.

hMm..2dAy wEnt To tHE immiGRatiON

Go aND rEnEW

cOZ ExpIRed OreaDy

The QueUE dAM bLooDy lOng

wOOtz..LolX

dEn i sMS hEr

cOZ i dAm fuCkin' bOring

I wAs dREncHEd bYt The HEAvy rAin

LOlx..i dIDnt BRing UmbReLLA

cOZ i WeAR liKE wAd oNli

sUMore HEavy..LolX

THE tRAin Was A smooTh jOurnEY

i GEt to SIT

phEw* oR nOT mUZ stAnd aLL tHE wAy

GOT onE tIme i sTAnd fROm smb tO sIMei

mY eYEs nEarly fAde..

wOOtz..bUt dID nOT fAInt

LOLx iF fAint cOnfiRm pAise liAo

hMm.dEn afTEr tHE pAssPort ThinGy seTTled

weNT to Beach Road

waLk wAlk

dEn i sAw tHis SlipPEr

hMm..bOuGht iT..bOught IT bE4..bUT Aiyo 'koyak'

cOZ THE sLIpper kEna wAter Again

tHIS tIEm i BUy bRown ColoR wAn..

MY coUSin NVr Buy ANytHing..JUZ sEe sEE

dEn weN to cITylInk

Went tO thIS rIp cUrL sHOp

aTTracTEd bY tHE sLippErs aGAin

sUmore Cheap

mUz go GRab IT..mAY thIS moNday i Go BUy

hEeZ..

aND nOW i"ve JUz eAten

oOps sRy to KEep U waITing

cOZ i EatinG jUZ noW

My NEighBour Gave US CAke,mee ANd fIShballs

The cAke Was unIQue

iTS caLLed ice Cream Cake

VEri nICe

pEppermINT fLAvourLolx

whoLE famIly Eat

MY NEighBour's SOn's BurthdAY i tInk

hAhs

hMm..HEr bLog HAvent Done YEt

ITs ActuAlli dONe

eXcePT The Touch Ups

mUZ chANge The wORdINGs..

hEEz

hMm..

Dats All fOR tOday

gooD NiTE

mUAckX ..mISs yOuu LOAds*

hUgGsSS

hAiZz..wHy mUz dIS hAppEn..

2dAY i fEeL lIke sUMthIng iS noT rIte

hEr bEhavIouR is Juz rEaLLi Too dIffeRent

vEri verI dIFfeRent From tHe oTher dAys

sHE jUZ haVe no mOod..

tHE mOOd sWings In SkooL and At hOme

Its Like..Nvm..

wHen i ask hEr wAds Her pRoblEm

anD shE rePliEd dAt i wIll nOt UnderStAnd

cOZ itS bEtter..anD i bEtter Not UnderStand IT

cOZ itS beTTEr..i Was LikE wAd tHE..

u Once Said To ME u Will Share uR prObleMS

With ME..lIkE wAd i Shared Mine WitH hEr too..

haIZz..After I cut mY hair..

tHE whOle aFternOOn

sHE wAs diffeRent

ThE wAY shE rePlied all those..

aND wHy mUZ ppL Keep AsKing Abt mY hEight

Why?wHY?

iSsit i Am too TALL or Wad hUh?

anD tMr mOrning im suPPosed to FolO mY mUm to Kl agaIN..

i jUZ can't go..dATs why..

iTS lIKe sumThing pUlled Me Back..

ohh..Juz hOpe My mUm's canCer Will recovEr asap

ToDay The Whole Day i nVr Eat..

Nvr Eat Lunch And DinNEr

oNli eAt bReakfAst..

Till Now..i DUn Care!

i aM jUZ cOnfUSed aBt HEr

rEaLLy..

i FeeL Like Today ReaLLi mAKe ME LIke..

