sumtimes things just happen
at their own wayfucked it.
mum stopped going for treatments.
what the specialist said;
it has almost destroyed
the nasal part of the nose.if the tumor would have covered
the whole nose;
i knew it would be the end.i cudnt help myself at all.
juz go for the chemotheraphy
for our family's sake.
it WONT heal till the therapy is done.maybe...
even till hari raya,
we wudnt get to celebrate.
really cant..mum still can go to work
and being so sick
11am- 12.30 am
almost everyday.
haiz...no more malay
no more buddhist
treatments animore.
its all helluva its NOTHING.if only dad cud walk again
and normal again
mum cud go for treatment at kl.sighs*this matter wud juz keep brooding
over and over and over
again.even now its reached more than
the 4th stage
there is juz nothing tat can be done.
its too late.the tears,
the pain,
iv gone thru,
for nights
over and overim praying
tat the miracle would happen
plz dun cry, mum
