hAiXx..sKooL suX toDay

iTS liKE evEryonE in mY clAss anD the lecTUrers..

aLL askIng mE whY todAy im so difEreNt

i Juz sAId nuTHing..

aND im jUZ so dAM quiEt todAy..

ivE goT no mooD siNCe thIS mornIng i woKE up

iVE bEen thiNkiNG baCk oF whAt wiLL happEN neXt

iTS liKE im tIred oF thiNKig abt aLL thiS

fOR monThs anD monThs..

im JUZ prayIng haRD dAt my muM's condItion wiLL imPRoVe

aND no fuCkiNG radiOtheraphy oR chemOtharapY shIt

it wiLL ruiN mY mum's HEalth anD worSer liKE beiNG weakEr

i jUZ wanA bE liKE whaT mY famiLy useD to BE last tiME

nOW..itS as iF likE mY dad talKS rarelY and go hoME slEep

mY dad'S compAny iS goiNG to clOSe dowN

maybE a fEw weeKS latEr,mY dad wiLL gET retrEnchEd

arrGhhX..wHY mUZ dIS happEn?!?

eVErydaY go tO skOOL..alwAYs thINk abT aLL thIS

foRciNG myseLF to BE buSy is likE mAkiNG myseLF moRe woRsE

haIXx..i reallY dun waNa talK abt thIS mattEr anymORe

bUt it wiLL camE to mY miNd alwaYS

mY 3rD brotHEr saW my dAd criEd fOR the firST timE in hiS rooM

my dad's siSter HAve jUSt pasSed awAy last fEw monTHS

aND thiNkIng a loTx abT his jOb and My mUm

thIS iS the woRst and woRst feeLing i gOT

arrGHhx..ivE gotA makE myselF busY and forgET all thiS till 20 juLy

i NEed to oVErcoME all dIS

can suMoNE teLL mE hOW?!?

arrGHHxX..

hMm..JUZ caME back hOme agAin

soOO tirEd...

1stlY at 8 wAs liFe skiLLs lecTure

learN hOW to cOmmuNicatE

aND talk iN froNT of auDienCe

dEn afTer dAt Got princiPAl talk at auDitoRium

aLL mUSt weAR HE poLO piOneer tShiRt

mINE wAs reD coLOr..

fOR studenTS aof appLIed health and scinEces must weAr red

fOR ebgineerINg is gREen

fOR iCt weAr yElloW..ahaCkX

hMm..tHE PrinciPAL talk woAHHhhhhh

sooo boriNg ..makE me wanA slEep

was doZng oFf bUT gOT oThe rlectuRers tHEre

so cant slEEp..contRol for 3hRS!!! siAnX Le..

afTEr dAt whEn fOR lunCh at tHE cafEteriA

bU dam pacKEd..aLL tapAo Le

den gO stadIUm eAt tHEr ke..

dEN balR..bLAr..analYtiCal chemIStry

oKAy larHX..nIT so sleePy

afTEr dAt P.E!!!!

mY clasS gOT a fuCked uP pE teAchEr

she sAid mUst go swimMing teSt aND NAPFA test

wTF??i ot afTEr sc sChooL no mORe napFA

WAHHH..2.4km run..dIE..cannOT run..sHIT

pULl up..dIE kE..can oNLi do hmm onlI 4..LOL

loNg nvr trAIn SialX siNCe i stEp down FrOm NCC

KAox..afetr pe..weNT cafetEria agaiN

cooL dowN..was PErspiriNG dam a lOt

as usuaL tooK the trAin agaIn

dEn back hoME..

arrGHGGhxx..GooD charLOtte conCert on 12 julY

bUT i cANt go!!! arggHXX

i gOT dun nOE waD practICal lectuRe wad shIT

dam..im gonA miss IT

everyTime took the trAin can sEe the advertISe at thE Tv

wah..kElsoNN can Go..i wastEd lE..arrghh

nVm..mAybE nXt tiME can kE..

hMm..my mum'S condition fOR now is a bIT stabLE

bUt stiLL blOOD comINg ouT

Its liKE she's alWAys dizZy and nO appEtitE

wahHX..kaOX..

20 jUly tHE check uP..

u mUST RECOVER PLZ..

plZPLZ..if nOT..arrGHH

i woNT lET the doctORs do tHE radioGraphY..

nO wAY~~~~!!arrgHH

hMm..JUZ came back

phEW~~hMM..

as usUal skOOL..

