Wednesday, May 04, 2005

hAiZz..wHy mUz dIS hAppEn..
2dAY i fEeL lIke sUMthIng iS noT rIte
hEr bEhavIouR is Juz rEaLLi Too dIffeRent
vEri verI dIFfeRent From tHe oTher dAys
sHE jUZ haVe no mOod..
tHE mOOd sWings In SkooL and At hOme
Its Like..Nvm..
wHen i ask hEr wAds Her pRoblEm
anD shE rePliEd dAt i wIll nOt UnderStAnd
cOZ itS bEtter..anD i bEtter Not UnderStand IT
cOZ itS beTTEr..i Was LikE wAd tHE..
u Once Said To ME u Will Share uR prObleMS
With ME..lIkE wAd i Shared Mine WitH hEr too..
haIZz..After I cut mY hair..
tHE whOle aFternOOn
sHE wAs diffeRent
ThE wAY shE rePlied all those..
aND wHy mUZ ppL Keep AsKing Abt mY hEight
Why?wHY?
iSsit i Am too TALL or Wad hUh?
anD tMr mOrning im suPPosed to FolO mY mUm to Kl agaIN..
i jUZ can't go..dATs why..
iTS lIKe sumThing pUlled Me Back..
ohh..Juz hOpe My mUm's canCer Will recovEr asap
ToDay The Whole Day i nVr Eat..
Nvr Eat Lunch And DinNEr
oNli eAt bReakfAst..
Till Now..i DUn Care!
i aM jUZ cOnfUSed aBt HEr
rEaLLy..
i FeeL Like Today ReaLLi mAKe ME LIke..
ARrGhx..nvM..
iTS LIke The Whole DAy..IM liStening To Those Emo sOngz
i Also Dun nOE wHY
wAS LIkE ArgGhx..
espeCially the CantOnesE Song..VEri ToucHing
iT Was LIke Wtf..wHY?
i knEw IT..
sHE JUz Cant LEt The mEmorIEs go aWAy
aLL tHE swEEt mEmorIEs..
i nOE.. i rEAd IT..
aND WheneVEr shE tinkS of hIm,sHE will stArt to cRy
i Juz Wan HEr to OvercOme dIS
i nOe iT tAkes A long Time..
buT True..hIstory Cant BE rEApeated
wAd is Done cannot be unDoNE
aND pLZ i Beg U
dUn TELL mE dAt..ArgghX nvm ForgET it
I Noe u Said Dat mE and Him both LookEd Alike
ANd U swEar u Will Not USed ME As His SubstItuTE
wHEn i Saw Dis SenteNCe,i Was sTonEd and ShockEd
aND u Said tHE wAy i TAlk Was SimilAr To hIm
wAhhXX...wHY?wHY?
i tInk She's hIdIng SumthiN' fRom mE
mAn..i Dun nOE laRhx
dUn TeLL mE ure are uSing Me
beCoz OF All thIS..
haIZz..i tErriBly cOnfusEd
i Was TreAted Like ThiS fOR 3 tImes OReAdi
sAme Like HEr CAse
tHE 1sT tIme wAS oKaey
DEn sHe iGnoRed Me..dEn we SpliT
aRggHX..Nvm Dun TAlk Abt Dis AnymORe..
nOW..i juz dun nOE hoW to Help HEr
ReallI..I cAnt Do anYthIng
nVm..
i Juz MissEd hEr Way Too Much
rEAlli mISsed U BAdLy
i Didnt Go to KL BEcoZ of u..
cOZ ThE pAIn i HAve To bEAr
wIll Juz MAke ME tHink Of U......
aNd noW i jUZ cAnt sLeeP
u hAve To tELL mE ur ProblEms
aND mAyb i cAn hELp
aRrgHx..
im cOnfuSed..
i jUZ caNt stAnd It anYmoRE lOngEr..
it wILL mAke MySeLf mOre TErriBle
beIng tReateD liKE dIS..