Hmmm,
Im planning to make something
for my whole class after we graduate. =)

Probably just pictures and pictures of all of us,
photomerge them and make it into a drawing block size.
With borders plus designs etc.

Or maybe a 2-paged drawing block size.
Hehks, a penny for my thoughts..
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Anyways, my dad FOUND a job as an engineer.
Wheeee!~~
My dad worked in a Japan company,
which my dad started work 2 days ago on Monday.

HA.
JAPAN People.
Cool larhhss.~~
LOLS

After being retrenched for like months,
Things gonna change this time.=))
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Kayys,i did pictures-ing again.^_^
Just a few only.

Exams are very near.
But only one compulsory module.

Biochemical Practices.
11th of September.
My only and only last paper
before i go for industrial attachment(IA),
for 4 months.

Then, would be graduation.
Time flies so fast.
Gonna miss my friends really lots.
I downloaded a lottttt of photoshop brushes.
Might be taking off soon,
to edit them later tonight maybe.

I cam-whored like siao,
with my bro's N70 phone,
so clear siahhhh the image. 2 mega-pixeled ^_^

Here are the nonsensical pics, LOL

i'm sorry that it took so long

to write this song but i gave up

you see one million words can't describe

how it feels to know your love



where did i go wrong?

i should have told you from the start

that i'm closer then you think

when we're apart



i swear i'm giving up my inside

to the one that i adorded

i know this world is big enough

for you and i

but i'll give you more




i'm totally enamored by your life

nothing that i've done

has ever been for one


but without you

my life is incomplete

my days are absolutely gray

and so I'll try let your heart know for sure

that i have so much more to tell you

every single day..

I went thru your past,
I went thru how the old times felt like,

And at often times those words get tangled up in lines,
making day by day leaving me

confused. .

Just joke of the day. lol.
I dont know what this pic is trying to proof.
Makes no sense, right? Hahks.

Anyways, i love algebra.
I missed Mathematics.
Old secondary school days.

=PpP

Yesterday i dont know what happen.
I was probably veryyy extremely tired.
I went to Abg Wan's house, near my house there.

Like what ive had promised him,
taught him lots of photoshop editing stuffs.
Filters, brushes,layering,photomerging effects,
etc and etc and etc..

Brushes + layering is the most important thing =)
Yeah, it goes well after i edit some of his pics too.
The filmstrip efetc, the one i like the most


Hmmmmmmmmm,
I tell you all something.
Imagine ive edited any pic,
put effects, layering etc, etc.
And were asked to do back what i done to that pic exactly,
its really hard for me.
I just dont know why.
Its just ideas that came out of my mind,
And tadaaaaa~~ the overall result of all the creativity.
=))
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I went home after that.
Took a nap, after i bathed.
I slept at around 5 plus i think.
I woke up at 11.45pm ard there.
I was like so shocked.
I am dead-sleeping. LOLS.

My dad called me many times,
to go over my cousin's hse,
the couple just born a new baby,
not the COUPLE, the wife okay. LOLS.

-sighs. nvm, lol.
was terrible. the whole hse was so dark.
my brothersss and parents went home so late,
seeing the hse so dark and woke me up lol.
Hahks.
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The next day, which is today,
i woke up so dam early.
ard 5.30am in the morning.
Woke up,switch on the computer,
Did all the maintenace stuffs.
Defrag,scandisk,virus and spyware scanning.
Slept back. =)

Woke up back ard 10 am.
Received msg from dearrrrr kkarrott.
LOLS.
I was supposed to go online at 11am
to help her blog stuffs.
I was playing this cnc generals with my brother,
was toooo shiokkkk.
and i WON! LOLS.


Then it was like 12.30pm.
OMG. I totally forgot to go online.
Sorry yarhs for waiting quite long~~
LOLS.

