i juz dunno wad is happening to me now.

it juz felt so different today.

yesterday cudnt get enough sleep

slept around 4am plus.

and i was crying and crying.

when i woke up,

tat feeling juz came back to me.

i knew i had to hid myself

from my family from being into this behaviour.

today, i felt so restless.

and speechless.

after riding the bus,

i juz cudnt control myself already.

the same thing happened.

when i see u today,

i told myself nuthing happened yesterday

tat i cud control myself from crying

i did control myself.

but it was just tat silence.

tat would make me think back.

i juz dunnooe i juz dunoeee.

i always would lie down on the bed.

and just burst out.

i still have feelings for u

i juz dun want this to be put in separate ways.

haiz..

it's all my fault.