tHEsE fEw wEeKS ivE beEn coNfuSeD

sOMetIMes iF i wOndEr iF

iM betTEr oFF alONe

sO hErE i Am

GRowN uP aT 17

wILL sOMoNE tELL mE

waD iT taKEs tO be hAppY?

tHEr i aM stAndINg aLL aLonE

dID i jUSt giVe uP tHE beSt thIng i evEr haD?

yEa,hOPE iTs nOT

hMm..20 mORe dAys

tO skoOL..aT lAst

iTS bEttEr tO do sumthiNG

anD at hOMe doInG nutHInG

yEahX..phEW*

hMm..im aiNt goNA gO foR dAT fuCkinG tREatMEnt rEAdiXx

cOZ iT sUX..

hAve tO wAke uP aT 4 aM

aND leaVE foR kL

im sO laZy..

jUZ duNo whEn wiLL i reCovEr

aiYa..fORgeT iT

jUZ beAr tHE paIn iS enoUGh reAdIXx

hMm..nXt mOnth wOOTX

goOD chArlOtTE baND pErforMinG

aT sG indOOR stAdiUm

wooTX..at laSt i wILL gET tO meeT dEm'

hahAs..wooTX.taKE theIR auTOgrAphS

wooTX..caNtw Ait..iM mugGiNG haRD..LoLX

lUCkiLy kElsoNn toLd mE abT thIS thiNGy

oR elSe i wuD miSs tHE chANcE..

hmM..iTS beeN LonG..

mY blOg cElEbrAtiNG 1sT yR anniVErsAry..LoLX

bUT reALLy..i sTARtEd iN jUNE 2004..wooTX

LoLX..wAd shUD i eXpeCt tO dO?

kISs mY cOm?lOLX..aiYA

wooTX..mY chanNEl 8 shOW stARt rEAdiXx

latErSS evEryoNE..^^

hAiyA..

i jUZ dUn HAve tHE mOOd tO bLoG

LifE's sOOoo bOREDD..

iM siCk OF thIS fuCKiNG lifE..

jUZ tHInkING oF whAT i hAve dONE,

hAve beeN thInkIGn a LOtX

maKEs mY braIn as iF liKE eXplOdiNG

mAde mE sOoo dEpreSsEd..

stOP IT larHX hAyQaL!!!

pLZ mAN.. i mUZ stOp IT

i mUZ stOp thiNKiNG*

OR iT wuD makE mattErs reaLLy veRY woRsE

arrGHxX..i hOpe i wiLL stOp thINkInG iT..

whY mUZ i alWayS thInk oF yOu..hUh?! wHY?!wHy??!!

mAKiNG mY heaRt feeL tHE sorrOW

arrGHXx..i cAnt gO on LiKE tHIS

stOp IT hAyQaL!! waKe uP!!

aND dAt iM prEparEd To go tHRu a LonElY lifE

iT wiLL makE me jUZ fiNE

thInkiNG dAt my liFe iS alWays fuCkeD Up

iTS tHE tImE i HAve tO wAit

iT wiLL bE loNg fOR coVerING up

aLL tHE slAshEs aND stiTchIng iT aWay

arrGHxX..whY i HAve tO go tHRu aLL diS?! whY?!?wHy??!

noW i dOEsnT nEeD mY frEndS anymoRe

tHEy aRe hoPELEss..

livIng lOnelYx wiLL bE muCH fiNE

i'LL bE looKiNg foRwArd

fOR tHE paIn tO dissApeAR..

anD lEt natURe tAke iTs couRsE..

arRGhXx..i jUZ waNt soMEoNE tO beAt mE uP

tiLL i lOSe loTS oF bLooD anD feEL mORe pAin

i JUz wISh tO gEt iNto a fIghT

aND releAse aLL tHE hatRed in mE

yEahX..Im goNA dO thIS

tiLL iVE loST mY miNd

aND loSe oUt oF conTRoL

tHe cigAretTe stICks mY frEnd gAve mE.

aRE jUSt so tEmptING..

iM goNA staRT on IT bacK agAin

lifE's nUthiNG anD dUN makE senSe to ME anymORe

ITs bEtter tO lighT up thEm tO reliEve aLL mY strEss

tHE mIStakEs i mAdE..

tHE sorrOWs ivE goNE thRu

tHE paIN anD hardshIp ivE goNE thrU

wiLL be wAshEd awAy soOn

jUZ hopIng i wiLL forGEt IT..

nO oNE wiLL uNDerStAnD mE..

nO oNE wILL..

hAIX..

