haiZZ..im sO soRry fOR nOT bloGgiNG fOR sO loNG
wAs dAm buSY theSe dayS..
im takiNG theSe chanCe to updaTE my bLog
jUZ thoSe fuCked thingS happenEd
my mUm's jUZ woNT go fOr the CheckUp
and the doCs said to pOStpoNEd to 28 jULY

bUt dUn nOE whetHE my mUm wiLL gO

yEsterDAy..haIZz..was worSt

there wEre a lOT oF blooD comiNG ouT nOn stoP

my nEice wanNA caLL the ambUlancE bUT my mUm wonT let

iNt he enD bougHT soME ice pUT on my mum"S noSe

haIZz..my dad'S alsO siCk

tHE doC saiD my dAd's goT sliGht pRone to stRokE

haiZ..juz canT beAR to seE him shivEriNG all daY

and no appEtitE alSo..haiXx

bOth oF my parenTS are siCK

my dad"S nervE on hIS the area besiDe the stomaCh buRSt

hE's got diffiCultY to walk anD cant stand fOR loNG

had to liE on bed..

my dad'S have not workEd for 2 weekS

he'S juZ very weaK

everYdaY had to haVE a lOOkout oN mY dad

massAge my dad' leGS..aLL thosE

haiZz..whY muZ dis havE to struCk me??..

i juSt cuDnt have FAmilY harmonY anymORe

i cuDnt tasTe mY mum's coookInG anymORe

iTs alwayS my maiD cook

and i WiLL nOT eaT..nEveR

my dAd iS becomiNG mORe thinNEr

no appEtiTe alSo..haIZz

jUZ cuDnt beaR to seE mY boTH of pArenTS siCk

whEn wILL be tHaT day whEn mY famiLY will be reUnitEd

i had beeN prayIng HArd and hopiNG they wiLL recoVEr faSt

sumTimes wILL cRy anD preteND nOT to cry infroNT of mymUm anD dAd

haIZz..thE suFferinGS iVE gonE thRu

wiLL jUZ continUE..havE to bear wiTh iT

haiZz..

pLZ spAre my mUm and dAd..

dUn tAKe tHEm awaY..PLizz..

im beggINg thIS time rouND..

haiZz..im jUZ rottiNG~~

my lIfe kiNDa useLSs nOW~

thiS juSt goNa be woRsEr in thE daYS to coME..

haiZZ..