This month of July surely will hit me hard
right into the edge of my heart.
My late friend,Zawiyah passed away on the 12th of July.
My dear Grandma passed away on the 25th of July.

The moments, sorrows, painfulness
through days and days and nerverending?

Between the periods of the Late,
i am supposed to go for work in Swissotel.
I did not turn up on one of the weekends i have booked.
I am doomed okay?
im gonna be suspended for 2 weeks or so or more
for not answering back the call that they called me.

Uhhhhhhhhhhh...
No mood to work.
Who would want to if this condition just keep going on?
-sighs*

Hmmm..
about my future.
I dont know where to go after i graduated from my course.
NS? If have chance, go to poly? Or work?
Urrghhh.
confused. im dumb.