everyday bored..same thing go out
and had fun,to places..
town is boring day by day haiz..

nxt tyme i gotta load up some pix for ya' all to see
till kel send me those pix
kks..takkaire everyone..
gonna have an early night
nitez..:D

haiyar!! long tyme nvr blog liao..
kks..boring 2day liao went to town with,
kel,yh,sam,ken and asrol
went to raffles city shop..
den find job as a sales assoc.
was dam fucking long the queue
and tyme was washing away
aniwaes tink* dat im not getting the job
im not cool and relaxed
when interviewed haiz..


wen to tanglin mall the opp.
ask for a job toos
as a cashier or manager or wad
the same thing liao..
had lunch at nearby foodcourt
my parents are mugging hard for me
to be a sales associates or waiter
and im dam fucking arse!
whoopps..awws..nvm


chiaos..lattersss :P

haiyar!! long tyme nvr blog liao..
kks..boring 2day liao went to town with,
kel,yh,sam,ken and asrol
went to raffles city shop..
den find job as a sales assoc.
was dam fucking long the queue
and tyme was washing away
aniwaes tink* dat im not getting the job
im not cool and relaxed
when interviewed haiz..

wen to tanglin mall the opp.
ask for a job toos
as a cashier or manager or wad
the same thing liao..
had lunch at nearby foodcourt
my parents are mugging hard for me
to be a sales associates or waiter
and im dam fucking arse!
whoopps..awws..nvm

chiaos..lattersss :P

long time nvr update liaoz..
kks update now liaoz for kel whu's mugging hard =P
da O lvls ended 2day and we had lotsa fun
outside skewl drinks like sprite and coke
were being shaked and split out..
dam! my shirt was full of sarsi drink and its kinda urgh
after dat we 4 meet up kh,fais,kel and me.
planned to play pool at the snooker club at amk
but wtf..onli me and faris can play..kh and kel aint 16 yrs =/
hahas..blah blah ..den play the drum percussion freak
i was a loser cant play dat well can play onli
the guitar percussion freak lioaz..
den after dat..i was feeling dizzy liaoz
havent ate break fast and it was oready 4 pm
my stomach is growling for food!!
so ate a while at the foodcourt near ther..
and ahh! better now..lols
played arcade which was realli dam fucking boring
all the stupid same old lame games
bugis arcade is the best..others sucked
wen to play lan but its all dam packed =/
and dat wud be probaly be the last tyme we meet again
hopes not..ahh..sod it
faris wen off early to meet hadi for work interview
and it end up soon.. it was 6 pm tyme to go home
wen home slacked..zZzZz peace out!

listening blankly to My stories,My Alibis by Matchbook Romance
woah i lurve Emo metal or wad i say blues ^*_*^
and for punk rock..i Quit it makes u sleep =

6 days to the O's
26 days to freedom

hees..skip science for today
had english wif mrs pumpkin
looked more 'chio' wifout specs
hahas..lols lols =O
had a-maths in the ava rm
like fuck slacked..\boring liao..
everyday is like junk and shit
mock exams and papers ^-_-^

recently changed my blog wildly hohoho
changed the fonts and the sidebar wif dark poetry
woah! i lurve lurve dark poetry it makes u
realises the meaning of life and procrastinate~~

i swear tonight i will study and mug hard
my science is bad,my s.s have to learn up the skills
awws..better buck up hayqal its the O levels!
man..u can do it! its juz u r lazy!
yoyoyo wake up! pull up ur socks!

hahak..bought the new good charlotte album
called the'chronicles of life and death'
now benj madden,the main singer trying out
their new vocal skills,is to sing like a girl!?!?!?
lols..yeapz its rite..its worth it to buy
support GC till the end of my life!
im gonna buy their shirts "MADE"
yea! hayqal,after O's okaey?

how i missed my frends after the O's..
hmms so sad sob* sob*..
4 yrs of journey till the end
but we will keep in touch alwaes..
go out or sumthing chill out okaey?

kel is going for 3 months course in jc
so good..2 pts will be deducted for O's results

:: the laughter,joy and the memories

okidoks..shubaduuupppp!!!!!!!!!!

//mUnChinG oN ThoSE mOuTh-WaTeRiNg WaTerMeLoNs\
im sick today juz recovered
skewl today was juz like me suffering in pain urgh!
i had high fever and my whole body was veri weak
and too bad i had to break my fast early..liao

yippees..bought the latest good charlotte album
'the chronicles of life and death'
..a good charlotte sucker lols
veri nice dis whole day listening to their songz
i like the lyrics its so meaningful
hahaz..

nxt week we all die..end of ur life
timetable changed..