8am-10am iS lAb safEty practICes lEcture

okAY larhX..thE lecturer dAm funnY

deN 10-11.30am iS laboratory maThs

whacKX..i nOE aLL..LOLx

coZ i tooK a-matHS be4..aLL liKE eaSy liao

ahacKX..bUT everyoNE was agaiNSt the lab maTHs lectureR

she's daM fuckiNG monotoNE,dun nOE how to TEach..LoLX

hmM>>den weHHOOO..2 1/2 h brEAk

went to eaStpoINt with 10 ppL to eAt

actuaLLy wanA go BAnqueT

den so pAcked..deN wenT fooDcourT

i atE fish and chIPs..bUT enD up din fiNish..

whaCkkx..weNT back to sKOOL afTEr daT

weNT to the librAry..sIT down talK coCk tiLL 2pm

den stArt anoTher LectURe

anaLyticAL chemiStry..WOO~

so hArd..i dUn unDerstaND siALX..

den iTS 5pm..enDed skOOL

me,aiN and heNA weNT hoME by mRt

rashID and mUk went by bUS

the otEHr 6 ppL went bY the bUS oppOSite my skOOL

woOTS..1hr 45 mins triP to rEAch sembAwanG..

so lONG Le..whAckX

laterSSss..ivE gotA homeworK to Do..

newAy jUZ wana tEll u aLL

dat mY hp iS repaiRed..so nO worriEs

u aLL can smS me readIXx..

hmMM..laterSSs

sKoOL's fINe tOdaY..

hAd tO wakE uP aT 5aM

lEft hSe aT 6am

reAchEd my skOOl at 7.45am

phEw~so fAr Le~~~

bUT i reALLy liKEd thE skooL

goT oWn swiMMing pOOL,oWn stadiUm

everytHing alSo havE Le..

maDe a fEw frenDs thEr..

hMM..nOE a fEw..

jUZ noW goT life skiLLs courSe

commuNicatiOn skiLLS

muSt gO arouND everyOne aSk to siGn dunOE what lArhX

hMM..the skOOl sO biG Le..

everytIme im loSt..so paisEh

thIS morniNG i repORt to wroNg lectUre rooM..LOLX

lUckY mY frenD saw mE and shoUt my naME..LOLX

hMm..maybE back tO skOOl makEs me feEL bettEr

and filLEd UP mY emptY miND

ive trieD to foRget everythINg oF tHE paSt

buT it woNT..haiXx..nVm..

aT leaSt i kepT myselF buSy..iTs okAy

hmm...mY hP iS dropPEd dat timE

and noW..nOE wAd? sumtimE ssiao liAo

whEn i senD smS..the perSon dIn receiVe

wahHXx..kaOX..mUSt go send repaIR lE

i nVr regrEt goiNg inTo thiS courSe..reaLLy..

ITs jUSt perfeCt..itS juZ mY frenDs dAt encOuragEd me~

hMm..yesterdAy suMoNE muZ be appOnted the clAss raP

lUCky nOT me siaLX..phew~~

aLL vOte foR weN xiN..waHHAx

she's gOT the respOnsibIlity face..LOLX..realLy lE..

My clAss advisOR caN sAy okAey lArhx..

she'S vEry spoRtiNG..nOE hOW to teaCh aLL theSe

hMM..bUT the discipLIne commITee reallY suX

say i mUZ cuT hair shORt..den i diN cuT

heck carE larhX..stUpid oLD botak mAn

hmM..im juz hAppY..

to hAve chOOSen thIS paTH

and makE the rigHT beginnINg

its jUSt the nEw begiNNing of a whOLe nEw liFe..

ivE goT tO fiND sUmoNE to tuRn tO to sharE my pRobLems

yEahX..hoPE sO~~.foR my mUm's condiTion..im SAd

IT's jUSt gona aiNT gEt anY bettEr

canT bear to See hEr likE thesE..haiXx

foR thosE ppL whu i dIN replY uR smses..im sorriEx

coZ my hP is uNDergoiNG repaiR..

afTEr the rePair..aLSo siaO agaIn..nvm larhX

jUZ havE to rmB dAt

i havE to maKE it thrU sumhOW~~

jUZ camE back fRom skOOl

can sAY i skIp mY lEcture..so fuCked up boriNG

jUZ wenT out oF skOOL liKE daT

dUn nOE larHX..tmR confirM kenA sum kiND of pUnishmEnt

i gOT ouT of mY skoOL aT 11 plUS..dEn weNT homE

tooK the 969 bUS froM tampINes inTErchangE

aLL the wAy tO wooDlanDs intErchangE

anD sumthiNg hoRRiblE and pAiseh hapPEned

reaLLy paiseH lE..

i sat aT the froNt..mY frends saT behiNd..

tHEre waS this chiNEse giRL sAt besiDe mE

shE tooK ouT her jackEt aND woRe iT anD sLepT

anD i slEpt tOo..anD noe waD happenEd?!?

hEr heaD wAs lyiNG oN my shouLDer..

whIch at dat timE i was SleepiNG too

and afTEr a whiLE my frEnd alsO saiD dat mY head Also reSt on HErs too

i saID wTF?!? wheN sialX??iTs liKE we boTH got relatiOnshIp likeDDAt

bUT wher gOT?LOLX..dam paiSeh..whEN i wokE up..

her head stiLL on my shouLDer lE..i kePt quieT..