Helped her out to replace the posting html,
Taught her how to create blogskin,
HtML codes.
Im so surprised that she learnt very fastttt,
seriously. =)
I taught her how to blend the images at the picture
slant the pics etc, etc.
LOLS~


Hahks.
Im not cursing you that u asked so many help.
LOLS.
Well, was like from ard 12 to 4 plus.
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Hmmmmmm, then i went to bathe again.

Went to yio chu kang,
to have my haircut.
My hair was cut thinner, thats all.
Next week, maybe tuesday
had an appointment for hair treatment =)
So after school, i have to rush there,
in case there would be lots of people.


After cutting my hair,
ive thought of going swimming,
but theres too much people.
Nvm, maybe next time then. =)
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Next thing,
I just felt i want to grow more weight.
This time i will do like 100-200 push-ups everyday.
Drink the DAM weight gainer powder i bought from GNC,
is like months i stopped drinking it. LOLS.
I better finish it up, or it goes to waste.


Hahks.
This was quite a long post.
Oh ya, BTW,
My servers are upppppppp!
except server 2..
When sial??
And also, Taijiol + FS servers are gonna merged together soon!
WOW! We would all receive updates from Taijiol and vice versa.
=PpP


Kaayyssss,
Got to go eat dinner.
Later still have to go out eat with family,
for supperrrr =))

Laterrssss.. here's another pic i edited =)

Yesterday blogger is down,
at night time.
Somehow i cant get in,
so i cant have the chance to update lol.

Hmmm..
I just did more picture edits.
Im seriously addicted.
Dam i love all my brushes sets,fonts etc.
I kept thinking about all these while.
I should be in another course doing
some graphic design shit or some it courses.

Nah,
I think all these i just did it for pastime.
In fact just a hobby. =))

Just some pics i edited..

Friendster is getting really lag and slow now.
Though after i saw some maintenance being done,
still the same thing.
I can upload my pics yesterday
but today i upload, it doesnt even come out.
=.=


Anyways,
school is short today.
8am till 12pm.
The person from dun noe wad this company
came to my school for an opportunity talk,
my industrial attachment(IA) coming soon liao.
Life sciences...
My future in being into this industry.
Haiya, i still dont know whether i like in life sciences field.
Nehmind, x.x



Went home after school.
Had a real long nap in the bus,
on the way home. =)
Didnt overshot or what.
Everytime i sleep in 969 bus,
I confirm will always wake up near khatib there or near yishun.
Good ahhh.~~ =P


Hmmm,
my worst scene of the day was last 2 years.
I wanted to drop at Sembawang,
I overshot till i think Chinese Garden there.
So far, hahas. Lol.



Okayssssss,
Im bored.
Life is boring to me now, actually.
I missed crazeee shopping,
working, earning a lil extra cash,
talking in msn till late night or the next day,
with loads of people,
swimming routine,
gym-ing routine,
squash-ing(not exactly squash people, a sport ok),
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Actually my happiest day was last year,
before i entered school, though.
-Sighs-

i'm missing you so muchhh...

Wish i could have my own laptop.
I wonder if i have a laptop,
There would be lotsssssss of tweaks here
and there being done =DD

Anyways,
I did some editing of my pics.
Since i got bored at home.
The new Photoshop Elements 4.0 PWNS!! =P





bring me closer to nature

me and my baby brotherrr =DD

farewell cadence?

I really wished i did not make that
painful decision to accuse wrongly
of you last time.

Making wrong explanations.
I regretteddd..

I wished i could reverse back the time.


Maybe you've changed much.
I still love the old you..
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i miss you..

Just five more days.
All the servers are resumed!!
Wow, im so happyyy.
Couldnt wait for that day,seriously.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,
Tomorrow would be teary test again.
Analytical Chemistry.
Lectures 10-17.
I sumhow gone thru up to lecture 15 only,
earlier this morning and dozed off after that.
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I need to go eat now.
I need to go study SOON.

I want to do something that could
keep me busy everyday.
I want to have activities.
I want to work!