10 more days to the O levels
33 more days to freedom [yeah..thumbs up!]
starting from nxt week,my tuition is extended
3 times a week and waliao...

Turn on channel 7 at a quarter to 8.
You see the same damn thing
it's just a different day,
and no one really knows why this is happening
but it's happening.

And everywhere you go
it's just a different place.
You get the same dark feelings,
see the same sad faces.
No one really cares that this is happening.

We come into this world,
and we are all the same,
and in that moment there's no one to blame.


But the world is black,
and hearts are cold,
and there's no hope,
that's what we're told.
And we can't go back,
it won't be the same,
forever changed,
by the things we've seen. (seen)

Living in this place,
it's always been this way.
There's no one doing nothing
so theres nothing changed,
and I can't live
when this world just keeps dying.
It's dying.

People always tell me this is part of the plan.
That God's got everybody in his hands.
But I could only pray that God is listening.
Is he listening?

We're living in this world,
growing colder everyday,
nothing can stay perfect,
now I see.


But the world is black
and hearts are cold
and there's no hope
that's what we're told.
And we can't go back,
it won't be the same,
forever changed
by the things we've seen. (seen, seen)

We're come into this world
and we are all the same,
and in that moment,
there's no one to blame.

But we're living in this world,
growing colder everyday,
nothing can stay perfect,
now I see.


The world is black
and hearts are cold
and there's no hope
that's what we're told.
And we can't go back, (we can't go back)
it won't be the same, (it won't be the same)
forever changed (we're forever changed)
by the things we've seen. (seen, seen, seen)

Turn on channel 7 at a quarter to 8.
You see the same damn thing
it's just a different day
and no one really knows why this is happening.
[pzb from chronicles of life and death good charlotte new album]


otayss..peace out! =)

woah! help me im dam bloody full!
guess i ate too much during breaking my fast woah!
my stomach is so hard like a rock!hahasz..
we ate a full meal which was kinda good 2..
the watermelons.. mouth-watering
the barbecued chicken.. tasteful
ayeyar! lame shit
hey i did weel for both my a and e math mock exam 2003
i scored B3 for both and im so happy!
but the target will be A1 for me..bleah!

__listening blankly to fear of the dark by iron maiden*
so touching...heya faris burn for me 3 cds all songz x -japan
and walao art of life was dam long si bei sian liao
but veri veri nice liao bleah!
:: buyin' new good charlotte album tmr!!
yippiez can't wait..
gc now dressed up like goth kinda dressing
its worth it and go home listen like retarded.. lols

~*~
you come in cold
you're covered in blood
they're all so happy you've arrived
the doctor cuts your cord
he hands you to your mom
to set you free in to this life

where do you go!?
with no destination
no maps to guide you
wouldn't you know!?
that it dosn't matter
we all end up the same.


these are the chronicals of life and death
and everything between
these are the stories of our lives as fictional
as they may seem
you come in this world
and you go out just the same
today could be the best day of your life

and you'll find out that in this world
we're all just rats caught in a race
but take your time
there's no need to rush
you don't have to live that way

before you go
you've got some questions that you want answered
but now you're old, cold, covered in blood
right back to where you started from.


today could be the best day of
today could be the worst day of
today could be the best day of
your life, it's your life, your life

[pZb from gc:one of their new songz in new album]

laterzz//

yeapz juz came home not long ago..wen out wif kel..
we went swimming at yck..
very slacked and the water very warm
it seems everyday i had been to swimming
very 'shiok'..but btw
after dat we went to study at yck cc..
we studied a maths and chemistry
ther si peaceful and quiet

and i had a haircut 2day
it kinda sucked and okaey
spiky spiky but short liao nvm..
its wasted ..i shud have kept my fringe longer
haiz...but overall better than my last time hair
and its raining 2day..
so cold......

o yeapz last 2 days went to ikea wif my mum and dad
bought lotsa things
my home was changed to a kinda new lifestyle liao
from bedsheets,cupbaords and lotasa..
haiz..


otayyss..gtg ZzZzZ veri veri tired
legs so cramp.bodi weak
swam many laps..
otaysss..nitez everyone..