I jUZ dunnO wad wiLL happEn if shE wokes uP

sumoRe liKE so nEar..waHhxX..

wheN shE wokE up,sHE saw mE..den Said soRry anD smilEd..LOLX

and thE neXt bUS stop was whEr shE droppEd oFf

LOLX..sialarHX..paisEh liKE fuCk

newAy my timetabLE reallI suX

everydAy 8am-5pm..so stREss..

had to EnduRe 2 yrS le or nOT..haiXx..

hMm..mum'S goIng foR her lasT treatmEnt tonIte at kL

i jUZ dunnO wad to Say..

as i can See..thEr's bLooD comiNG out agaIn liKE last timE

itS likE why mUZ diS happeN?

i tot iT was oKAy readiXx..buT it stArt agaIn..haiXx

jUZ hopiNg thinGS wiLL cooL down sOOn be4 20 juLy

for her checkUp..hmM..im tired foR noW..

jUSt laterssS

iVe goTa teLL thIS..

mY mum'S canCer stiLL havEnOT reCovEred yEt

yeT..iTs becOmiNG bacK likE laSt tiME agaIn

bLooD comiNG ouT agaIn..aLL theSe..

haixX..20th oF juLY wilL bE the checKup

i dUn wanA thE doctoRs to pErfoRm thE theRApy

i dUn waNA tHE doctoRs tO do anyThiNG to mY muM

tHE treaTmenTs arE finE lasT moNth

nOW it cAme bAck agaIn..

stAge 3..i tinK mayB nOW iS stAge 4 oR mayB 5..

haIxx..jUZ dunO waT tO saY noW

tinKIng bAck oF thE chanNEl U shoW..haiXx

tmR im staRtiNG skOOL..1st daY..haTE iT

jUZ wanA to stAy homE anD taKe carEx OF mY mUm

wiLL tHE tumOR bE faDed awaY sooN?..

wiLL thE mattEr be mORe woRse?..

i dUN waNA loSt u~..bUt..faTe wiLL detErminE iT

haiXx..im bAck tO dePRessiOn agaIN~~

anD agaiN..agaIN..

haIxx..im siCK maN..
sIncE mY grAndmA camE to mY hsE,
thE whoLE hSe is kAoX..
keEp naggIng aND nagGIng anD naggINg
dEn wHEn shE makE foR me mY breAkfaSt,
i saID latEr i eaT,dE shE scOld aND naG tiLL i caNNoT takE it rEAdix
thIS monDay stArt skOOL..iM ReaLLy nErvoUS..fUCKin' NErvoUS
dUn nOE waD wiLL hapPEn tO mE nXt..hAixx
mY mum's canCer tiLL noW stiLL havEnt reCovEred
tHE treAtmEnt's are jUz uSelEss..

i weNT fOR thE treATmenT too..

bUt mY GastRic woNt stOP

iTs liKE everydAy ivE beEn attCked bY gastRic..

siCksICksiCk OF thiS...
20 juLy wuD be thE checkUp anD screeNiNG of hEr
iF daT tumoR iS stiLL insiDe hEr..haiXx..chemOtHArapy..alL thoSe
FUCK!..stupID treatMentS..wasTE timE onLy..
jUZ dunnO waD to Do..evErytimE comE oUT a Lot oF bLood in HEr noSe
iTS likE patHEetiC whEn i sEe iT..aaRRggHXx~~
fuCkEd up..reALy fuCked Up~
arrGHxx..wAd shUd i dO noW???

nO oNE caREs ritEx?arrGHxx

yEapX..Im sOo hAppY tOdaY

waHHXx..wEnt sHoPPiGN anD shOppIng yEsterDay

i bougHt tHE miz29 BAg..aT lasT phEw~~waHHXx..

aND ..hMm..tHE fasHIon stEreO headSet fOR mY phoNE..

sO nicE..fuLL whiTE..wahHXXxx

todAy weNT swimmING aT 8 aM

wahHXx..sO earLy in The moRniNG

craZyy..bUT acTuaLLy nOT

waS sO enErgeTiC Le..

mAnan anD faRis sAid swIm 10 Laps

i saID i caNNot..sEow~~

i oNly sWim 7 lAps..bUai tahaNX laRHXx

hMm..We sAw thIS twO giRls..