Im hAviNg a TErriBLE hEadacHE

a rEaLLy baD oNE..

mY eyEs arE spinnIng afTEr aLL thOSe filIng

stiLL havEnt atE yeT excePT brEAkfaSt

aND sooN gettIng fLu agaIN..

oh fcUk..nOt agAin..

evEn thOugh i sTAyEd at hoMe..

arrGHXx..

haiXx..

im slIppIng iN betwEen yOU

aND uR drEAms

iTS alWays U..

iTS tOo dyIng iN anothEr's arMS

aND whY i HAd to tRy IT

if thIS iS whAt it tAkEs

jUSt tO lIe iN mY mistAkes

cuZ tHis nighTS i tHinK maybE

tHAt i'LL mISs U

iTs aLwayS U iN mY drEAms

aND i Was tHinkING*

whAt i wAs thInkING*

iT doesnT gEt me anyWhere...

aND i Want tO sPEaK tHEsE wordS

aND accEpt sUmdAy,sUmhoW

aS tHE woRds tHAt wIll haNG fRom

aND i dOnt waNNa spEak tHEsE woRdS

hAixX..cAuSE i dUn waNNa mAke tHinGS anY worSe

aYe yAr!!

wOKe uP aT 8 pLus lIkEddaT

wooTX..sO earLy..

feeL lIKe Im bEttEr fOR noW..

recOvErinG..

tHE mEdiCatIon wAs dAm bLoodY effEctiVE

LoLX..bUT 2 mORe tO gO.hAix..

sUmoRe sO fAR awAY..

lATEr gOing to stArt sORtiNG oUT mY mUm's pAperS

HAix..fIlINg anD filINg..

bOreD..dAd's nAggiNG aT mE

aiYo..stREss.

sORtiNG oUT bY alPhabEticAL ordER..

hmM..nVm..

26 mORe dAYs tO skOOL..wOOtX

NEw lIfe,nEw fRieNDS,NEw begInnING

i HAte tHIS parT..

bUT Ive gOT tO woRk hArd tHiS tIMe

fOR 2 yRs..dEn gO To poLY fOR 1 YR

dEn gET mY diPLoMA..wooTX

aND i gOT a fUCkin' courSe

iTS caLLEd 'biOcHEmicAl tEchnOloGy'

wooTX..soUNds sO scARy..

aND tHE plACe alSo dAM fAR

aT siMEi tHEre beSide eXpO

hAIx...

aLL mY fREnds sTARteD skOOl rEAdIXx

dIFferENt wAYs To lEad..

hMmM..

anD yestErdAy MY mUm bOughT fOR mE oLD chANg kee foOD

aND gUeSS wAd?!? i MAde a dAm fuCKing mIStakE

iNsidE gOT cucUmBEr whICh i cAnnOT eAT iT

aND i aTE iT..aiyOX

dUn nOE larHX..i gOT fREe piTA dUn nOE lArhx wAd shIT

afTEr i wrOte tHE surVEy foRm

haIX..onLiNE tIll nOW

thE sAme Old pPl wHu r alWAys oNliNE

boRinG..bORed!..bORed!

hAiyA..

wHAckXXXx

aYE yAr!

jUZ cAme bAck hOme

doNE lOtS anD loTs oF admIn stuFF

at mY mUM's shOp

stILL gOT 2 mORe fiLEs to gO

i bRoughT hOME tHEm

tmR wIll bE doIng IT..

mY dAd sAId i beTter dO suM woRk

dEn dO nUThIng aT hoME

jUZ tHE fiLinG stuFfs aLL soRts lArhX..

hMm..faLL asLeeP arOunD 3 pLus lIKEddaT

aT tHE shoP..wooTX

woKE uP at 6 pLUS 3hRs oF nAp

mY dAd cAme,nAggEd aT mE

aiyOX..dEn stARt baCk tHE filIng..

tmR wiLL bE stAyiNG aT hoME

anD NO oUtsIDe foOD

strEss..wOOtX

lAteRRS..

hAiX..iM so tIReD..

jUx cAme bAck fRom kL jUX nOW

a WHoLE dAY tRip fRom yEsteRday..

i WenT fOR tHE tREAtmEnt

sAMe fOR mY mUm tOOs..

nOW i cAnt eAt sEAfOOd stuFfs anD chIlli

cOZ wiLL affEct mY coNditIoN..

sAme fOR my muMs tOOs..

hAIx..

i HAve tO go fOR 3 tImeS..

bUt wIll bE MAyb thIS thUrS and nXt mOndAy..

nVm..bUt i'LL rECoVEr sOon..=D

hMm..mY cousIn alSO follOWeD

wiTh hEr bF..

hAIx he'S so siCk

keEp coUghING anD couGhING

aND u nOE laRHX..

vEry mUShy iN thE caR..

aiyOX..

mORe aND mORe malaYs

aRE marrYinG chInesE pPL nOWadAYs

lIKe mY couSin uNDer mY dAd's sIDe

aLL oF thEm aRE marriEd to a cHineSe

aiYoX..bUt tHEy conVErtEd larHX..

hMm..28 moRe dAYs tO stArt skOOL

cAnt wAit..in fAct Im bUiLDinG uP my mEmoRy agAIn.

yEAhX..phEw~

aND aLL mY stAtionarIEs dUn nOE whEre liAoX

mUZ gO seArch..aiyOX..

hAVe tO gO queeNSwAy oNE dAy

to bUy dAT mIZ29 bAG

cOZ booKEd rEAdi..

hMm..i jUSt hAve to leAvE evEryThiNG agAin..
fOR tHe secOnd time,bEen iNtO thIS sitUAtiON
hAIx..fORgET iT..
jUx hAve tO forGEt IT..
iTS jUSt pOIntlEss..

hErE I aM bLogGiNG agAIn..