yeapz..quite a good ending in skewl.me and kel had plans
for today..but urrgh it failed
we headed to kel's hse,hahas rich man
we planned to jam sice for a long time
and guess wad his guitar is retarded is all out of tune wan!
guess he had to tune the guitar but ans nvm

we went to the swimming pool to slacked
at yck ther..we met mr tong ni ke
which was the physics tacher
woah so muscular man,six pads and big chest
okok lets stop bootlicking him
he's a cunt u noe?
he swam for i tink 100 laps non stop and its unbelieving

as for me,i swam ONLY 5 laps which was dam toring
need to go more workout hehes..
and 4 dat kel he is mugging hard to see chiobu
im sick of it...
the water was nice warm warm kind..
so slacked ther like juz nobody business
so kewl..

yeas this wednesday im gonna to the hair saloon
woohoo make my new hairstyle
kel intro me this saloon which was cheap
wanna make the goth kinda hairstyle
"if it works ,hope so sobsob"
i hate my ugly moehawk which was weird
i hate my curly wiggly hair
yeapz

and.... 21 more days to the O's
yeahs im not prepared hehe..
juz a few revision

otayss..laterz

O gothic moon thy shine encharmest me tonight. Bereavest me of sleep, makest me wander under thy light. Thou letst abloom my heart until the very last of thy ray, Shine! Bereaver of sleep, ere black clouds hide thee away.... I know this can't be eternal! No love hath ever conquered the borders of time! No beauty is everlasting, not even thine! But o how I wished your heart would fore'er be mine... Thy eyes caress myself to endure these painful lies... The moon's arsistance makest me ask... Why can't we be stars? Stars that shine forever... Stars that unite with the night... At the horizon the dark stormclouds of sorrow have gathered their might, neither the moon nor the stars reveal their light this night ...and rain is falling, pouring down into my soul, while wild weeping clouds enwrapp me in their woe.

-Empyrium

woohoo! feels so good 2day havent been blogging for almost 2 weeks liao
2day was a good start but a bit of rush here and there
thums up* no cow's lesson mrs chua!
hahas had free period but 1 period liao

had 3 periods of maths and it kinda was funny
mr raj wrote on the whiteboard with a permanent marker
and it cannot be erased and he was stupid
so ladeladela he went down to see the OM
for the 'permanent marker remover' lols
slacked and did not do the pole black man hw
juz copied down de ans
i dont now wad had happen to me dis few months
had done quite badly for my prelims :(
L1R4 was 31 dat was very very bad
if in the O's walao i would have no future

so like wad most of my frends said better do something from now on
>> had to take a little bit of interest in my studies from now on
hahas its only been 26 more days to the O's
and here im still slackin'
and to those whu said dat i've been mugging hard
dat ive been studying sry coz u noe wad
i actually didnt..sry..

tmr will be a brighter day for me
coz i WILL be studying like fuck and dun bother abt other things
kel and Kh went to my hse 2day
it was kinda tidied up by my grandma
yea!! she's back and the last time she slept
at my hse was on july
i missed her shes so cute!! she's funny hahas
otays back to wad im saying
kh and kel was engrossed wif my webcam
they were to stubborn and kept taking pix
for frenster i suppose and it was kinda lame

and guess wad i hate frenster network its alwaes been down
dis few days and when i uplaod my pix it didnt showed up
haiz..nvm dun bother abt these...
been back to home early these few days
bored.fucked up.boredom
miss the swimming pool and wished to slacked ther
love water veri much hehe...

cant wait for O's to be over
and yea!! out of this fucking skewl!!
and had to go out to work
but not for money but for experience
dun noe wad kind of jobs will, be out ther
hmmmm...

okidokz had to zzZZzz now
kinda sleepy and tired
good nightz everyone :D

yea got back home not long ago went for a swim with Hadi,Mannan and Zai Qian
yea quite fun went to jurong east swimming complex
especially the lazy pool was indeed great
and guess wad there's little ppl there
so we can fuck things around hahas..
firstly mannan and zai qian rent two floats
i lend from them and played the dinghy slides
it was quite tall and you can choose from the three colors
fisrt is yellow blue and red
i was scared of heights but they pushed me there
so i have to overcome it but
yay!! i overcome it i took it again and again
for around more than 10 times
i dudnt knew it was that great and challenging
but quite hurting to my stomach coz its fast

