mum , plz dun leave me

why muz you struck with cancer?

in all of a sudden?

i lurvve you so muxh coz ure the one

who always make me feel alright

you're the most closest

the day when u came back from the hospital

i was shocked to see you crying

mum was struck with 'anasteshia cancer'

plz be strong and hold on if u feel like letting go

the whole family was like cyring

and me was crying non stop

my eyes is dam fucking red,swollen

PLZ..dun leave our family behind

ure the hope of our life

and yet my fourth little baby brother is still small

u cant juz go away like dat

the doctor says that the operation will have no guarantee

its by luck

ill pray for you mum

really.. i miz you

this thursday ure going back to the hospital

and on the 3rd of may will be the op

im so scared

i juz cant stop crying and crying

hope the op will be successful

now ir ealli have no mood

im stuck in the corner of the hse

thinking back wad wud happen nxt

my last few words for u mum

hold on and be strong..

hehes
went swimming and jogging with faris and raihan
yeah ,had a great tyme
loved water so much
but too bad the sun wasnt datt so hot enough
so tanning had to be abandoned liao

juz played around with the water
i did the underwater diving for abt h.. to the middle of the pool
which had to be taken loads of gasps of air
before you dive
hadi and manan came wif us too last two days
yeah,hadi wanna learn the trapping skill
we taught him
and guess wad?
he succeed

lols..
i manage to run 2 and a half rounds the stadium
which was dam fuckin' tired liao.
raihan had gd stamina
he ran 5 pathetic rouds
and i was juz like 'dazed'
three cheers for him!
lols

yeah everything ended nicely
coz this 'mayb' the last tyme the 5 of us meet together
faris starting skool on monday
and evryone's going to poly!
except me
sobsob*
waitng for my appeal results
juz 2 more polys to wait

sp,rp and nyp sent me the letters
that they said they regret to inform me
dat i am unsuccesful in my appeal
juz two more polys,which is tp and np
hope so i get one of them

yeah i registered for private o
for english and science neway
juz for FUTURE use for job applications
hehes lols
yeah dats it for today

latersss..

im back!

from days and days from shopping liao

hahas

u bet..

bought a new freaky white specs at peninsula plaza

yeah

the three main shopping centres

to shop till u drop

peninsula,far east and queensway

best!

but too bad for me

the miz 29 bag im buying is out of stock

its coming in mid may

yeah im gonna grab it asap

ive made a booking with the owner

of the shop

ive quit my full time job

need a part time job

full time is tiring liao

finding haiya..

bought the famous stars and straps shirt

at queensway

its kinda unique

yeah for juz 45 bucks

hehe

latersss

Vitamin C - Graduation Song

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels


As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly



**this is for anyone who have ever lost someone important in
there lifes!
* exspeacilly if there bff moves a way frum her!**

Avenged Sevenfold - a7X]]*
Avenged Sevenfold - Warmness On The Soul

Your hazel green tint eyes watching

every move I make.

And the feeling of doubt.

It's earsed.

I'll never feel alone again,with you by my side.

You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.

But your unconditional love,was always on my mind.

You've been the from the start for me.

And your love has always been ,true as can be.

I'll give my heart to you.

I give my heart,

Cause nothing can compare in this world to you

this is life..yeah

same life goin' on everyday

this tyme chilling out less often

busy with work

nah so tiring

night shifts

spent a lot last week

as usual

far east,queensway and peninsula

the three main threats

$300+ in a single receipt

that is arse!

dad just sold his car

and we family aint going out anymore

the new car wud be arriving end of ths month

im gonna treat my whole family to extreme dinner

and i owe ure all a lot

especially hadi who recommend me in his job

yeah! thyx loads :)

today is the creative fest warehse sale

but i aint got no money

the mp3 deals are burning hot

it starts today till sunday

faris is going to buy

hadi and my old buddy salman too

my od mp3 still in good condition

so nah..nxt tyme

the creative zen micro

haiya..