WoKE uP eArLy tOdAY 9Am LIkeDDAt

hMm..wEnt tO s'poRe eXpo yEstErdAY

sEe tHE bRidAL weddIng exhIbiTion

sO paCkEd..

YA dAa yA dAA~

dEn eatIo aT simPAng bEdok

rEAchEd hOmE arOund 11 pLUs likedDAt

aiyOX..my shOuldEr dAm cramp lIkE wAd siAlx

weNT swimMing dat tIme afTEr jOgging

i tEAchEd hAdi hOW to sWIm

aHAckX..HE dun nOE hOW tO sWim

anD me aNd mAnaN wAs lauGhiNG awAy

aiYA..bUT me And mAnaN manAgED to tEAch hIm tHE basiC

dEn slAckEd tIll 9pM

wAhhX..sO cAlm siAlx

nO oNE tHEre

hMm..tiLL nOW aiYOX.so pAin

i rAn tHree roUnds oF tHE stAdiUm

dEn pAnciT..k.O siAlx

stAminA likE fuCk siAlx

hAiX..

hMm..itS bEeN dAys pAssiNG bY..

whIch i stILL kEep tHinKIng

iTS liKe ive bEen fAR apaRT fROm u

bUt iT wILL nOT gEt toO faR apArt

HAix..Im jUx cOnfuSed on wAd IS hapPEninG noW..

hMm..jUZ cAme bAck hOme

aT LAst,TooK mY O LvL cErtIfiCate

wOoTX..sO bAd..bUt Ok lArhX

Its jUSt scIEncE dAT affECts mE

hMm..THE skOOL wAs iN sILEncE

dEN wAn To Go cAnTeeN

aLL cLOseD

hAIx..

dEn wEn tO kFc

My fREnd wAs dAM hUngRY

bUt i aTE a fULL meAL

sIAlx..i aM sO fULL

hMm..iM goIng oUt agAIn

tO yCk wiTh haDi aND manAn

Im gOINg jOggING aT tHE sTAdiUM

mAnaN Went tO gYm

I hAte tRAinING in tHE gYm siALx

aiYoX..bUt nVm

hMm..lAterSS..

chIaO~

wOoTX..

Im sTArtIng sKooL oN 20 jUne

sOon,hMm..1 mOrE mOnTh tO sLAcK

tHis tImE nEw wORLD,NEw fRiEndS

hMm..i mIssEd skOOL..ReALLy..

jUst tHosE dAys..

eSpecIALLy tHE nuISanCe

ANd LAughTErs iN cLasS..

yEaHX..i mISsEd iT

nOW eVEryOne aRE sPLiT uP..

tURnING tO diFFerEnt dIrECtIoNS

aND wAd fUckINg coURsE i tOok..

bIocHEmiCal TEchnOloGy..hAix

nvm..Im rEtAkiNG priVAte O iN scieNCe aND enGlish

And stUDyinG iN siMEi nItEC..

dAM fuCkin' fAr LE..hAIx

aND i LiVEd In sembAwAng

wOoTX..anD tHE skOoL in sIMei

wAhhX..sTReSS LiaO..

nGEe aNn PoLy iS fULL

sO baD luCkx tHIS yeAr..

i CanT gET In tO tHE coUrsE i wANt..

bUt hEy! afTEr sImei nITEc fOR 2 yRS

dEn i wiLL gO to a pOLy fOR 1 yR

stIll tHE sAme aHAcKX..

hMm..jUz nOW meeT uP

wItH haDi,mAnaN anD tKt

tAlkEd aND talKEd

aND i tinK dAT wUD bE tHE lAst tIMe

i Will MEet tHEm

yEAHX..tMR gOIng To mY fORmer skOOL

tAke mY offICiaL O lVL cErtIfICaTE

aT LAst..pHew~ i cOMplEted The O lVLs

pHEw~aHAcKX

hMm..iM oVErcOMiNG iT..

sOoN..wiLL i foRgeT IT

YArHX..nO mORe nIghTS

nO mORe paIn

aND jUZ nOW mY fREnd asKEd ME

abT mE..

i tInk hIS eX sAw mY bLog

wAhhx..dUn nOE laRHX..

i jUz sAy wAd is riGht..

iTS jUSt a mISundErstANdING

hMM..jUZ nUtHiNG..

wAd oNLi sIAlX..

aLL nOE wHAt iS haPPEnInG sIALx

hmM..NvM..

lAteRRSss..

