oh my gosh!

my neighbour ordered for the the three of us pizza

i was starving.really starving.

lucky my neighbour knew about it.

I have not not been eating dinner.

Recently skipping meals,

juz because parents not at home

dad and mum went for treatments

they will be back maybe in 3 more weeks time

left me and my other 2 brothers alone.

Thoughi have a maid,

but the maid slept at my aunt's place.

To take care of my dad and mum

oh no.

the laundry.

the housekeeping.

the ironing of the clothes.

SHIT.

no one to wake me up to go to skool

even though i set the alarm,

i wont wake up.

its as though i dead sleeping.

when the alarm sounds,

there it goes again.

reached out for the clock.

pressed the snooze button.

OMG.waking up at 5am mondays to fridays.

so far,my dad's condition improving.

Was a quite 'OK' situation.

My mum.My mum.My mum.

When will the cancer be recovering?

Its been 5 months!

Now that it have reached stage 4.

Is it too late?

Will it recover?

Is it that now its too late for the chemotheraphy and radiography?

* fingers crossed*

now that i knew

how tough life is

And i have to go through all these

Though seeing both my parents sick,

I have to harden my heart

What my uncle said to me that day,

Thank you so much.

My uncle is e' one hwo helped my family the most

He introduced the buddhist treatment to us.

Or not;

If not for him,both my parents would be no more here anymore.

sighs*

FATE;FATE;FATE

MIRACLES DO HAPPEN

AND THAT,LIFE HAS TO GO ON

[[remember the past;

treasure the present;

embrace the future]]

winKs* (",)