life's going great

and in 5 days wud be day of my judgement

hope im not goin' into shIt courses

or not im gonna take private O

this is nuts..hayqal

raihan is also in the same position as me

many ppl in smb is gonna retake

khairul and john back to school life in s.s.s

nah..forget abt all these

lets start by earning hard cash

1.8k/month

minus late coming

on the 20th,i will get my advance pay

and dats great

$300

and im gonna spent it all away..

hahas

buying the mont blanc watch

which costs 160$

yeah

dats all for today

and to those who tag

thkies* loads..

im out

Shopping Spreeee!

yeah dats rite

headed to queensway plaza

juz back home

7pm starts my work

phew~ i hate working

i spent $200+ in a single receipt

and woah!

my 1.6k earnings really is good enough

yesterday me ,kn and kh

went to far east and peninsula

nuthing much

bought a spike belt and the m.a.d.e shirt

it really rox!

yeah dats all for today

off to work!

laterss everyone!

went swimming with these two freaking

guys manan and faris

as usual slacked by the pool

tanning under the bloody hot sun

i nearly get blind lol

swam 10 laps was like phew!

oh my Goddd.

then off to the Raiders

played lan

fucked up com

yeah that is

okies..hv a gd rest

i am in love with this song

im not okay by my chemical romance

everything is perfect

im off to work now..

laterss veryone.

headed to school just now

had a claim of my cca pts

it just go the better of me

of getting a C5.hahs that not bad

met khairul in schoool too

he decided to appeal to join the sec 5's

and me stranded with 27 pts

just because my science failed

i ain't gonna be posted anywhere

this is ridiculuos hayqal

lets just leave it to fate

peace out

its near to six..

tyme to off to work.

forget abt the past

its all fate

and neway im okaey.

hahs.

dat sucks

dun gimme me dat joking look

lols.

quitting my work soon

myself,hadi,faris and manan work together
but it is fucking arse ther!

fuckin' supervisor//

dats all and dats it

im oFF! laterss..

i'm back..NoOo..wad happened to my fuckin' results?i ain't go anywhere..

now then i realise dat science is dam fuckin' important

to go to poly or ite

and now i can only go for a fuckin' boring course:maritime transportaion management

but it doesnt suit my interest liao

shud i retake as a private O or to join my frends in sec 5

man..dis is bad

i got 27 points

even LA-salle wont accept me and NAFA wudnot too..

all did well except a few

i ain't goin' to ite

it is dam arse!

being a private O wud be hard

i hate studying!

wad shud i do?!?

3 more days be4 the jae application is out!

better make some good plans..

im sick of all these

firstly,working in night shift at senoko some chemical stuff

secondly,my poor results

my science is the main prob.failed badly

this is ridiculuos..

if i did'nt get the dam course in poly..im gonna retake!

yea! man im gonna..

nvm lor..heck care!enjoy life everyone!

this is all fated

leave it to fate

we cant do anyhing

its e' tot dat counts!

chiaos.

be rite back sooN! :)

will catch up' wif ya' all sooN! thkies loads for all the thingy!

heyys everyone! im back!
with all the bad and good things that brood over me..
first,the dengue fever which was realli dam excruciating
then my dam fucking job
which was veri tired
just as an quality inspector or production operator
7am till 3pm then O.T till 7pm
woah was dam tired
pay was onli 55 bucks
and when will the dam fucking four seasons call me?
she said im employed then wad the fuck?!
start this yr..in the end nvr call me
me and faris was just being fucked up by Mclean
which me and him worked
but actually not bad lar..at woodlands onli

christmas is over
my bro's birthday is over
new year has arrived
now o levels results
it was dam!
hahs..feel so different when not in skewl

haiz..everday me and faris went swimming
we were like tanning everday
and i love tanning
but the dam fucking sun realli pissed me off!
fais realli dun care coz u now wad?
he's mugging hard for those tanned skins
which was quite nice duh!