oNE oF thEm lOOkeD liKE malAy

acTuallY nOT..chiNEse

fuckINg tAnnEd skIN..sOo nICe..waHHXx

YEapX..dEn weNT to fAris hSe..

tOok tHE guiTAr..pLAyed a FEw sonGS

dEn tHEy caME to mY hsE

fAris broUGht thE wirEless LAn cabLE

we plaYEd warCraft fRozEn thrONe

yeaPX..sO fUn..tHEY briNG theiR lapTops

wooTX..played fOR so LOnG.wahHXx

haiX..yEsterdAy mY biLL caME

anD WTF?? coSt 64.33 doLLars

i wAs stunNed..wtH siAlx.

thEy sAid i uSe a LOt oF gpRs

waHH sIAoxx..evEn the sMS i dIn excEEd

foR gpRs i exCeeD..wTF??

anD my dAd wahHXx.. nAgginG anD naggiNG..

aiYa..nxt mOndaY sTart skOOl Liao

wooTX..aS i sAid nEw liFe,nEw ppL..wHAcKKxx

wahhXX..i sPEnt 70 pLus yESterDAy sHoppINg

mY banK moNEywaHHx..dUn nOE wad to sAy

lEft 90 plUS..dEn pay mY biLL lEft 30 pLUS

so sAd lE..hoPE to fINd a paRt tiME joB AsAp Le..

hMM..staYiNG t hOme oFtEn rEaLLy sUX..

dAm fuCKiNG boRiNG..

pHEw~my frEnds aLL hoLS coME readIXx

sO nO worriEs..YEapx..

hMMmm..tODay's iS dad"s biRtHdAy

wOOtx..JUz waNA wiSh tHE besT of healTh.

lAterSSsss

nYeh..nYEh ..aaRGghXX

i mUSt gO bUY thE neW a7X aLbUM

arrGHHxx..cAnt taKE iT Le..

tHE sOngZ sO nICe ..

espEciallY bAt counTRy..waHHXxx

thE liVE vErsioN..whAccKKXx

shIt..sHIt..fUCk..

mUZ gO bUY...arrGGhhxx

tHE inTRo guiTar sOlo wAhhX so nICe

tHE ppL mosHiNG in fRont oF the pErfoRmancE..

waHHXx..sTReSs liAo..

a7X u roCkeD my sOCkS ma!!

im prOud OF u..

i LurvVE UR soNGs dAm dAm mUCh

hMm..tOdaY dID nutHinG aT hOme

dIn wEnT oUt eItHeR

daM LazY Le..

wAs dAm sLeEpy toDAy

sLepT aT 5 aM pLuS lIKedDat YEstErdaY..

wAd bUsy meSsagIng aND chattIng tiLL 5 aM PluS..wTF..kaoX

woKE uP aT 7am..sLEpt 2 hRs oNLy..WtF..

whAacKXx..mY eyEs aRE daM tirEd..arrGGhxX..

hMmm..tmR wiLL bE goING tO kL

as usUAL..mY mUm's caNCeR trEAtmEnt

iM praYIng hArd mAn dAT tHE ceLLs wiLL be deAd

bE4 goINg foR thE nxT checK uP at sG hospiTAL oN the 28 juLy

oR nOT..radioTHerapHy aND chemoTherapY..

arRggHHXx..tHIs wiLL nOT happEn...

hAixX..wAd u sAid LAst tiME..

"suFFeriNGs wiLL bRiNG swEet resUltS"

lIKE thoSe iN exAms,u stUdy dAm harD..

enD uP ure hAppy wiTh ur resuLts..

YEahXx..tHEre wiLL bE swEet oNEs afTEr aLl theSe..

onCe agAin..nO mORe sighINg agaIN..=

i jUZ neeD sUmoNE tO shaRE my feELings wiTh

anD vicE vErsA..yeapX..dAts aLL

iM ouT..

yeapX..eVErythINg cAme to aN eND..

hMM..waHHx..