I keeP wRitInG, taLkiNG and pLanNinG,
bUt eVerytHinG iS cHAngIng.
I kNow whAT tO do buT nO oNe dOEs iT.
NoW tHiS tImE hAs paSsED aND fuLL oF reGreT.
TwO iN mY heArT hAvE lEfT mE a wHiLE, i sTanD aLoNE.
WhEn tHEy gEt bAcK, iT wOnT bE tHE sAmE...

My LiFE,yOu'VE aLwAys bEeN tHErE

MovIng oN..tHe tIme hAs rUn oUT

WishIng tHE cLoCk woULd sTAnd sTiLL

WasTing onCe agAin,

oNcE LivEd aS fRieNDs..

As tIme pAssEs bY,

rEgrETs fOR tHE rESt oF mY LifE

tHE oNEs wHo I cOnfiDE...

NevEr wiLL i fORgeT u..

aND aLL tHE memOrieS pAsT

So rAreLy i gEt tO seE ur fAce

gRowiNg,I lOOked tO u

iN gUidAnce..

I kneW tHAt tIme wOuLD kIll

but iT iS stIll clOSe..

sOmetImeS LifE iS aLtEreD

wOnT tURn oUt riGht,

cAnt tURn oUt riGht..

tHinGS aRe bOunD tO chAnGE

fATE mIsundErstOod

DArK wiLL turN iNto LigHT

iN tIme,i'll bE alRighT

And noW...

I miSsEd tHE memOriEx,

iN skoOL daYS..

hOW i tREAsuRE iT

tHe lauGhtEr aND soRROWs

nOW..aLL aRE sPLit Up

tuRnINg tO diFFErenT fuTures

tHere'S manY thiNgs u cAn nvR foRgeT

i nvR imAgINed mY LifE cOuLd tUrN oUt tHis wAy..

cOZ tHIs iS noT tHE enD oF me yEt..

LefT tHE chIldhOOD,

LefT tHE skOoL daYS,

LefT tHE mEmoriEx,

LefT tHE sOrroWs,

LEft tHE goOD tImes iN thE pasT

Im mOviNg oN onCe agAin..

To sTArT LiFE afrESh..

tHis tIme...

i tReasure tHE LifE i hAd..

tO LivE LifE wiTh..

sORroWs aND hAppiNEss

aND im gOna tAke tHIS..

oncE moRe...

tHAnk U aLL..

hUggS ("v")

:: tHE sTorY nVr eNds::

Ive gone alone,

Took all my strength

But ive made the change

Building up,

Inside of me

Dont mourn for me

You're not the one to place the blame

Sorrow,sank deep inside my blood

All the ones around me,

I cared for and most of all

I loved..

But i cant see myself that way

Please dont forget me...

No more breath inside of me

No more nights,

No more pain,

Essence left my heart.....

::Left remembering what it is like:

Haix..

It's just a dream for me..

All the things that happened

Is just a reality..

Now that uve gone away,

Everything changed..

And when im gone,

Everything will be alright..

No more breath inside of me

No more nights,no more pain..

Will be justified..

You'll be the first one to approach to share

And...

Just a thanks from me

Once again,thank you very much

Hope u'll not be hurtx again

Or the story will have to come an end

U takkaireX kx..

hUggs hUggs..

:

Cry alone,

Ive gone away

Ive gone alone,

Took all my strength

But ive made the chance

I wont see you again

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood

All the ones around me

I cared for and most of all I loved

But I cant see myself that way

Please dont forget me

So far away,Im gone

Make this last forever

Left remembering what it is like

Once again,thyx for everything

Really a big thyx for consoling me,

Especially abt my mum..

Its no use for me to cry

I have to control myself

The days of laughter and hatred..

Will remain in myself..

Im not fated..

Once again,

Im happy for you..

The miracle that is not expected

Is becoming an illusion

And at least..

You let me through ur life

And u noe wad?

Ure a special girl to me

U are the girl that filled up my life

U made me smilex

This time,Ive lost her

And never will it happen again

You are just special to me..

Thank you once again..

I hope not to see you being hurt again

And life have to go on..

You dont have to be confused

Just go for it and no restrictions

And for me...

I'll always remember you

Plz dont forget me..