2hrs later it rains have to stop swimming
went to the changing room to get changed
hadi had to go off,thinks he had to send his younger sister somewher escort her or something
left me mannan and zai qian
we headed to jurong point which had to drop off at boon lay mrt
planned to eat burger king but neh..seems it doesnt have any bk here
check the map to find food centres
wanna go long john silvers but too packed
so we went to mcdonalds wich was boring
same old food bored....
we ate the three combo meal
which was 15.90 dollars to be exact
so we poked out money
and each person gets a set of...
quarter pounder,fries,coke and nuggets
which was reasonable
hahas lols*

then blar blar blar ate till full
went up and explore as per usual
went around jalan-jalan
went up then to the arcade!!!
i played the percussion drums
which was dam hard
had to hit hard on the taps
couldnt find any guitar freaks out ther though
im pro in dat my favourite*

then we went home it was 7 hrs of anticipation
we met up at 9 am which was thought of to be in skewl time
went home at 4 pm like dat v.v. tired
hahas no skewl today yay!!
but awws tml got skewl wif NEW time table
ARRGHH it sucked more periods
otays..bubyes!

heya..not been blogging for long time
came back home not long ago
went to beach road with Hadi
juz a short trip to Lavender Mrt
as usual talk cock
we stand all the way
from semb to lavender
mrt very packed though
Hadi bought a some kind of
terrorist mask its got holes
for the eyes only
he's using it for playing soccer
perhaps for p.e. time lols
to protect skin though...
*lols*lols*lols*

tml the big day
yea!!!!!!
no skewl tomorrow
me,hadi,mannan and other boys
are going for a swim!!yeah *thumbs up
i tink at jurong there not mistaken
been ther million times
very bored the lazy pool
was fun for lazy ppl
hahass...
long time havent go for a swim
i tink since th june holidays
hahas love water very much lols
and to ppl whu got skewl tml thums down*

prelims are over and here we are to celebrate!
but O's still arent over and a few more months 2 go
but had to slacked for one more week
be4 starting revision
come on' chill ya'
dun be stressed out!:)
and now we had a family member less
my 2nd bro,hazeeq have gone to outward bound school
i tink at pulau ubin ,guess for 5 days
from today till this friday
guess wad im happy,he's not at home
yea!!!!!
all of his stupid nagging
lols*
had a tough fight wif him yesterday
nvm long story..

juz now went to beach road was attracted by this Vans shoe
veri nice design ,going to buy soon
hahas..
okidoks maybe blogging again tonite!!

hmm..today went home early around 4 + in the afternoon
nuthing to do all my frends seem to go home str8
very bored here

mum juz left to work and my 4th brother was sent to
the neighbour beside,juz next door
seems my 4th brother going to enjoy
they are all going out yea..

Today is the day of hopeless
my 2nd brother,hazeeq is going to die!
he failed 4 out of 7 subjects
and my dad going to scold him and abondon
the things that he can do
i shud a lesson from him
had to do well for my prelims
or else u noe...

next week me and hazeeq going out to sim lim square
dad could not drive us there
coz he's working and kinda busy
awwss to bad nvm had to take train

tomorrow im stucked up
wud be going to have tuition
and its a maths!!
feel sleepy alwaes when doing wkshts
sick and tired of practicing maths
i told my dad to stop tuition for me
but he insisted not
oh man..i hate it 3 hrs of suffering

guess wad i had 2 mp3s now!!
one is 128MB and the other one 256MB
my 3rd bother rejected back to me
but u noe wad my 2nd mp3
doesnt have any batt.
hav to go buy
the usb cable too hahas..
juz bought usb cable at semb shoppping
and it coz 13 dollars
reasonable..lols

last saturday went out with family
in fact the whole
had great time
bought lotsa stuff
mostly are clothes
had a sale at bukit timah
tell u wad we brought wif us
my 4th brother
he's been crying out loud
and dammit its really quite blushing
his pacifier drop off on the way
and we are doomed!!

psst..tell u wad my dad ran away,far far away
he was scared when the baby cries in the crowd
and it was kinda funny
my mum bought a new pacifier
and guess wad the baby reject it and cried
so..all of us had to went back in my dad's car
had to make the baby sleep be4 go out and eat
then went to the famous arab street
ate and ate and ate till 10 pm
continued the journey to mustafa centre
it is 24 hrs but..urrghh ther were many indians
so dats the only shopping center that is 24 hrs!!!