10 moRe daYS to sKooL

NEw liFe..nEw friEndS..nEw begiNNinG

juZ havE thE nErvoUS feELinG

aND a bIt oF jOy feELiNG..YeaHX.waHaHAxx

hMM..tOdaY dIn gO oUT cOZ sOo tIreD

My fEet stILl harDcoRe daM bListErs

jUZ bEcaUSe We weNT shoppIng dAt tiME

wiTh keLsoNn,kAi henG aND tKT

wahHX..dEN i boUGht tHE shirT

asKEd mY freND tO heLp me pUT insIDe hIS baG

wahHX..nOW mUZ gO meeT hiM agaIn

gO taKE my thINgs i spEnt daT day..

haiYA.laZy lE..

hMm..grandMA iS bacK!!

anD guEss wad'S hapPEniNG?

sHE's daM reaLLy KAOX!!

kEEp talKinG anD talkING anD talkING nOn-stOp

arrGHXXx..vEri irritatiNG Le..

sumtiMEs sLaM tHE doOR

dEn talK shIt abT mE and mY brotHErs

saY daT tiME i saY i gO swimmING

sHE sAy i gO sumWherE. elSe.waHHX..KAOX MAN!!

arrGHXXx..vErY stREss LiaO..

woOTxX..im dOign fOR kELsoNN's bLoG fOR noW

HE saY waN gothIC anD daRk desIGn..

yeaHX..creatiNG the waLLpapEr

tHE mUSic,tagbOard all thEse..

hMM..edIted mY bLog bY a bIT on tHE righT sidE

cAn saY okaY larHX..

bUT wiLL crEate tHE neW waLLpapEr agaIn

yeahX..daTS aLL fOR todAy..

im oUT....

iVe LeFt tHE paSt bEhiND..

nEvEr wILL i rEpeAt agAiN

iM soRry fOR whaT iVe dOne wrOng

anD whEn im waiTiNG..

aND whEn iM thinkING..

evEryThIng iS goNE jUZ likEddAt

wHEn tHE daYS paSt..

i fELt iM fuRthEr aPaRT fROm u..

jUZ becAusE u weRe nOT liKE laSt tiME

jUZ becAusE nOw thE feELiNG iS deAd..

evEry secoNd..u wILL

nvr cOMe baCk..

leFt mYseLf wOndEriNG..

aND maYbE oNE daY..wE wiLL meEt agAin..

evErytIme,evEry secOND caME heRe

aND whEn iM thInkiNG,

i wILL waKE uP frOm UR dreaMS

i tiNk thIs expLAins evErythINg..

pLz.. i dUn waN siLEncE fRom u~~~

taKKairEX aND haVE a gOOd liFe~

waHaHaX!!

mY fEet gOT bListErs rEAdiXx

tHE slIppEr i bOughT aT beacH roaD reaLLy sUX maN!

tHE surfacE daM harD..mY feeT liKE itS flaT

arrGGhXXx..

newAy weNT ouT agaIn todaY

mEt kElsonN anD kaIhenG aT yCk mRt

dEn weNT tO quEensWay plAzA

kElsOnN anD kaiHEng waNA bUy thE adiDas jacKEt

bUT iT aLL suX bIG tIME!!LoLX

bUT i boUGht tHE mY chemICaL roManCe shirT

ahAckX..iT wAs dAM niCE.. i liKEd IT..kEkeS..

hMm..dEn waLk aroUNd..sEe thoSe nikE shOEs

thOSe lOW cuT waN..weNT to thIS limITEd edItion shOP

aLL so rARe waNX..bUt thE priCe waHHHXx..sO eX..aiYA..

hMM..hEadEd tO ciTy haLL afTEr dAt

weNT tO citY linK..

agaiN..gO tO addIdaS shOp agaIN..bUT smaLL

nOt quiTe a loT oF varIetY..

hMm..wenT tO sunTEc ciTy toWer 1

tHEre bEttEr LE..

tHE adidAs shOp sHHOo bIg lE

yEahX..gOT loTS oF desIGns

all nICe..esPEciaLLy tHE bLacK colOR oNE

wahHXx..waNA bUY..bUT tiNk agaIN..

arrGHXx..nXt tiME..

coZ i goNA bankruPt sOOn..mUZ gO fiND part tIMe jOb sooN! wahHXx

hMM..kEng tINg caLLEd..sAid waNA go wiTh uS

waiTEd foR hIm aT citylinK the escaLatOR

yuPXx..dEn weNT outSide suntEc..

tOOk pIX fOR aLL oF uS..

dIn uSe mY phoNE..coZ vgA caMEra..LoLX..sUX maN

uSe kEng tiNg pHoEN insTEad..1.3 mEgapixEl lE..lOLX

hMm..we pOSed lOTs oF wAys..yEahX..nICe ..ahaCKx

hMM..dEN i saID i wanA go hoME liaO

so pain mY feeT lE..

sO tHEy weNT to novEna sqUare tO takE pIX agaIn

thEY goNA gO anOTher shOp duN nOE seE wAd larHX

bUT i noT goiNG lE..so tiRed..i canT staND iT readIXx

ahaCkx..weNT hoME afEr dAt..tHEyweNT novEna statIon

i gO sembAwAng..so hErE aM i bloggINg agaIn..

wooTX..chanNEl 8 goNA stRAt readIXx..