My handphone bill just flunggg up highhh.
Tomorrow my outgoing calls will be disrupted,
means i cant make calls, only incoming calls only.
And i dont know when i will pay.

I cant work in banquet sector.
I just dont know why.
I used to be so happy/thrilled about working
in banquets, having new experience.
Its just that uhhhhhhhhhhh..
-personal things-
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I need to get back to the 'my used to' everyday swimming routine,
jogging at yio chu kang.
But when?!?
-.-

Check out this video.
This song makes me meltttttttttt,
seiuosly.
Great voice, guitars =)




She actually got a contract with the musical records,
after she upload her 1st video and theres lots of
video responses, comments.
TILL
people gave her many opportunities..

by giving free contract +own webby!
Good right?!? heh.

I did the pre ns enlistment online.
Sucks, though.
I dont wanna go to ns early.

I saw this note at the web itself,
saying that,

"..You may also be considered for deferment to pursue Diploma studies at Polytechnic, Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts (NAFA), La Salle - SIA College of the Arts, Singapore Hotel and Tourism Education Centre (SHATEC) or Construction Industry Training Institute (CITI), after your ITE studies, if you are below the cut-off-age of 20 years old as at 1 Jan of the course commencement year.."


So.. theres still hope..
Hehks.

So,well recently just talked to this
girl from FRANCE! It was reallyyy nice.
knew from LeetNetwork forum.

She invited me to go to paris coz that city is a nice place.
Saw her in webcam and talked with the microphone. =)

The way she talks english is a bit different.
She talks only french/spanish.
And a bit of english though i could understand some.
=P

I have nothing left after years
'in being in a such computer world'
its just GONE just like thatttttttttttt.

3 yrs plussssss of maintaining,
attending to requests by people asap,

helping ppl making sigs and avatars,
becoming the moderator,

and best part of all,
knowing people from diff kinds of countries!
I missed all of themm.
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In fact Late Zawiyah is the only person
who have seen my private server network @ the net.

I still remember what she said to me when she saw it..

When would i get over it??













When would i get over it??











When would i get over it??









When would i get over it??
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Why it's still REMAINED??..
It's still forced to remind me in my memory,
everytime...

Its time to update.
Firstly, I was supposed to watch the fireworks again
yesterday but the dang fever just prevented me to go.

Im so sick but feeling better now,
after loads of panadol tablets gulped into my mouth. =)

Yesterday, as usual went for supper with family.
This time to Jalan Kayu Place.
It was so helluva packed because,
part of the place was booked by this chinese function/festival.
So, well.. it was chaos seeing lots of commotion.

Standard, if i go to Jalan Kayu,
I would either eat thosai/prata or briyani =P
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And after settling down to get our place to sit,
I didnt notice that Ain was infront of me, few tables away lol.
Well, she noticed me and smsed me.
I thought i was caught LIVE in tv or what.
LOL.~~~

Okay, that was yesterday.
Hehks. =P

Today, since i was sick
and i cant go out. I rotted at home.
And learnt the intro of Tentang Kita by PeterPan. =))
It was hard the first time esp. the hammering part of the tabs.
Well.. managed to learn it.
Weeeeeeeeee!~~

Okays,
I have to do lots of things now.
Repair Rid's mp3,
Put songs/vids to Ain's mp3,
Burn all the required cd's,
Do some cleanup/compression on my computer,
after i transferred about 4GB of songs from the laptop.

Fuhhhhhh~~~~~~~

My friends' AHS team made it to the
3rd placing!

I was really proud of them,
though this sport, floorball is quite new to them.
The girls' and boys' team made it to 3rd placing.

It was quite a rough and veryyyy fast match as i could say,
because i was the spectator. hehks.
I know this match is really a big effort.

Man was the man of the match for conceeding 2 goals.
And the most important person would be goalkeeper,Haidir.
Its a tough pressure moment for the penalties.
All the saves he made done all of us proud! =)

Its all a tribute to Late Zawiyah.
She would be happy to see our AHS team
made it to 3rd placing, its an efforttt!!