shop and shop my dad spent around 600 dollars
i kept putting in the trolley lotsa stuff
especially snacks and my favourite
but it kinda meant for babies
psst its the heinz custard muahaha..
i love it though it is meant for babies
and also meant for 3 months and below hahas

by the time we shop till we drop,
it's 1 a.m. in the morning and im sleepy
the whole family slept peacefully
in my dad's car
and guess wad my dad is angry
coz u know why?
he's been the one driving
but every1 is sleeping zZzZ__+`
hahass...

reached home at 2 am like dat
and good night zZzZz
so dats last saturday

and today i am sticked to the com
changing my blog themeing
to sumthing more to..
*dreams and wishes__+`

okidoks tata everyone
peace to everything u do!!
huggss*

Its my usual that ive been blogging and u noe wad today i had my prelims
after one week break but slacking of course and today had maths and mother tongue
both are paper 1.regretted abt the results of O level and awws.. had to retake
which was a waste of time and a waste of money!!

guess i didn't do that well for today but dun worry in O lvls i will try
my best.In maths paper 1 today i left a lot of blanks coz i ain't dun noe
but sure can pass liao

Tomorrow is Geography and Mother Tongue Paper 2.I am tribute to the doomed.No mood to study for both papers slacked hahas.No more talking abt these exams and I am out!

My 3rd brother is a nuisance always use the phone to talk to his love Shaiha who was juz a sec 1 gerl.tml hes going out wif her but tell u wad im going to sabo him IM
GOING TO CONTROL HIM!!lols

My dad gonna kill me if i aint do well arrghh but i seem dun even care

and aniwaes these few days the word dreams and wishes came thru my mind and i cannot stand it guess had to change the theme of my blog to sumthing wishy and dreamy its all done juz had to change picture dats all still findng...

tell you wad faris and kel had been fighting over misunderstanding i really
not know its a long story and now they are both destined to be at loggerheads
guess so until one sacrifices to say sorry to the person but i think both are to blame still not know and kel's behaviour and attitude are changing since last month
still dun noe wad he's up to[sry to kel and faris if i had been gossiping abt u two! PEACE]

seems everyone are kinda busy nowadays coz of exam but nvm
had to continue life as usual and enduring till the day of
the major exam the O levels..see ya everyone

may God bless you all and take care!! *smiles

Today is the day..the day of the unexpected its me and my brother had religious class today which starts at 10 am in the morning but too bad we had no choice but had to skip coz u noe wad the place was located very far which was in eunos but wad the heck im really sick of it
And so the two toodles went to sun plaza which was kinda a boredom kind of shopping centre and it really sucked but the good thing we went to the arcade hahas today I was overloaded woth money I think hmm I got 60 dollars in my wallet hoho went into the arcade and met this Chinese ah beng sort of hahas I went in and exchanged for 20 tokens and wad the heck that she did u noe wad she is such a noob a beginner a person whu didn't know how to count money but never mind its all the same thing
I really had been looking forward to play the guitar freak it's the same as the electric guitar except the strings are changed to buttons but had the same tune when you strummed it
But aniwaes too bad very bored called hanafi which we called him muk in malay we met up and deal to play counterstrike,team fortress and deathmatch classic lols
Before waiting for hanafi my brother hazeeq played sogeki a sniper kinda of game hes pro can say lar played crazy taxi too we had a trick can accelerate the engine liao had fun
Then it was 11 am hanafi came played the games that we normally played
After a while met up jian yong whu is a cunt that changed the server name that is me! To sumthing intentional and was irritating lols
Then we break up went to computer junction to check out the unbeatable deals for 3d graphics card and guess wad the cheapest was 80 plus and quite expensive but dun worry will be buying soon cant wait haha
Went out and went to eat at the foodcourt and had desserts coz I still not hungry ate ice jelly cocktail and ordered peach juice which was nice 100%juice no preservatives and sugar added lols
Went home after that wif my bro of course!Had tuition after that for three pathetic hours and yesterday was the same im sick of studying she gave me lots of wrksheets to do and summore its maths walao hate it
Otays had to tidy up the hse coz mum and dad will be frustrated and tell u wad my 4th bro is at home!!We had to take care of it and NOW the baby is crying out loud and I tink its been 1 hr since he’s been crying HELP!!ARRGHHH

