I noe i have not been blogging for some time.
Okays, i just feel like blogging rite now
coz people are bugging me to update.
Kay, fine.

Life is still like usual.
Ups and downs.
About my grandma's case,
She's nearly recovering now.
Thank God! =))

Sighs.
I dont know why my family or family members get sick so easily.
Hmmm,
My dad got back his numbness in leg again.
Its like sometimes half of his body cant feel anything.
At all.
For my mum,
I dont noe whether its cancer OR a person's doing.
Its reallyyy dam swollen now.
And as usual blood always will ooze out again non-stop.

I dont know why all of these things are happening.
I will just wait for the day when things gonna be alright.

I cant imagine
the hardship, sufferings my family have gone thru so hard.
The huge sum of money spent going thru and fro to indonesia for treatment.

Luckily my dad got a job back as an engineer.
Pheewwwws!
Financial wise was really unstable for the past months.
As we cant just rely on my mum's boutique only.

These person's doings are going overboard.
Really extreme overboard.
I wished he would die, die a terible,painful death
and get his worst punishment ever.

I dont want to go on telling these story bout this person.
It goes all the back.
Whether its true or fake,
It is real.

Sighsssssss.
Life is so unpredictable.
Sometimes i cudnt even accept the facts.
Sometimes like wad ive said its gone overboard now.

Just what i could do now?
Just nothing...

I could just wait till that miracle came upon me.
and also to my mum too.

About the banquet at swissotel job,
stil waiting.
I need to work now, earn extra cash
maybe for car license or buy personal stuffs.
=)