listening blankly to endless rain and tears by x japan
woah the piano solo was nice and the classical guitar too..and its 7 in the evening so sianz everything shud be alrite by now and things are going to be patched up and when the day comes i would be in all *smiles.this song realli makes my heart at ease and it realli drills to my head.my 2nd brother,hazeeq is going out to skewl for some art or wad and after tat to jurong point to make his new pair of specs.im not tagging him...feels so......and now im juz listenin to music and music and music so relaxed...the days are hard..
its been a long hard road without you by my side why werent you there in all the nights that we cried you broke my mother's heart you broke your children's for life it's not ok but we are alright i still remember the days you were a hero in my eyes but those were juz a long lost memory of mine and now im writing a letter to let you know that im still alive...
feels this world is endless... had breakfast and lunch dads out to work and mums at home babysitting my 4th brother..couldnt imagine that i had a fourth brother and it was fast born in 10 may 2004 and was onli 4 months old i tink* since we all had the fourth child many things had changed...our attitudes are always changing..went out juz now 4 a while wif my old friends..seems tat they have changed for the better..very boring these days everyone is kinda busy..have to go out alone but aniwaes things will get better and i will promise to that hahas dun worry everything wud be fine..i will change for the better next week prelims are resuming..i tink* i have done badly for chemistry coz didnt study been sLaCkInG..okiezz but prelims arent tat important but O's wud be..coz it will determine ur future otayss and to everyone whu had been there for me especially my mum,dad and to all my friends a million thanks* :) *muackkss