laTERrsssssSS

tHE secOnd i sAiD

iTs tHE enD agaIn

iVE left tHE paSt bEhiND

iM suRe tHIs iS thE tiME

jUZ beCauSe yoU weRE nOt liKE lasT tiME

iTs nOW thE feeLinG hAve fadEd awAy

aND maYbE nexT tIme

we wILL meEt agAin

oNE tIme,dOnt eVEr aSk agAin

tHE feELiNG tHAt hAs faDeD wiLL BE deAD

itS lIKE todAy aND tHE paSt daYS

evEry secONd,iT aLL hapPEns hEre

aND whEn mY heaRt weRe dazINg

i wiLL waKE uP frOm uR drEamS

i'LL oPEn yoUR heaRt liKE lasT tiME

evEry stOry wiLL BE evEry secONd wiTh mE

jUZ beCauSe yoU weRE nOt liKE lasT tiME
iTs thE feeLinG tHAt wiLL bE fadEd awAy

ITs nO uSe yOu'rE teLliNG ureSelF

tO keEp fOR yoURseLf

itS aLL tHE regreTS yOu haVE beeN findIng

aLL thE feeLIngS tHAt yoU gaVE mE

iTS jUst mabE neXt tiME....

wOOTX..

jUZ cAme BAcK hoME

phEw* my frEnds arE haviNG holidAys agaiN

fOR polY anD jCs..

dEn todaY caN cOme oUT

hMM..FIRst THIng WEnt JOGGIng At YcK STaDIUm WItH FARIs

WOOtx..I RAn 2 ROUndS ANd PANCit READixX

COz DiN Do WaRM Up..STuPId RITeX? lOlx

DeN So PAIN MY TOe..HAIya..

DeN kELsoNN caLLEd..

hE saiD will coME dowN sooN..

hmM deN go swimmInG aS usuaL

sWam a fEw lapS,reSt in tHE watEr

dEn doNE..ahAckX

anD by dAT tiME wAs stiLL too earLy tO go hoME

hmM..keLsoNN saID hE wanA go j8 gO fiND jackEt OR sweaTEr

aT 77tH streeT..bUT aLL liKE shiT!

wasTE monEY comE bishAn jUZ gO 77th stReeT thEN go bacK

hMm..dEn we arE stoniNG..dUn nOE whEr to gO..

keL sAid waNA gO towN..

me anD fariS saiD tHEr verY boriNG

eveRytiME gO towN..sOoo boREd

hMmm..aT lasT i saiD gO novEna sqUarE loR..

weNT to thIS addIdaS shOp

tHE jackEts thEre waHHXx sO niCe

bUT thE priCE iS 107 -30% discoUNT

whiCH is onlY 74 pLuS..Ok larHX

keLsoNn sAid nXt tiME we go bUY

dEn gO up aND doWn..bOReD

hMM..i weN foR a hAircuT afTEr daT

yEahX..caNs aY okAeyX larHX

bEttEr thaN last tiME

as uSuaLwa Sh anD blOW Le

i sAY i oNli seCondaRy..ahCkX

sO paY leSS..LolX..

weNT tO unitEd squAre oppOSiTe novEna squAre

hMm..wE sAw thIS peT shOp..

wooTX..i saW thiS cuTE littLE puppY

sHHOooo cuTE likE fuCk

anD looK vEry rarE..

tHE rabbiTs tHEr alSo daM cuTE lEa..

haiYA..keLsoNn oNE tiME goT take carE of rabbIT

dEn 2 montHS latEr ..diEd..pOoR thiNG..sO saD..haiXx

dEn i wenT iNTo thIS nokIA shoP

i askEd foR thE fashioN stEreO heAdseT

bUT wTF?? tHEY saY my phoNE nOT compatIbLE

anD i saID suRe oR noT? evEN thE booK saiD i can usE iT..LolX

stupID olD man..duN nOE how to saY..

hMm..walkEd arouNd tiLL tHE lasT flooR

sO creepY..weNT to thIS pathwaY

goT no oNE..darK..we exPloreD

anD camE ouT to bE aT tHE bacK oF thE shoppiNG centRe..LoLX

wooTX..hMm..inSidE thE traIn daM funnY Le..

kElsoNn saW thIS chiNEse giRl..

i tiNkf rOm yishUn seC oR wAd..

hE wenT infrOnt oF thE girL..

bUT nOT so cloSe lar..arouNd 1 metRe awaY

and smiLEd at hEr..LoLX

sHE facEd doWn..paisEh liaO..

aiyA..stuPid laR kelSonn..

end uPshE reachEd her stOp readiXx..

dIn get her nuMber alsO..LolX..wasTEd liAo

aiyA..Im so dam tireD..

