haiZz..Im So SIck..

LyIng On tHe bEd WholE dAy..

AiYox..

YEstErdaY flU After The Swim

Coz Kena The Rain

Swim 5 LAps DEn FeeL So BreatH less..

SummORe I sWam At The Middle

The Water sO dEep..Got PhoBia..LolX

Den Wen To Yck Gym BEsiDe Ther

go eat Lo MAi kAi..my fav

Lolx..Ate 2 Sets Den BloateD..

Den Wen On The waY hOme Met Kai hENg

AskEd me tO aCCompany Him to Go Arcade

So i Folo Him lOr..

Walao hE plAy thE pErcuSSion freaK so Pro

Lols..I dun BotHEr plAy

Coz mANy PPl See me plAy lIke NooBie ..Lolx

ReacHEd Home At ArouND 7 Plus Likeddat

Den I RecEive Sms shE sAid I didnt Sms Her

i kEpt hEr WaiTing lolX

But I dId sMs hEr hAiyox..

sHE sAy go ToilEt nVr Hear The mSgTone lOlx

NeWay..2Day Is dAm BorINg sIAlz..

AiyOX..My bRo Go Buy For The WholE fAmilY deSserts

At sun Plaza KopItiaM lOlx

I sTILL gOt sOre Throat Still Wan To eAt ice Kachang

AiyO..Nvm LAr..Drink Plain Water cAn orEAdy lOr..

HaiZZ..LAtesT nEws..

The Op Is CancELLed..

Had To Go for Sum Kind Of cHEmoTherAphy ANd rAdioLogy

My Dad ExplainEd tO me

waS vEri scAry.. Hope NutHing Will HappEn

ThEy r GoinG To Burn InsiDe mY mUm's Nose

Which Will Lose Loads Of bLood

The Side EffectS wIll BE mORe SufferIng

HaiR lOsS aNd Loss Of AppeTite

And Worst VEri Weak

My Grandpa Have Got Lung Cancer LAst Time

He Also go For THis RAdioloGy thingy

But In thE enD BecAme Veri Weak

And Den..Hmm U noe..

So sAdz..I lUrve mY gRAndpA on My mUm's Side

hMM..ToDay Do NuTHing..

Juz NuthIng..HAizz..

thIS mOrning Watch The StArry StaRRy Night shOW

On channEl 8

she Introed Me

its SAd..

Den After The Show FiniSh,I go Rest

She weNT fOR jOggINg ANd TUitIon After DAt

AiyOx..nOW shE got HEadache aNd Her high pAin lIao..

Ask HEr Take Panadol Dun wAn..

Dun mAKe mEWorry lIao..HahAkx

Miss yOu rEAlli Loads

hMM..Till Now ..I've Done Nuthing

lAterss..=p

im dam fucking bored now

planned to go swimming today

but hmm..all my frends are busy

my mum went to the hospital 2day

for a meeting with the specialist doctors

whom they are gonna operate my mum's nose soon

my dad will be there toos

he's taking leave 2day

where shud i go now?

im alone at home

haiz..

my mum's mayb scheduling the op to friday

mayb on tues or fri

hmm..so dats y she go meet up the doctors 2day

onli me and grandma alone at home

this morning went to the hdb office

dad asked me to settle the parking payment

den after dat went to old chang kee

go buy my favourites

yummy..lolx..hahas =D

i juz hope mum will be fine..

dats all i want

felt caLm oReaDy..

hAd a Talk Wif my mUm YesTerDae..

sHe weRe jUZ teLling Us tO Takkaire

oNli iF she..

haizZ..u noe..

nvm..She wIll bE aLrIte

sHE WiLL =))

yea...

its 2pm now..

and the sun is shining so bright

and it will be the perfect time for swimming

and tanning toos

but all my fremds r busy..

aiyo..

kel said tmr den go swimming

coz he finish skool at 5pm

phew~ jc life veri stress

but juz have to endure 2 yrs den

hurray! hmm..

mayb tonite im gonna order piZZa!