ARrGhx..nvM..

iTS LIke The Whole DAy..IM liStening To Those Emo sOngz

i Also Dun nOE wHY

wAS LIkE ArgGhx..

espeCially the CantOnesE Song..VEri ToucHing

iT Was LIke Wtf..wHY?

i knEw IT..

sHE JUz Cant LEt The mEmorIEs go aWAy

aLL tHE swEEt mEmorIEs..

i nOE.. i rEAd IT..

aND WheneVEr shE tinkS of hIm,sHE will stArt to cRy

i Juz Wan HEr to OvercOme dIS

i nOe iT tAkes A long Time..

buT True..hIstory Cant BE rEApeated

wAd is Done cannot be unDoNE

aND pLZ i Beg U

dUn TELL mE dAt..ArgghX nvm ForgET it

I Noe u Said Dat mE and Him both LookEd Alike

ANd U swEar u Will Not USed ME As His SubstItuTE

wHEn i Saw Dis SenteNCe,i Was sTonEd and ShockEd

aND u Said tHE wAy i TAlk Was SimilAr To hIm

wAhhXX...wHY?wHY?

i tInk She's hIdIng SumthiN' fRom mE

mAn..i Dun nOE laRhx

dUn TeLL mE ure are uSing Me

beCoz OF All thIS..

haIZz..i tErriBly cOnfusEd

i Was TreAted Like ThiS fOR 3 tImes OReAdi

sAme Like HEr CAse

tHE 1sT tIme wAS oKaey

DEn sHe iGnoRed Me..dEn we SpliT

aRggHX..Nvm Dun TAlk Abt Dis AnymORe..

nOW..i juz dun nOE hoW to Help HEr

ReallI..I cAnt Do anYthIng

nVm..

i Juz MissEd hEr Way Too Much

rEAlli mISsed U BAdLy

i Didnt Go to KL BEcoZ of u..

cOZ ThE pAIn i HAve To bEAr

wIll Juz MAke ME tHink Of U......

aNd noW i jUZ cAnt sLeeP

u hAve To tELL mE ur ProblEms

aND mAyb i cAn hELp

aRrgHx..

im cOnfuSed..

i jUZ caNt stAnd It anYmoRE lOngEr..

it wILL mAke MySeLf mOre TErriBle

beIng tReateD liKE dIS..

aiyOx..Wad OnLi.

wEnt To CasTeLLa gO cUt HAir

wAs Okay LOr..

wEn I cOme In..eVeryoNE LookEd At me

I wAs Weird..They say I vEri Tall

Lolx..Den HAve To waIt For 15 mIns Or So..

coz Got Ppl CuttIng HAir

As Usual..Juz MAke IT Not Too sHort

OR eLSe..LOlx not Nice

i got Free Hair wAsh anD hair Blow

CoZ i evEryTime Go tHEr Cut

hEeZ..Or Mayb PRiviLLgE

Lolx..hEezzZ

wAs RAining OutSide

tOOk The MRt HoME

WaS veri Cold INsiDe

WooTz..

hMm..Tmr wUd BE HorrAy foR me

My pArenTS wud Not BE aT hoME

They Go KL ..mY mUm go for 2ND TreaTmEnt

She Feel BetTer nOw..

i Tink After The 2nd treATment

YeahX bEtter

onli gO foR 3 TReatmEnts Onli

Dats It

lEave IT to God's WilLing

hMm..AhaKx..

aLAmak my HAir Start To Curl

aiYo..

But Nice..LOlx

But HArdcore curl Not Nice

Lolx

HmM..i will Blog Again ToniTE..

lAterrS

haIZz..im Back From Kl..at LAst

LUckIly nVR sTAy tHEre

oR eLSe Im Wud Gona MisS hEr bAdly de..

hAhs..my Mum Went fOR TradtIonal Treatment

It wAs A mAlay TradiTion ThinGy

tHe mAn Was So pRo

aNd a SpecialiSt in CuriNg Cancer

in JUz 3 WeeKs

guEss Wad He dId To My mUm

hE uSed dUn noE wad Oil And LEd

Mixed..Den jUZ Use The MixtuRe On The Nose

tHE End..But Be4 Using HAve To Say Sum pRayer Wurds 1st

HE sAid This IS All Not ConfiRm cAN hEal

it DepEnds On God..

buT This MAn hAd CureD mORe Than 3,000 PPl

in All Types OF cAncer

hMm..I wAs Juz So hAppy..