Takkairex..

huggs("v")

wooTX..waKE uP aT 10 pLUs lIkeddAt

dEn cHEck mY fREndsTEr a While

recEiveDa sMS fROm hAdi aT 11 lIkeddAt

aSked mE oUt tO cAusewAy pOint

hMm..bUt i sAid i'LL bE laTe

cOZ hAd tO dO tHE tHingS dAt NEedS tO bE dONe

hMm..mY fREnd JUz cAme bAck fROm wORk

nIGht sHIft sUmmORE

stILL cAN gO oUT sUmmORe

wOOtX..

rEAcHEd cAusewAy aT 12 lIkeddAt

mEt hIM..

weNT evrywhEre,hE wAns tO fInd tHE bOlLywOOd vcD

cAlled 'VAdda' dUnnoe lArhx hOW it is spElT

Wootx..bUT tOO bAd cAnt fINd..

hMM..dEn weNT tO tHis nEw sHop

iTs lIKe 77Th sTreeT tOO

HE wAns tO bUy a Ring

bUT hAhs..tOo bAd..aLL nOT nICe

dEn weNT to jOhn lIttLE

tO bAd..THE sAle nO mORe rEAdi..

dAt tIme i gO gOT sAle

ALL chEap dE.

tHE shIRt dAT i lIked wOOtx sO ex..

lAst tIe oNli 26.90

nOW 53.90

wOOtx..aIyOX..

dEn jUZ wAlk aRound

wAhhx..sO tirEd

lAter AFter dAT wEnt tO nORthpoInt

yEAhx! hE foUNd tHE bOllyWood vCd

aT lASt

phEw~

HE wAs gRinnING..phEw*

dAM tIRed lE..

wAlk Walk wAlk lIKE wAd siAlz

dEn wAlk wAlk..

nORthpOint nUThing

vEri bORing

dEn wEn bAck tO sembaWAng

i aSked hIm tO havE a hAircUT aT sun pLAza

wOOtx..i Asked hIm bUT he dun wAn

AT lAst HE sAy Ok

wOOtx..

wEnt tO jEAn KEaT saLon

wOOtx..

iT rEallI tuRn oUT to bE niCE

wOOtx..wAhhX..PErfeCt

fRizzY hAirstYle

hAhas..THyx To tHE haiRdrEssEr lE.

And mE alSo LArhx cOZ i AskEd hIm go There

ThE maN wHU cuT hIS hAIr vEri gOOD

WAhhx..VEri lONG dE..

aiYOx..dEn iTS tIme tO go hOme

im TAppEd oUT

mY lEgs r tIreD

wAlk lIkE wAd sIAlz..

pHEw~

hMm..sMS hEr afTEr dAt

sTill hAvenT rePly yEt

i noe wHy~

jOggInG dE.

wAhhx cAn roUnd 2 Rounds OF bIShan paRk dE.

wOotX..

aT lAst rEceIved HE sMS rEAdi

sHE wAs hAviNG a nAp

wOOtx..

hMm..i mISs U

MuacKX ~

waHHX..a whole DAy i Was outsIDe

wEnt to toWn jUZ noW

wITh hAdi,rAihAn aND mAnaN

pHew*..dAm tiREd wORx

rAihAn boUGht a sLIng bAg aT fAR eAst

hMm..i tOt aLSo wAn to bUy bAG tOO

bUt aLL to ME nOT nICe..aIyOX..

JUZ wAlk wAlk aRounD

hMm..dEn wEn to lOng JOhN aT tHE basEmEnt

aTE cOZ dAm hUNgRy

aFTEr dAT,wHEn wE wAlkIng..i sAw my pRimaRY skOOl fRend

hE hAd cHANged a Lot..wOOtX

dEn mAnan sAid wAlking arOUnd FAR eAst iS boRIng

dEn hE saDi gO tO cinEleiSure

Went To wAtch tHE movIE

kingdom of heaven

nICe ShoW ..WOoTx

tHE shOW dAm,lOGn lE..3 HRs plUS likE dat

wOOtx..bUt oVeraLL ok larHX

hMM..dEn aFTer dAT tHE tImE wAs 6 pLUs lIEKddAt

jUZ wAlk wALk..tIll 7 plUS

hmm..sMS hEr wHIle wAtchinG tHE shOW

i MisS hEr VEri MUxH

reaLLy

iTs lIke eVReydAy i mISs HEr lE

hMM..sHE's BEen mUggINg hArd fOR her eXams

Hope SHe dO vEry wELL

wAhhx..Im dAm tIRed

fRom tHE wAlkING..

nOW sLAckiNG sIAlz..

wAHhx..dAM tIRed

hMm.. i bOugHT nUThing..

bOugHT a OiLY sKIn cREam

mY fREnd iNTro ME

hE sAY vEri gOOd

oIly sIAlz mY fAce..

kKX..i TAlked a Lot..

hMM.mUAcKX i mISs u..

hUgGS

yIkKS..cHAngEd tHE sONg fOR my bLog

LoLx..dAt oNE aLSo mUZ tELL

wAd onLI..LOLX kEkes

hMm..wAke uP eArly In tHE morNing

aRound 6am lIkeddAT

juZ caNT slEep

dEN weN onLIne

fOR a While..

dEn lOg oUT..cOZ nO oNE's onLine

Lolx..stuPid Ar u..Wher gOT pPL oNLinE

LOlx.wAd Onli

wEnt to tHE baThrOOm

wAshed uP mY fAce

dEN sLeep BAck LoLX..zZZz

wAke uP at AoriUnd 11 PLus Likedat

hMm..im stARting tO mISs hEr rEAdi

sIncE i MEt hEr,i Was ALwayS missIng HEr

wOOtx..dUn nOE wHY..

