So.
its dated today;
28th december 2005.

4 more days
to a brand new year.
Left the traces,
scars,
memories,
left behind.

2005.
A year of remembrance
I won't forget
for the rest of my lives.
The sorrows; happiness.
shared.

Moments unforgettable,

That day when mum got cancer,
That day when dad got terribly ill,
That day when financial becomes a problem,
That day when the whole family sobbed,

That day i cried for weeks non-stop,
That day i felt its gonna be the end soon,
That day i felt life aren't meaningful anymore,
That day the specialists confirmed mum got cancer
on the day i registered for my ITE admission,


That day when i sacrificed a lot,
That day i've been a burden to people,

That day i saw shooting stars,

That day someone changed my life,
That day someone brighten up my life,

That day someone being by my side

That day and till today,
I will always reminisce these sentiments.
And make this as a test for me and us, family
'sufferings bring sweet endings'
you said this happens,
it does for real.

I just wanna say this to you
Thanks once again,
for letting the rainbow shine on me
again.

2006.
a year.
where butterflies gonna
fill the empty cups of mine.

2005.
won't happen again.
I hoped.
and maybe for the rest of the years.


till i close this last chapter of the story...

-hayqal