frOm walkIng anD walkING and wAlkINg

mY feeT iS sO nuMB..

hMm..its beeN loNG siNCe we gO oUT

hmm..i tInk siNCe aprIL..dEn all staRT skOOL

wooTX..hMM..i gTg dowN

gO lepaK belOW hanafi's hSe

wiTh hadI,manAn,farIS,jIAn yoNG anD fadLi

yeahX..aLL brinGing tHEir laptOps..LolX

oKIEs* gtG

latErsSSSSSSSSSsss

woOtX..

im sO tiREd..

today'S iS tHE malAy weddING

anD u nOE wAd?!?

tHE brIDe's grOOm clOTheS havENT readY YEt!!

WTH!! lUCkiLY iT cAme aT 10 am plUS liKEddaT

phEW* tHE briDe wAs liKE cryiNG

coZ shE weaRiNG aLL goLD

anD onlI goT greeN

phEw* shO luckY..

hmM..bE4 daT therE wAs tHEse

twO japAneSe ladIEs

tHEy wanT to bUY thE skIRT wiTh swAroVskI

anD i saiD iTS 135 doLLarS..

tHEy talKEd tO tHE owNEr OF tHE shoP

fOR sO loNG..tHEy r leavIng fOR japan tOniTE

yeahX..LoLX..

tHE boUtiquE gettING oN iS fiNE

hMm..evErytHing fOR tHE weddING is fINE

tHEy arE jusT shOOOoo luCky

haiYA..wAd onLI..

hMM..i haD 2 hR breAk afTEr daT

i toLD mySelF tHAT i wiLL foRgeT tHE pasT

thE pasT wiLL nOT coME baCk

reaLLI..evEN thougH i regrEt

bUT i jUSt havE to continUE mY jouRnEy

nO mORe tEArs rEAdIXx

i'LL jUSt haVE to mAkE myseLf busY

to forGEt aLL theSe

beiNG loNEly wiLL briNG bacK tHE seTBAcKS

yeaHX..afTEr aLL..iVE lEt iT gO

tHIS tIME im lookiNg foRwaRD

fOR the betTEr..waHHXx

wooTX..

hmM..17 mORe daYS tO sKOoL

neW liFE,nEw fREndS,neW fuTurE

anD i wiLL nVR fORgeT mY frEndS duH! LoLX

i jUZ canT waIt

acTuaLLy skOoLiNG wiLL maKE mE foRgeT tHE pasT

anD i haVe tO conceNtraTE on mY studIeS thoUGh

i'LL dEcidEd nOt tO briNg uP thiS matTEr agaiN

anD oncE anD fOR aLL..yeAhX..

fORgeT iT tHEn..

ivE dEcidEd tO pUT thIS matTEr awAy

anD no mORE wiLL i thInk tHE flaShbaCks..

nO mORe nIghTS readIXx..

i'LL juSt haVE to apPreciATe wAd u'vE doNE fOR me aLL thIS whILE

i dUn wAna u tO be eMotIonaL anymORe

neiTHEr aNy hatrEd..

onCe agaIN..thANXx reaLLi reaLLi lOadS~~

takKAIreX nEwAy anD pLz cHEriSh uR liFe..

oNce agAin,thYX..

hMm..anD im nOT gOing inTo daT banqUeT jOB

iTs liKE kiNDa streSsfuL anD troubLesoME

arrGHXx~~heLL nO

mY frEnD aLso rEjecTEd iT readIxx

sO dO I thEn..OR elSe i wiLl BE alONe!!

haiYA..no mORe workIng larHX..

waiT till i stAblE iN mY studiEs

fOR aT lEast 2 mOntHS,

dEn i'LL go finD paRt tiME jobS

alL my fREnds liKE hadi,maNan,raihAn,farIS thEY aLL

alsO wanA go fiNd jOB sooN

hmM..we'LL gO fiND tOgetHEr thEn~

hMMm..nO biG deAL aBt todaY..

i gO downLoad tHE prograM

anD weNT to my cousIn's hSe

weT to maKE my backgrouND souNd looKs betTEr

tHE musiC dat i siNG..

wiLL be alrighT accept tHe bacgrnd sNd

IT wiLL be up sooN~ YEahX!!

hMM..my channEl 8 shOW staRt readIXx

wooTX..laterSSsss

wooTX..LolX

mY fREnd gavE uP liAo

aiYo..sO chiA lAt waNX

sO stREss..wooTX

enD uP im nOT appLyiNg for iT aLsO

bUT i gAve thE appLIcatiOn fORm readIXx

aiyO..iF anyoNE calLEd mE,dam paiSe lE..