intro him pimple remover
and his face skin sux big time!
lol..swam 10 laps everday
and me was always complaining about "ouuta breath"
i was alwaes out of breath
and why??
issit becoz i started smoking?
will it affect me when im swimming
those tempting cigarettes was just too hard on me
i was alwaes outta breath
man.. better do sumthing

now im jobless..im been sacked
the supervisor was realli dam fucked up
i had been slacking
man..tmr for an interview at p.lebar
packers hahas!!

anyonbe here had recommendation for me for a dam fucking job?
realli i beg u all..i hate to say this liao..
kks outta to see my one and the onli one
DOUBLE HAPPINESS 2 at channel 8
im dam addicted to dat show
chinese dramas rulz !
kks..latterss

im here to tell all of ya' dat now im struck with a dengue fever..
and oh my gosh,was dam scary
my whole body is in dam pain
temp rising up to 39.7 degrees
and im dam fucking weak
wad happened?how does it came about?
went to the doctor and gave me 2 jabs
hope will recover soon
before i start my job soon,
at the four seasons hotel
i hate my blog,gotta change the design
soon...
thkies* for tagging by..
feel like throwing my body to the bed

im back at last..after interviews and interviews
i hate it realli much and fuck dat out!
recently went for waiter or sales job
but nah i didnt get dat..
had to work now to earn a lil' money

guess been eating much these whole month
school is over yeah!
im gonna put loads of weight
everyday bored..same thing go out
and had fun,to places..
town is boring day by day haiz..

nxt tyme i gotta load up some pix for ya' all to see
till kel send me those pix
kks..takkaire everyone..
gonna have an early night
nitez..:D

haiyar!! long tyme nvr blog liao..
kks..boring 2day liao went to town with,
kel,yh,sam,ken and asrol
went to raffles city shop..
den find job as a sales assoc.
was dam fucking long the queue
and tyme was washing away
aniwaes tink* dat im not getting the job
im not cool and relaxed
when interviewed haiz..


wen to tanglin mall the opp.
ask for a job toos
as a cashier or manager or wad
the same thing liao..
had lunch at nearby foodcourt
my parents are mugging hard for me
to be a sales associates or waiter
and im dam fucking arse!
whoopps..awws..nvm


chiaos..lattersss :P

haiyar!! long tyme nvr blog liao..
kks..boring 2day liao went to town with,
kel,yh,sam,ken and asrol
went to raffles city shop..
den find job as a sales assoc.
was dam fucking long the queue
and tyme was washing away
aniwaes tink* dat im not getting the job
im not cool and relaxed
when interviewed haiz..

wen to tanglin mall the opp.
ask for a job toos
as a cashier or manager or wad
the same thing liao..
had lunch at nearby foodcourt
my parents are mugging hard for me
to be a sales associates or waiter
and im dam fucking arse!
whoopps..awws..nvm

chiaos..lattersss :P

long time nvr update liaoz..
kks update now liaoz for kel whu's mugging hard =P
da O lvls ended 2day and we had lotsa fun
outside skewl drinks like sprite and coke
were being shaked and split out..
dam! my shirt was full of sarsi drink and its kinda urgh
after dat we 4 meet up kh,fais,kel and me.
planned to play pool at the snooker club at amk
but wtf..onli me and faris can play..kh and kel aint 16 yrs =/
hahas..blah blah ..den play the drum percussion freak
i was a loser cant play dat well can play onli
the guitar percussion freak lioaz..
den after dat..i was feeling dizzy liaoz
havent ate break fast and it was oready 4 pm
my stomach is growling for food!!
so ate a while at the foodcourt near ther..
and ahh! better now..lols
played arcade which was realli dam fucking boring
all the stupid same old lame games
bugis arcade is the best..others sucked
wen to play lan but its all dam packed =/
and dat wud be probaly be the last tyme we meet again
hopes not..ahh..sod it
faris wen off early to meet hadi for work interview
and it end up soon.. it was 6 pm tyme to go home
wen home slacked..zZzZz peace out!