i KeeP tHInKING of HEr When Im bOReD

dAT wUD mAke ME bAck tO tHE mOOd

hMm..yEstErdAy wAs mUGging ReaLli hArd wORx

tIll 1 Am plUS lIKeddaT

memORisINg aND meMOrisInG

bUT sHE caNT rMb LE..

gd memORy wORx

tHE lanGuage And tEnsES wAs lIkE wOOtx

haHS..LoLX.

baSicaLLy tOday wAs dAm addICted To

tHE daM bLoodY onLine gAme wORx.

iTS liKE kEep pLAying TiLL dIn eAt OR reSt

eND up afTEr dAT beIng resTLEss..aiYox

hMm..lATer gOinG dOWn to wAtsons fOR a wHile

gO bUy sOme tOiletRies..

at HOme wAn..fIniSh rEAdii..

and pHew* i HAte my fONe

iTS dAm BLOODY big aNd tEH cOLor YUckX!

bUt wAn to ChangE fOne,lAter wAste mONey dE.

hAiYA..no NEed lArhx

sUmorE sO paiSe in ThE tRAin

waHHx

plaNned to go quEenswAY plAza todAy

bUt my fREnd dIn rePLy mY msg dE.

so bOrEd..ive booKEd wITh tHE maN

tHE miz29 bAg..wOOtx tHEy sAy by mID mAY

cOME rEAdi thE stoCk

sO nOW issiT mID maY or Wad?lOLx

haIyOX..nVm..

hMM..wAItiNG fOR her to be onLine

i tInkw Hile wAiting i gO dowN a While

lAter BRb..hMM..

mISs yOU LOAds* mUAkcX

wOoTZ..i sPEnt dOIng nUthing tOday

waD the..nvM i weNT fOR thE seMInar tHIs mORnING

wAke uP at 9am aND leFT hsE aT 10am

rEAched ThEre 11 pLUs..

aND bLAr..bLAr..

wOOtz..rEAched THEr..

wAhhx..dAm bLoodY cOLd tHEr

esPEciAlly insIDe tHE bUS

i WAs lIEK fREezINg

cRAzy FReak bUS

sEt tHE tEMp dAm LOw

wAhhx..wOOtz..mY LIps tURned PurpLE

wAhhx..i HAte bEing cOLD

BEiNG hOt bEtter

i wUD rATher pErspIre dEn wOOtz sUFferiNG LIke dAT

dEn cAMe to the seMinar rOOm

wAhhx..sAme thINg

hAd to eNDurE fOR1 hR

dEn 20 mINs bREak

JUz dRink Milo cAn And aTE fRench fRIEs

wOOtx..oNE of My FREnds

wAHhx..HE's sO daM bLOodY slAng

LIkE wAd onLI

thE wAY he tAlk tO tHE crOWd wAs likE dEBatiNG lIKEdDAt

wOOtz..bUt hE clEver fREak gO jC

dEN bRing LAptOp gO thEre

wOOtz..wAhhx

hMM..dEN sMS hER 11 PlUS liKEddat

i mISs HEr wAY tOO muCH

wOOTx..

hEy..HappY mOTher's dAY

mAY mUm reCovEr fRom hEr cAncer As sOOn as pOssIbLE

tMR iS hER lAst tREatmEnt THE 3Rd oNE

Hmm..hOpe iT gOEs jUZ fInE..

lUrVVE hEr

tHE spEcialist aT kl sAY my mUm canT eAt tomato PAste

so cant oRDer Pizza..

hMM ordEring Kfc

bEtter tHAn nUThing LIAo

aLL my bro uSed ME to BUy

wTf? nVm lArhx..

oNCe in A wHile

im gOna bE bANkruPt! LOlx

wAitiNg fOR hEr tO be OnLinE

hMM..mISs yOU

hEys..im nOt Gona faLL aNOthEr gUrL

i dUN mINd..coZ ure havIng eXams

wOOtx..i oNce FEel dAT exaMS r imPOrtAnt

hMm mISs yOu lOAds..

mUAcKX*

.

hMm..2dAy wEnt To tHE immiGRatiON

Go aND rEnEW

cOZ ExpIRed OreaDy

The QueUE dAM bLooDy lOng

wOOtz..LolX

dEn i sMS hEr

cOZ i dAm fuCkin' bOring

I wAs dREncHEd bYt The HEAvy rAin

LOlx..i dIDnt BRing UmbReLLA

cOZ i WeAR liKE wAd oNli

sUMore HEavy..LolX

THE tRAin Was A smooTh jOurnEY

i GEt to SIT

phEw* oR nOT mUZ stAnd aLL tHE wAy

GOT onE tIme i sTAnd fROm smb tO sIMei

mY eYEs nEarly fAde..

wOOtz..bUt dID nOT fAInt

LOLx iF fAint cOnfiRm pAise liAo

hMm.dEn afTEr tHE pAssPort ThinGy seTTled

weNT to Beach Road

waLk wAlk

dEn i sAw tHis SlipPEr

hMm..bOuGht iT..bOught IT bE4..bUT Aiyo 'koyak'

cOZ THE sLIpper kEna wAter Again

tHIS tIEm i BUy bRown ColoR wAn..