jUZ sAy wrONg numBEr cAN readiXx

sO strEssfUL lE..

wTF? sO manY disHEs wAd lar chInesE dEn wesTerN

dEn mUZ nOE hOW to taLk,inTEracT

mUZ go cUt fisH fOR the guesTS all thIS

waHHX..kaOXx..

sO tiriNG,4 hOurS in tHEre

wahHX..dam coLd LE..

haiyA..tHiS kInd oF jOb doEsnT suIt mE readIxx

kaOX..duN waN readIXx

hMm..dEN afTEr dAt enjOy LE

*phEw~~

aS per nORmaL gO makAn aND shoppING

i bOughT tHE addidAs jacket aT citY liNk

and mY frEnd sAid hE gOT200 plUS to spenT by todAy

wooTX..so riCh lE..

anD he bougHT so many thiNGs

dEN eND up lefT 30 plUS in bANk

LolX..haiyA

reacHEd homE 11 pLuS likEddAt

tHE mrT..wooTXX

dAm pacKEd..

go mariNA bay takE bettEr

nO oNE..yeAhX

wahhXXx

haIXx..hEre i aM bLoggiNG agAin..

itS liKE my bLog is tHE onLy sourCe

fOR me tO teLL aboUt mY feELiNGs afTEr aLL

hOw cuD i iMAgiNE if i dIn havE tHE bLog

wiLL bE kaOx..thYX to meL neWay fOR uR guidanCe

haIxX..im alWayS sighING all tHE tiME

iTs liKE im dAm fuckIng hoPELeSs

my fREndS arE ignoriNG mE readIXx

yeSteRdaY mY frEnds wEnt oUt dunnOR gO wher larHX lepAk

anD oNE of tHEm,haDi asKEd mE

'wHy u dIn gO witH us?'

anD i sAid ' coZ no oNE caLLed ME!!'

and wAs daM weiRd..

oNE of tHEm plaNNed all thIS

hmM..thEY weRe wiTh jy,farIS,manaN anD hadI

and mE?? dUn havE

haIXx..whY dIn caLL mE?? wtF?

itS liKE i gEt aloNG wiTh kEL all tHosE

tHEy wiLL alwAys caLL ME ask gO oUT

oR asK hOW iaM i dOIng nOW?

tHEY arE grEAt..

espEciAllY kEL..wooTX

tHE daYS in Sec 3 anD seC 4

we sAt in fRonT..anD wiLL alWays makE joKEs

lauGh anD lauGh anD lauGh..hahAS..

we'LL alWaYS gO swimmIGN afTEr skOOL

OR i gO his hsE go jammiNG

HE pLay tHE guiTAr tHEn i siNG

haixX..nOW ivE losT thE musiC fiLE dat i rEcordEd

wAstEd..It wAs liKE perfEct

i liKE tHE soNg' tHANk yOu mUM' anD 'radIo'

thIS twO aRE my fAvs..

hMM..hE's studyIng iN andErsOn jC nOW

i jUZ cudnt imagINE hE goT 2nD top in gCe o lVl

wooTX..10 ptS foR L1R5

5 a!'s anD 1 a2..shOO gooD

hMM.aT lEAst nOW stiLL in contAct..

a fUCkiNG greAT buD..YEahX

haIXx..hOW i wiShEd tO BE as gOOd as We arE last tIme

tHE smSEs,tHE blOggiNG,thE chattINg in msN

we'D miSs eaCh oThEr badLy

u madE me caLmeD dOWn afTEr mY mUm wAs hIt wiTh cancEr

u aRE tHE oNE whU mAdE mE carrY on THE joURney oF mY liFe

nOw tHAt i cAnt sToP thinKInG oF eUu..

i jUz dUn nOE wHy ,evEn thouGh wE r fAR apaRt

aND u frEAkEd mE ouT dat tiME

i rMb dat tiME coZ evEryoNE in my famiLy wAs slEepING

anD i wAs aloNE..stiLL in mSn

sHE sAid aLL thOSe frightEniNG ghoSt thinGS

wooTX..i wAs liKE shiVEriNG

bUt actuAlly suMthiNG reaLLy hapPEneD dat tiME

bUt i dIn teLL cOZ wilL makE mE thiNk oF iT

tHE cuP i pUt on tHE tabLE suddEnly faLL dOWn

eVEn thoUGh gOt nO wiND at aLL

waLao kaOX..

haiXx..iT's JUst tHE minDsEt that wiLL go oN

i nOE thAT thIS reaLLy gOEs a vEry Long wAy

haIXx..i jUZ wAna bE as gooD aS we arE

aND i JUZ wAnnA teLl u ,

daT i miSs yOu reaLLi loaDs~