came back home not long ago...in the morning went to skewl but escape from physics escape from old macho man class hahaha tats mr tong..lols then played soccer until abt 3 pm..today i played like shit!otays..nvm after that went to my home wif faris and have a quick change to casual.hahas by that time very tired legs are cramped but nvm later go burger king at semb shopping centre to study physics walao cannot believe that i study but study a bit liao,juz read thru the whole 10 yr series while faris was engrossing and writing notes on physics..hahas slacked hear mp3 while studying but my mind goes nowhere coz x japan was dam nice and cannot resist hahas lols u lame shit!!after study went to funland played counterstrike..i was quite pro only in sniper but not in one on one basis hahas lols*monday is prelims ...and i seems not to care abt it lazy bumphead lols and guess wad my new mp3 sucked mu usb port is the kinda the old version liao and it seems tat i cannot chare it walao gues have to buy usb extension port liao otays..have to chao by 9 pm coz dads nagging and u noe wad the bills last month was so scary and it was a lot and all is because of me!!arrghh..had to cut down in computer and all have to blame me everytime on all the fans and lights without nobody in the room lols seems i gtg bye!

listening blankly to endless rain and tears by x japan
woah the piano solo was nice and the classical guitar too..and its 7 in the evening so sianz everything shud be alrite by now and things are going to be patched up and when the day comes i would be in all *smiles.this song realli makes my heart at ease and it realli drills to my head.my 2nd brother,hazeeq is going out to skewl for some art or wad and after tat to jurong point to make his new pair of specs.im not tagging him...feels so......and now im juz listenin to music and music and music so relaxed...the days are hard..
its been a long hard road without you by my side why werent you there in all the nights that we cried you broke my mother's heart you broke your children's for life it's not ok but we are alright i still remember the days you were a hero in my eyes but those were juz a long lost memory of mine and now im writing a letter to let you know that im still alive...
feels this world is endless... had breakfast and lunch dads out to work and mums at home babysitting my 4th brother..couldnt imagine that i had a fourth brother and it was fast born in 10 may 2004 and was onli 4 months old i tink* since we all had the fourth child many things had changed...our attitudes are always changing..went out juz now 4 a while wif my old friends..seems tat they have changed for the better..very boring these days everyone is kinda busy..have to go out alone but aniwaes things will get better and i will promise to that hahas dun worry everything wud be fine..i will change for the better next week prelims are resuming..i tink* i have done badly for chemistry coz didnt study been sLaCkInG..okiezz but prelims arent tat important but O's wud be..coz it will determine ur future otayss and to everyone whu had been there for me especially my mum,dad and to all my friends a million thanks* :) *muackkss

sumthing piercing in my heart..tis few days things arent rite had fights with my brothers and mum and dad are not alrite why is tis happening to me?quarrel and quarrel the whole day...why??today got practical,then went for soccer for a while..went home str8 and doodle in my bed no mood to do anything coz kena scolded by my mum had to do household chores and it is not fair and my two brothers can enjoy i had been sweeping the floor and even my maid is bsy sighs**tis days r bad it could not have happen i can't study at home guess i have to study outside maybe at burger king or sumwher quiet..cannot concentrate very hard...brothers noisy..okidoks have to call up my cousin relatives so on to find oUT....

its early in the morning and guess wad i'm going to costa sands resort at pasir ris we are going to have fun,barbecue cycling ,swimming and lotsa more hahas.tml got to attend tat fat bumbo's practical class and guess wad im going home late tonite..but have to attend the class and after tat tml going to sim lim square buying the mp3 battery but i dun care abt anything else coz im going to have fun today!!! lols cannot wait yesterday i shud have overnight ther but too bad coz yesterday got tat warehse sale so..i'm not going to overnight becoz of tml u noe wad i mean..and 2day is the first time my mum serve us breakfast after a long time since she had been working its nice with tuna sandwich,tomatoes,lettuce the crispy ones..okidoks gtg go now to the resort huggss*

went to creative mp3 warehse sale dam dam big and lotsa things mp3 pshyco hahas they sell webcams at 9 dollars its a great deal and mp3s from 49 dollars its woah and the queue line was abt 100 plus and it takes forever to line up and the onli way is to cut queue hahaha lols*not much 2day had tuition juz now dam slacked and sleepy no mood i was going to buzz off...okidoks mum and dad is coming home soon and i better had to go and otayss take care everyone and peace ya!