MY coUSin NVr Buy ANytHing..JUZ sEe sEE

dEn weN to cITylInk

Went tO thIS rIp cUrL sHOp

aTTracTEd bY tHE sLippErs aGAin

sUmore Cheap

mUz go GRab IT..mAY thIS moNday i Go BUy

hEeZ..

aND nOW i"ve JUz eAten

oOps sRy to KEep U waITing

cOZ i EatinG jUZ noW

My NEighBour Gave US CAke,mee ANd fIShballs

The cAke Was unIQue

iTS caLLed ice Cream Cake

VEri nICe

pEppermINT fLAvourLolx

whoLE famIly Eat

MY NEighBour's SOn's BurthdAY i tInk

hAhs

hMm..HEr bLog HAvent Done YEt

ITs ActuAlli dONe

eXcePT The Touch Ups

mUZ chANge The wORdINGs..

hEEz

hMm..

Dats All fOR tOday

gooD NiTE

mUAckX ..mISs yOuu LOAds*

hUgGsSS

hAiZz..wHy mUz dIS hAppEn..

2dAY i fEeL lIke sUMthIng iS noT rIte

hEr bEhavIouR is Juz rEaLLi Too dIffeRent

vEri verI dIFfeRent From tHe oTher dAys

sHE jUZ haVe no mOod..

tHE mOOd sWings In SkooL and At hOme

Its Like..Nvm..

wHen i ask hEr wAds Her pRoblEm

anD shE rePliEd dAt i wIll nOt UnderStAnd

cOZ itS bEtter..anD i bEtter Not UnderStand IT

cOZ itS beTTEr..i Was LikE wAd tHE..

u Once Said To ME u Will Share uR prObleMS

With ME..lIkE wAd i Shared Mine WitH hEr too..

haIZz..After I cut mY hair..

tHE whOle aFternOOn

sHE wAs diffeRent

ThE wAY shE rePlied all those..

aND wHy mUZ ppL Keep AsKing Abt mY hEight

Why?wHY?

iSsit i Am too TALL or Wad hUh?

anD tMr mOrning im suPPosed to FolO mY mUm to Kl agaIN..

i jUZ can't go..dATs why..

iTS lIKe sumThing pUlled Me Back..

ohh..Juz hOpe My mUm's canCer Will recovEr asap

ToDay The Whole Day i nVr Eat..

Nvr Eat Lunch And DinNEr

oNli eAt bReakfAst..

Till Now..i DUn Care!

i aM jUZ cOnfUSed aBt HEr

rEaLLy..

i FeeL Like Today ReaLLi mAKe ME LIke..

ARrGhx..nvM..

iTS LIke The Whole DAy..IM liStening To Those Emo sOngz

i Also Dun nOE wHY

wAS LIkE ArgGhx..

espeCially the CantOnesE Song..VEri ToucHing

iT Was LIke Wtf..wHY?

i knEw IT..

sHE JUz Cant LEt The mEmorIEs go aWAy

aLL tHE swEEt mEmorIEs..

i nOE.. i rEAd IT..

aND WheneVEr shE tinkS of hIm,sHE will stArt to cRy

i Juz Wan HEr to OvercOme dIS

i nOe iT tAkes A long Time..

buT True..hIstory Cant BE rEApeated

wAd is Done cannot be unDoNE

aND pLZ i Beg U

dUn TELL mE dAt..ArgghX nvm ForgET it

I Noe u Said Dat mE and Him both LookEd Alike

ANd U swEar u Will Not USed ME As His SubstItuTE

wHEn i Saw Dis SenteNCe,i Was sTonEd and ShockEd

aND u Said tHE wAy i TAlk Was SimilAr To hIm

wAhhXX...wHY?wHY?

i tInk She's hIdIng SumthiN' fRom mE

mAn..i Dun nOE laRhx

dUn TeLL mE ure are uSing Me

beCoz OF All thIS..

haIZz..i tErriBly cOnfusEd

i Was TreAted Like ThiS fOR 3 tImes OReAdi

sAme Like HEr CAse

tHE 1sT tIme wAS oKaey

DEn sHe iGnoRed Me..dEn we SpliT

aRggHX..Nvm Dun TAlk Abt Dis AnymORe..

nOW..i juz dun nOE hoW to Help HEr

ReallI..I cAnt Do anYthIng

nVm..

