tired;
terrible sore throat.
everytime i swallow my own saliva,
ouchie-wouchies.

jammed after school today.
at ket's house.
at least saved money by
not going to jamming centers.

ket's house is dam bloody big.
and the jamming room is the size
of a normal living room.

3 hrs non-stop.
with my left fingers teared off.
that's why i got the dang sore throat.
its better now,
after rushing to buy the throat syrup.

i guess i have to make everyday a day,
fully filled up,
and not wasting time.
in order not to think about mum's case,
again and again.

staying at home alone,
shudnt be no more.

hmm.
the gym's workout last two days,
is still unbearable.
the cramps, aches,
on my stomache,chest and arms.

oh ya,
tmr will be the posting results.
if im gonna get to s'pore poly,
maybe i will have to go to there.
if i'm gonna get in temasek poly,
maybe i will continue in ite.

kayyssss,
tats all for today.



i think you've made that decision
maybe i should give up for now;
and break the promise in between.
will be missing you...