haIXx..hEre i aM bLoggiNG agAin..
itS liKE my bLog is tHE onLy sourCe
fOR me tO teLL aboUt mY feELiNGs afTEr aLL
hOw cuD i iMAgiNE if i dIn havE tHE bLog
wiLL bE kaOx..thYX to meL neWay fOR uR guidanCe
haIxX..im alWayS sighING all tHE tiME
iTs liKE im dAm fuckIng hoPELeSs
my fREndS arE ignoriNG mE readIXx
yeSteRdaY mY frEnds wEnt oUt dunnOR gO wher larHX lepAk
anD oNE of tHEm,haDi asKEd mE
'wHy u dIn gO witH us?'
anD i sAid ' coZ no oNE caLLed ME!!'
and wAs daM weiRd..
oNE of tHEm plaNNed all thIS
hmM..thEY weRe wiTh jy,farIS,manaN anD hadI
and mE?? dUn havE
haIXx..whY dIn caLL mE?? wtF?
itS liKE i gEt aloNG wiTh kEL all tHosE
tHEy wiLL alwAys caLL ME ask gO oUT
oR asK hOW iaM i dOIng nOW?
tHEY arE grEAt..
espEciAllY kEL..wooTX
tHE daYS in Sec 3 anD seC 4
we sAt in fRonT..anD wiLL alWays makE joKEs
lauGh anD lauGh anD lauGh..hahAS..
we'LL alWaYS gO swimmIGN afTEr skOOL
OR i gO his hsE go jammiNG
HE pLay tHE guiTAr tHEn i siNG
haixX..nOW ivE losT thE musiC fiLE dat i rEcordEd
wAstEd..It wAs liKE perfEct
i liKE tHE soNg' tHANk yOu mUM' anD 'radIo'
thIS twO aRE my fAvs..
hMM..hE's studyIng iN andErsOn jC nOW
i jUZ cudnt imagINE hE goT 2nD top in gCe o lVl
wooTX..10 ptS foR L1R5
5 a!'s anD 1 a2..shOO gooD
hMM.aT lEAst nOW stiLL in contAct..
a fUCkiNG greAT buD..YEahX
haIXx..hOW i wiShEd tO BE as gOOd as We arE last tIme
tHE smSEs,tHE blOggiNG,thE chattINg in msN
we'D miSs eaCh oThEr badLy
u madE me caLmeD dOWn afTEr mY mUm wAs hIt wiTh cancEr
u aRE tHE oNE whU mAdE mE carrY on THE joURney oF mY liFe
nOw tHAt i cAnt sToP thinKInG oF eUu..
i jUz dUn nOE wHy ,evEn thouGh wE r fAR apaRt
aND u frEAkEd mE ouT dat tiME
i rMb dat tiME coZ evEryoNE in my famiLy wAs slEepING
anD i wAs aloNE..stiLL in mSn
sHE sAid aLL thOSe frightEniNG ghoSt thinGS
wooTX..i wAs liKE shiVEriNG
bUt actuAlly suMthiNG reaLLy hapPEneD dat tiME
bUt i dIn teLL cOZ wilL makE mE thiNk oF iT
tHE cuP i pUt on tHE tabLE suddEnly faLL dOWn
eVEn thoUGh gOt nO wiND at aLL
waLao kaOX..
haiXx..iT's JUst tHE minDsEt that wiLL go oN
i nOE thAT thIS reaLLy gOEs a vEry Long wAy
haIXx..i jUZ wAna bE as gooD aS we arE
aND i JUZ wAnnA teLl u ,
daT i miSs yOu reaLLi loaDs~
