life's meaninGless to mE noW..

botH my paRenTS are roTtiNG as daYS passEd bY..

my dAd's goTA havE stroKE or paRkiNsoN iF mattErs beCamE worSer..

thiS's the firSt tiME oF my entIRe liFe thAt i havE to see all theSe..

my dad's cant waLk or siT too muCh

no appEtiTE,no strEngTH..so weAk

haiZz..foR thoSe pp L oUT theRe

i waNA say thIS to yoU..

tReaSure whAt u havE for nOW

treasURe ur parEntS..

liVE whAt u havE noW..

aND fOR pPL likE mE..

itS baD luCk upOn my famIly

canT slEep weLL evErydAy

beeN thinkINg so haRD on wAd to Do nOW

iTS likE iTS suddenlY hapPenEd to mY dAd

and im jUZ as shOCked as iT wAs..haIXx

for mY mUm..had beeN cryIng eveRydAy

my fAmilY jUZ cudnT do anythINg abT it

i reaLLy treasURe the tiMEs i had wiTh my famIly in those paSttimes

bUT noW..it HAs changEd my liFe..

cuDnt havE anymORe famiLy reunitEd agAin..

actuAlly i dun waNA wriTE abt thIS in my blOG..

haiXx..but jUZ really wanT to wriTE it

i juZ dun wanA diSturb my freNDs whu r takiNG the O's or N's diS yR

haIXx..wheNevEr i seE my dAd nad muM like dAt

i havE to contrOL..bUT reallY reaLLy cannOT

wiLL jUST burSt aLL oUt...

im reAlly reaLLy dun nOE what to dO noW..

feeL likE quittinG skoOL and staY at hoME

jUZ dun haVE the moOD to do anythIng...

haizZZ