MY mUm bREathIn Prob Has ImprovEd

And Can Smell OreadI..

YEahx..*smiles*

But my Mum HAd To go For Three WeeKS

Once Every Week

And Sumore Its At Kl

Which The JournEy tOOk 4 Hrs pHEw~ so Long

i Was Dazed InsiDe tHE cAr

LuckIly Brought My Mp3 Together

If NOt..Aiyox

MiSs HEr So Muxh..AiyOX..

It Wud Be LIKe A wHOle dAy

The MAssiVe TRaffIC jAm wAs lIke OMG

Dam Long

And I sAw 5 AccidenTs in Total

In My Eyes..

wAs So scaRy..

One CAr Was Being CruShed Into HAlf..

WooTZ..

be4 I Left For Kl,i MAde My BEst effOrt To MaKe Her bLOg

i Didnt Sleep..

fROm 8Pm tO2 AM pLus

pHEw~ im So HAppi! Ive Done IT

Juz SUm touCh uPS..HAve To Ask hEr..

And My Dad wAs lUcky..

bRAked At The Perfect Time

LuckY My Dad Was CautIous

The BrakiNg ForCe Was sO hard

The SeaT bElt Was TiGht..

hAIyox..

hMm..Wen ReachIng Teh CheckPoint In s'pORe

lUCkily The RecepTIon AppeAred..

I was so HApi.. =D

Den mSg HEr YEahx..

sHE RepLied..hMMm im mISsinG u..

sO mUxh..

nOw Im At HoMe..Juz BatHEd..

ShE was Doing Sum Touch Ups..

Went OnliNE as It IS..

Done THE chAtter Box Color ANd HEr pIX

tMr Ill ContiNue..

She's Got To Sleep Now

tMr Skool..lAter sLeepy in Class

Hahas..

sHE's Busy Studying For HEr miD yr

the BEst ya'..

sHE ToOk GrEat ConceRn In HEr stuDies..

gd LuckiEx dE..

HAhakx..

Tmr i HAve To Teach mY FrenD tauFan

gO sTudy!

HAhas..wif My BRo. Also..

aNd im glAd She LiKEd The Blog I mAde For HEr

YEahx.*smiles*

gDnITez..Muackx..

Hugs And KIssES

KEkes..

haiZz..Im So SIck..

LyIng On tHe bEd WholE dAy..

AiYox..

YEstErdaY flU After The Swim

Coz Kena The Rain

Swim 5 LAps DEn FeeL So BreatH less..

SummORe I sWam At The Middle

The Water sO dEep..Got PhoBia..LolX

Den Wen To Yck Gym BEsiDe Ther

go eat Lo MAi kAi..my fav

Lolx..Ate 2 Sets Den BloateD..

Den Wen On The waY hOme Met Kai hENg

AskEd me tO aCCompany Him to Go Arcade

So i Folo Him lOr..

Walao hE plAy thE pErcuSSion freaK so Pro

Lols..I dun BotHEr plAy

Coz mANy PPl See me plAy lIke NooBie ..Lolx

ReacHEd Home At ArouND 7 Plus Likeddat

Den I RecEive Sms shE sAid I didnt Sms Her

i kEpt hEr WaiTing lolX

But I dId sMs hEr hAiyox..

sHE sAy go ToilEt nVr Hear The mSgTone lOlx

NeWay..2Day Is dAm BorINg sIAlz..

AiyOX..My bRo Go Buy For The WholE fAmilY deSserts

At sun Plaza KopItiaM lOlx

I sTILL gOt sOre Throat Still Wan To eAt ice Kachang

AiyO..Nvm LAr..Drink Plain Water cAn orEAdy lOr..

HaiZZ..LAtesT nEws..

The Op Is CancELLed..