After the match yesterday,
We went to TP, for that
no comments..
heh.

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Then,
At about 5 plus,
we went to see the fireworks display
at Esplanade.
There was like 15 or 16 ppl of us i think.

Reminds me of the old days..
Well..

It was quite similar to the last time i watched it
during the eve of the new year.
Except there is one part whereby,
there is this like parachuting fireworks.
It was really unique and nice! XD

Everything went fine,
Taking pictures,
Joking around etc.
And the most funniest part!
That someone got kissed by a frog.

Rid used the floorball stick to smack
the frog way out of control to this girl.
Wakakakakakakakaka. Lols.

You cant imagine how the slimyness,
stickyness, how atrocious the feeling.
Yucks! =P

The fireworks started at about 9pm sharp.
My phone is exact SG time, so dont worry. =P
Came out those nice displays.
Eye-catching.
It was an exact 12 mins fireworks display.

The shouts,
the some people 'jaqun-ness', maybe.
were all heard all over esplanade. heh.

Well..
Then we have to go home after the whole event.
A whole day event/outing.

National day celebration in school.

Floorball tournament in school.

TP at ubi.

Umi's house.

And the fireworks at esplanade!

=))

One more thing,

there was this question my friend asked me.

'How do you feel after the group of us have met

for almost 1yr 2 months and we are gonna reach the peak/end?"

"Actually, its like WOW. Ive never had friends/people like all if you. Its so different/unique. Its different from the primary/secondary school days. How we do things all together.. How the bond between all of us stayed put throughout.. How we really cared for each other.. How we go thru the days when Late Zawiyah left us..These journey and bond between all of us, I hope will stay put and not break off even if we graduate

from this course. I will certainly will never forget you all.."

Today school is quite short.
Had analytical chem and
medical lab prac lectures.
Is like from 8am till 12pm.

Well anyways,
went to see the floorball tournament
after that at the indoor sports hall.
My friends' team did a reallyyyyyyyyyyy good job.
I gotta say they put in lots of effort.
Though they are in 3rd placing, i think?
Congrats! =))

Headed home after that.

Tomorrows's gonna be a short day too.
Half day plus tomorrow's gonna
have the tournament again for the 3rd/4th placing.

Having plans to see the fireworks festival tmr toos,
but the TP case needs to be settled first before that.


Another thing,
Just for the real fact.
my China friend's, friends' (noe what i mean)
private servers' have been sued by China officials last 2 days.
The big loss after Taijiol company gave serious hitbacks onto FS.
And all are confiscated.

[From the latest news]
Server outset suffered by Sifu flagrant make flood attacks (SYN) attacks with the intent to steal server server information, the move was very surprising for us, why a claim has been repeatedly portrayed section game Corporation (Lung China Network Corporation) first of a series of national laws do not take the means to safeguard their interests.

So, well..
I ,too cant run the server too.
Probably after this whole 3 years of
maintaining/using etc.
I guess its a memorable one to leave.

Goodbye DarkEden..

I went for outside 'personal' class today,
from 11am till 1pm at Toa Payoh.

Dad didnt fetch me, he's too busy at mum's shop.
Went staight home.
Was too bored, playing the guitar for like hours.

I really had nothing to do.
Decided to manipulate pics,
combine pics etc, etc.
Digged out new brushes from net. =)

Hehks.
Did my new simple blogskin.
I guess its sooo much better now,
than my old complicating designs. =P

BLEED

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BREAK
me.//

as the thought of saying says..

Missing my Late Grandma and

my late friend, Zawiyah so much..

Every inch of silence is still heard..

May their souls be brought to a better place..

Anyways,
check out my shitty song recordings

i recorded when im at bored at home, lol.. =)

http://www.bolt.com/hayqal/audio/