This month of July surely will hit me hard
right into the edge of my heart.
My late friend,Zawiyah passed away on the 12th of July.
My dear Grandma passed away on the 25th of July.

The moments, sorrows, painfulness
through days and days and nerverending?

Between the periods of the Late,
i am supposed to go for work in Swissotel.
I did not turn up on one of the weekends i have booked.
I am doomed okay?
im gonna be suspended for 2 weeks or so or more
for not answering back the call that they called me.

Uhhhhhhhhhhh...
No mood to work.
Who would want to if this condition just keep going on?
-sighs*

Hmmm..
about my future.
I dont know where to go after i graduated from my course.
NS? If have chance, go to poly? Or work?
Urrghhh.
confused. im dumb.

Life have to go on,
even with the bitter past.

Remember us on quiet days
While raindrops whisper on her pane
But in her memory have no grief
Let only the fun we knew remain.

Remember us when evening stars
Look down on her with steadfast eyes

And when her thoughts do turn to us
Know that we would not have you cry

But live for us and laugh for us
When she is happy, so are we..

Remember an old joke we shared
Remember us when Spring walks by
Think once of us when she is glad


A friend whom i've lost,
A friend is still a friend.
We'll never forget you in our memories..

On behalf of my class,
To our dearest friend, Zawiyah Binte Mohd Muliana,

We would like to send our deepest condolences to you.
May all our prayers be remembered by you.
May you rest in peace..

Your contributions,
Your joys and laughter,
will still be retained in our memories.

The late Z that we used to know
will always be remembered in our hearts. <3

just a short poem for her..

Fill not your heart with pain and sorrow,
but remember her in every tommorrow

Remember the joy the laughter,
She had only gone to rest of a little while.
Although her leaving causes grief and pain, her going will be remembered.

Remember her, not as she is now, but of what she used to be.
Because she will remember you all and look on with a smile,
Understand, in your heartsive only gone to rest for a little while.
As long as she have the love for each of you,
She can live her life in the hearts of all of you.

In loving memory, of our Late Zawiyah <3.>

Tragedies happen so quickly..
And till now i'm still as traumatized of what had happened over her.

The captured moment of what I saw after the the fall from the bicycle.

I kept having this very bad feeling and it's repeating again and again.
Maybe time will heal the pain but it would take a very long time.
I promised to repair her computer again,

I promised to teach her the chords for this chinese song.

Still couldn't accept this fate..

It's too late..

Just got back from jamming at Kris's house a hour ago.
Was with only Tiago and Kris.
So just the three of us.

We played 'canon rock'
and 'die dead enough'
=))

Jammed for 4 hours.
And me and tiago were so tireddd.
My fingers waliao got teared/haus,
coz of the solos etc.

Then off we go makan at BK.
Lepak-ed.
Home sweet home~!
=D