i Juz MissEd hEr Way Too Much

rEAlli mISsed U BAdLy

i Didnt Go to KL BEcoZ of u..

cOZ ThE pAIn i HAve To bEAr

wIll Juz MAke ME tHink Of U......

aNd noW i jUZ cAnt sLeeP

u hAve To tELL mE ur ProblEms

aND mAyb i cAn hELp

aRrgHx..

im cOnfuSed..

i jUZ caNt stAnd It anYmoRE lOngEr..

it wILL mAke MySeLf mOre TErriBle

beIng tReateD liKE dIS..

aiyOx..Wad OnLi.

wEnt To CasTeLLa gO cUt HAir

wAs Okay LOr..

wEn I cOme In..eVeryoNE LookEd At me

I wAs Weird..They say I vEri Tall

Lolx..Den HAve To waIt For 15 mIns Or So..

coz Got Ppl CuttIng HAir

As Usual..Juz MAke IT Not Too sHort

OR eLSe..LOlx not Nice

i got Free Hair wAsh anD hair Blow

CoZ i evEryTime Go tHEr Cut

hEeZ..Or Mayb PRiviLLgE

Lolx..hEezzZ

wAs RAining OutSide

tOOk The MRt HoME

WaS veri Cold INsiDe

WooTz..

hMm..Tmr wUd BE HorrAy foR me

My pArenTS wud Not BE aT hoME

They Go KL ..mY mUm go for 2ND TreaTmEnt

She Feel BetTer nOw..

i Tink After The 2nd treATment

YeahX bEtter

onli gO foR 3 TReatmEnts Onli

Dats It

lEave IT to God's WilLing

hMm..AhaKx..

aLAmak my HAir Start To Curl

aiYo..

But Nice..LOlx

But HArdcore curl Not Nice

Lolx

HmM..i will Blog Again ToniTE..

lAterrS

haIZz..im Back From Kl..at LAst

LUckIly nVR sTAy tHEre

oR eLSe Im Wud Gona MisS hEr bAdly de..

hAhs..my Mum Went fOR TradtIonal Treatment

It wAs A mAlay TradiTion ThinGy

tHe mAn Was So pRo

aNd a SpecialiSt in CuriNg Cancer

in JUz 3 WeeKs

guEss Wad He dId To My mUm

hE uSed dUn noE wad Oil And LEd

Mixed..Den jUZ Use The MixtuRe On The Nose

tHE End..But Be4 Using HAve To Say Sum pRayer Wurds 1st

HE sAid This IS All Not ConfiRm cAN hEal

it DepEnds On God..

buT This MAn hAd CureD mORe Than 3,000 PPl

in All Types OF cAncer

hMm..I wAs Juz So hAppy..

MY mUm bREathIn Prob Has ImprovEd

And Can Smell OreadI..

YEahx..*smiles*

But my Mum HAd To go For Three WeeKS

Once Every Week

And Sumore Its At Kl

Which The JournEy tOOk 4 Hrs pHEw~ so Long

i Was Dazed InsiDe tHE cAr

LuckIly Brought My Mp3 Together

If NOt..Aiyox

MiSs HEr So Muxh..AiyOX..

It Wud Be LIKe A wHOle dAy

The MAssiVe TRaffIC jAm wAs lIke OMG

Dam Long

And I sAw 5 AccidenTs in Total

In My Eyes..

wAs So scaRy..

One CAr Was Being CruShed Into HAlf..

WooTZ..

be4 I Left For Kl,i MAde My BEst effOrt To MaKe Her bLOg

i Didnt Sleep..

fROm 8Pm tO2 AM pLus

pHEw~ im So HAppi! Ive Done IT

Juz SUm touCh uPS..HAve To Ask hEr..

And My Dad wAs lUcky..

bRAked At The Perfect Time

LuckY My Dad Was CautIous

The BrakiNg ForCe Was sO hard

The SeaT bElt Was TiGht..

hAIyox..

hMm..Wen ReachIng Teh CheckPoint In s'pORe

lUCkily The RecepTIon AppeAred..

I was so HApi.. =D

Den mSg HEr YEahx..

sHE RepLied..hMMm im mISsinG u..

sO mUxh..

nOw Im At HoMe..Juz BatHEd..

ShE was Doing Sum Touch Ups..

Went OnliNE as It IS..

Done THE chAtter Box Color ANd HEr pIX

tMr Ill ContiNue..

She's Got To Sleep Now

tMr Skool..lAter sLeepy in Class

Hahas..

sHE's Busy Studying For HEr miD yr

the BEst ya'..

sHE ToOk GrEat ConceRn In HEr stuDies..

gd LuckiEx dE..

HAhakx..

Tmr i HAve To Teach mY FrenD tauFan

gO sTudy!

HAhas..wif My BRo. Also..

aNd im glAd She LiKEd The Blog I mAde For HEr

YEahx.*smiles*

gDnITez..Muackx..

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KEkes..