weehoo~

to surprise my mum

im not so good at picking the menus

hmm..my bro gd at picking

so im gonna ask him

ayes! de

i miz skool way too much

juz realli miss yeah..

the laughters,the sorrows

the teachers,haizz..

i lurve my secondary school life

the first day and the last day was like different

haiz..now msging her

still havent reply yet

haizz..mayb she busy or wad

juz miss her too much

lolx..hahas

and a big thyx for consoling me

and giving ur moral support

i was juz like dam broody last two days

my eyes walao dam fuckin' red

aiyo..now white oready lorx..

my 3rd bro still been crying

and in skool also liao

haiz..he dat tyme cried in front of the whole class

till the teacher console him

and his exams start on tuesday

which will be the day for my mum's op

he said to me he will skip skool on dat skool

hmm..haizz..

i tink ive juz have to cheer up =)

dun tink abt these anymore

till the day of the op

but its like so hard
but im trying..forcing myself

dats wad she told me and wad my mum said to me toos

juz have to pray hard

i juz hope to celebrate my baby brudder's burthdae earlier

coz his birthday is on 10th of may and mines on 14th of may

and my mum's op is on the 3rd of may

hmm..nvm..i tink she's going to be warded again 2day

latersss..ill blog again tonite =)

mum , plz dun leave me

why muz you struck with cancer?

in all of a sudden?

i lurvve you so muxh coz ure the one

who always make me feel alright

you're the most closest

the day when u came back from the hospital

i was shocked to see you crying

mum was struck with 'anasteshia cancer'

plz be strong and hold on if u feel like letting go

the whole family was like cyring

and me was crying non stop

my eyes is dam fucking red,swollen

PLZ..dun leave our family behind

ure the hope of our life

and yet my fourth little baby brother is still small

u cant juz go away like dat

the doctor says that the operation will have no guarantee

its by luck

ill pray for you mum

really.. i miz you

this thursday ure going back to the hospital

and on the 3rd of may will be the op

im so scared

i juz cant stop crying and crying

hope the op will be successful

now ir ealli have no mood

im stuck in the corner of the hse

thinking back wad wud happen nxt

my last few words for u mum

hold on and be strong..

hehes
went swimming and jogging with faris and raihan
yeah ,had a great tyme
loved water so much
but too bad the sun wasnt datt so hot enough
so tanning had to be abandoned liao

juz played around with the water
i did the underwater diving for abt h.. to the middle of the pool
which had to be taken loads of gasps of air
before you dive
hadi and manan came wif us too last two days
yeah,hadi wanna learn the trapping skill
we taught him
and guess wad?
he succeed

lols..
i manage to run 2 and a half rounds the stadium
which was dam fuckin' tired liao.
raihan had gd stamina
he ran 5 pathetic rouds
and i was juz like 'dazed'
three cheers for him!
lols

yeah everything ended nicely
coz this 'mayb' the last tyme the 5 of us meet together
faris starting skool on monday
and evryone's going to poly!
except me
sobsob*
waitng for my appeal results
juz 2 more polys to wait

sp,rp and nyp sent me the letters
that they said they regret to inform me
dat i am unsuccesful in my appeal
juz two more polys,which is tp and np
hope so i get one of them

yeah i registered for private o
for english and science neway
juz for FUTURE use for job applications
hehes lols
yeah dats it for today

latersss..

im back!

from days and days from shopping liao

hahas

u bet..

bought a new freaky white specs at peninsula plaza

yeah

the three main shopping centres

to shop till u drop

peninsula,far east and queensway

best!

but too bad for me

the miz 29 bag im buying is out of stock

its coming in mid may

yeah im gonna grab it asap

ive made a booking with the owner

of the shop

ive quit my full time job

need a part time job

full time is tiring liao

finding haiya..

bought the famous stars and straps shirt

at queensway

its kinda unique

yeah for juz 45 bucks

hehe

latersss

Vitamin C - Graduation Song

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels


As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly



**this is for anyone who have ever lost someone important in
there lifes!
* exspeacilly if there bff moves a way frum her!**