nuthing much today..teacher's day concert was pretty alright,no bands are performing coz auditions are over and it is too late to register nvm...I did not take part in anything in the concert especially the precison drill squad which was performed today and it is discipline and how precise they are are very important haiz..cannot take part coz I step down liao and no more combat boots for me nor any more uniforms haha..went to bugis junction juz now very boring the same old thing..bought an mp3 converter tat can compress songs [living life with boredom]..and today was very engrossing..a sec 2 boy whu thinks he is cool(had a spiky,dyed mowhawk) punceh hamren after the aces day rehearsal I was ther and hamren was trying to cool them and he punced back..haha..i hate sec 2's whu r poseurs whu thinks they are cool..walks like a gangster after skewl called up a people and at last those stupid assholes "ran away" I mean not they waited outside sun plaza but aniwaes went home after that have a quick nap and went to bugis junction…Thursday is prelims and I am doomed!!!arrghhh I wonder if I can pass * haiz * ok tc everyone whu have been tagging and good luck in everything that you do ^^peace^^
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Always
Always and forever
I'm sitting here I'm thinking back to a time when i was young
My memory is clear as day
I'm listening to the dishes clink
You were downstairs you would sing
Songs of praise
And all the times we laughed with you
And all the times that you stayed true to us
Now we say
I said I thank you
I'll always thank you
More than you could know
Than i could ever show
And I love you
I'll always love you
There's nothing i won't do to say these words to you
That you're beautiful forever
You were my momyou were my dad
The only thing i ever had was you it's true
And even when the times got hard you were there to let
Us know that we'd get through
You showed me how to be a man
You taught me how to understand the things people do
You showed me how to love my god
You taught me that not everyone knows the truth
And i thankyou
I'll always thank you
More than you could know
Than i could ever show
And i love you
I'll always love you
There's nothing i won't do to say these words to you
That you will live forever
Always

-=**eArS bAnGiNg tO Dragonforce - Fury Of The Storm**=-

yea!!*smiles*it's been a long time i had not been blogging..coz system down[long story]and today very very happy..i learn new thingy like figuring out the html thing for editing blog took fucking 3 hrs to figure out hahaha...its been a long time my mum haven't cook my fav dish..i tink abt 2 yrs lols...its spaghetti with minced meat with special dun noe wad arr pasta wow *dElIcIoUs* tml best day...hv early recess and can skip P.O.A and guess wad i hate her she sucked tat is mdm khoo,everytime scold ppl without any reason.still havent prepared 4 my O's tis yr and i'm dead meat..i will not noe tat i will clear myO's if i clear my O's i wish tat i would take arts in poly maybe...suddenly i appreciate arts..ok...and 2 every1 whu make tis blog a happy ending and taking the time to design my blog[old blog especially mel..*smiles* thx...as wad my mum had said to me ~alwaes appreciate wad your friends have done the things to you,coz you may not know that the the truth would be revealed~

haha....v.v. tired came home from my cousin's hse.we celebrated my brother's birthday which is 2day and was realli fun...had lots of games at my cousin's hse and especially food..food..food and more food...had around 7 cakes in total and some were being thrown at each other and it was dam funny...there was one time at the backyard ther and it was all messed up and on the floor was full of cake stains..guess the maid had to do the cleaning...buahaha...the party starts in the morning and guess we had great time..another thing..tat was very stupid of me who was the first time of playing the game called pool or billard ...wateva..,i realli dun noe how to aim and but okok lar so hard coz the billard stick too long and also sumore 2 heavy..and in my cousin's son's room...i accidentally break the shower curtain when i was washing my hands and the whole thing juz dropped off even part of the wall wow so scary and guess wat they even don't now tat i break it and didn't even admit hahaha *you naughty boy!!!*okiezz...pEaCe OuTtTtTtTtT..........

hahaha...very fun coz played with my web digital cam very lame..haha..take many videos at my home and can put inside msn wihile chatting...its onli 2 more weeks to the prelims and guess wat i got a C6 for my malay..it was so sad and so devastating...*wow gd english sia..*i think i'm going to retake coz my oral i got a merit yahoo!! so i can have hop to get a b3 for my malay overall results...everyday the same life and guess wat my brother smuggled in 2 boxes of chewing gums the whole day i kept chewing and chewing and chewing and chewing until my jaw muscles are flexible hahaha..sick of it and i ate maybe 16 gums in total..wow it really hurts my jaw man...i still have some more in my cupboard and i'm sick of....bubyes...

go tampines mall and singapore expo juz now...quite fun .. go shopping like mad ..bought lotsa things and expo mrt station was juz no big deal and very the very lame...tampines mall dam packed wif ppl and cannot stand it then go out go to singapore expo..hahaha...btw i bought errr.... the digital web camera can take motion videos and dam cheap only 30 bucks muahahaha....

heyss..happy singapore national day!!!!aniwaes juz came home from my cousin's hse and had great time there .. we had barbecue and lots of games..i cannoit resist it especially the barbecued chicks..hahaha...i'm dam tired coz sleep late yesterday at my cousin's hse at around hrmm.... 1 am i think hahaha...my whole family was there,relatives friends...wow it was best ...... but today nearly the whole of singapore shops are closed and bored...even the town also closed...nvm later i'm going to esplanade to see the planes and the *sparkles* wif my frends....ok cannot wait....peaceee outtt..

Juz came back home quite long ago.played soccer in school and we had great fun wif my frends :) there was many ppl playing soccer and abt twenty ppl at the cd shelter.I was the goalkeeper at tat time and it was so crowded and walau...Dun no ar wat to say anymore... then after a while I go and cut my hair and the barber really sucked.I asked him to cut from the side onli but wat does he think is he doing? he spoils my hair and now my hair really sucked man…I was angry at tat time and even scolded the dam bloody barber...I couldn't be bothered and juz paid and walked off...wat a bad luck 2day I got....after cutting my hair I went 2 the arcade to play the arcade guitar version and played 4 a few games and went home after tat...I was really very dead tired and my legs feel like breaking off becoz of the soccer thingy..i got no mood for studying,revising wateva...I juz wanna lay my bumps on the bed and have a nap...I wonder how would be my performance for my O's tis yr and I still haven't been opening even a single book and I’m dead maet...yea!!! tml national day celebrations and we r getting off early and maybe I gotta play soccer tml like mad..yea..I love soccer...but im sad tis yr I have passed out from my cca, NCC and tis yr im not taking part in any kind of activities in the national day.i would normally take part to be the platoon sergeant and maybe the platoon commander (but I not tat high standard yet)... but btw I passed out as 1st sergeant ok nvm peaceeeeeeeeeee outttttttt

juz came home from kelsonn's house.we go jammin at his hse and sing and sing like fuck.i sumtimes sing out of tune one then have to practice till perfect.we played [good charlotte-thank you mom],[alkaline trio-radio] and [mxpx-gsf].but now im ok and quite fun.everytime jam then laugh and laugh then have to restart.got on time i sing perfect oready then kel started giggling and spoil it and the song is around 4 min but aniwaes it was fun and it fucking *rocks* man.maybe next time i go jammin again play other songs like [simple plan-happy together] and [bad religion-american jesus].tis one is pretty tough but can lar nxt time maybe nxt week.come there actually wanna take pix for frenster and blog but come there in the end digital cam dun now wher go. haha..ok im dam tired and i feel sick and guess i got flu ok i will always be updated if there is time.......

came home early today.a bit sick and feverish becoz of my fucking bro. tat spread the germs 2 me and i cannot take it.now juz lying on my bed .....hearing stratovarius-kiss of the judas in my mp3.very bored and nuthing 2 do.my mum & dad went 2 work and they came home at nearly 10 pm everyday so i guess i see my friends more than my parents.. sigh..*:(*.aniwaes i had freedom!!!! *:)*woohoooo!!!i can do anything i want and do sum bullshit in the hse and create nuisance.later i'm going out to macdonalds to buy food and i'm starving like fuck.aniwaes i hate my 2nd bro. soooo much .he sucked and he should get pissed off one day.he's like to show off his skills and act cool.all my friends commented on him and he's onli sec 3..sigh.. tats life..

2 day quite good.go arcade play from 11 am till 2 pm plus.quite fun and play like mad and i spent almost to twenty bucks.play counter-strike,warcraft,red alert,sogeki and daytona.i've had enough oready and i'm bankrupt.go home after that then got tuition liao from 4 to 6 pm then after that watch tv untill abt 8.

2day sucked

2day sucked unlike other days.We,the whole class had POA,English and AMaths.All the boredom subjects which i really dun like.Another disastrous problem is that I had to take care of my youngest brother,which was a baby which was only err..2 months old.oh man i hate it!!! i hate it!!!My mum had to go out 4 a while.I had to give milk,make him sleep and make sure he doesn't cries.sigh...