Had To Go for Sum Kind Of cHEmoTherAphy ANd rAdioLogy

My Dad ExplainEd tO me

waS vEri scAry.. Hope NutHing Will HappEn

ThEy r GoinG To Burn InsiDe mY mUm's Nose

Which Will Lose Loads Of bLood

The Side EffectS wIll BE mORe SufferIng

HaiR lOsS aNd Loss Of AppeTite

And Worst VEri Weak

My Grandpa Have Got Lung Cancer LAst Time

He Also go For THis RAdioloGy thingy

But In thE enD BecAme Veri Weak

And Den..Hmm U noe..

So sAdz..I lUrve mY gRAndpA on My mUm's Side

hMM..ToDay Do NuTHing..

Juz NuthIng..HAizz..

thIS mOrning Watch The StArry StaRRy Night shOW

On channEl 8

she Introed Me

its SAd..

Den After The Show FiniSh,I go Rest

She weNT fOR jOggINg ANd TUitIon After DAt

AiyOx..nOW shE got HEadache aNd Her high pAin lIao..

Ask HEr Take Panadol Dun wAn..

Dun mAKe mEWorry lIao..HahAkx

Miss yOu rEAlli Loads

hMM..Till Now ..I've Done Nuthing

lAterss..=p

im dam fucking bored now

planned to go swimming today

but hmm..all my frends are busy

my mum went to the hospital 2day

for a meeting with the specialist doctors

whom they are gonna operate my mum's nose soon

my dad will be there toos

he's taking leave 2day

where shud i go now?

im alone at home

haiz..

my mum's mayb scheduling the op to friday

mayb on tues or fri

hmm..so dats y she go meet up the doctors 2day

onli me and grandma alone at home

this morning went to the hdb office

dad asked me to settle the parking payment

den after dat went to old chang kee

go buy my favourites

yummy..lolx..hahas =D

i juz hope mum will be fine..

dats all i want

felt caLm oReaDy..

hAd a Talk Wif my mUm YesTerDae..

sHe weRe jUZ teLling Us tO Takkaire

oNli iF she..

haizZ..u noe..

nvm..She wIll bE aLrIte

sHE WiLL =))

yea...

its 2pm now..

and the sun is shining so bright

and it will be the perfect time for swimming

and tanning toos

but all my fremds r busy..

aiyo..

kel said tmr den go swimming

coz he finish skool at 5pm

phew~ jc life veri stress

but juz have to endure 2 yrs den

hurray! hmm..

mayb tonite im gonna order piZZa!

weehoo~

to surprise my mum

im not so good at picking the menus

hmm..my bro gd at picking

so im gonna ask him

ayes! de

i miz skool way too much

juz realli miss yeah..

the laughters,the sorrows

the teachers,haizz..

i lurve my secondary school life

the first day and the last day was like different

haiz..now msging her

still havent reply yet

haizz..mayb she busy or wad

juz miss her too much

lolx..hahas

and a big thyx for consoling me

and giving ur moral support

i was juz like dam broody last two days

my eyes walao dam fuckin' red

aiyo..now white oready lorx..

my 3rd bro still been crying

and in skool also liao

haiz..he dat tyme cried in front of the whole class

till the teacher console him

and his exams start on tuesday

which will be the day for my mum's op

he said to me he will skip skool on dat skool

hmm..haizz..

i tink ive juz have to cheer up =)

dun tink abt these anymore

till the day of the op

but its like so hard
but im trying..forcing myself

dats wad she told me and wad my mum said to me toos

juz have to pray hard

i juz hope to celebrate my baby brudder's burthdae earlier

coz his birthday is on 10th of may and mines on 14th of may

and my mum's op is on the 3rd of may

hmm..nvm..i tink she's going to be warded again 2day

latersss..ill blog again tonite =)

mum , plz dun leave me

why muz you struck with cancer?

in all of a sudden?

i lurvve you so muxh coz ure the one

who always make me feel alright

you're the most closest

the day when u came back from the hospital

i was shocked to see you crying

mum was struck with 'anasteshia cancer'

plz be strong and hold on if u feel like letting go

the whole family was like cyring

and me was crying non stop

my eyes is dam fucking red,swollen

PLZ..dun leave our family behind

ure the hope of our life

and yet my fourth little baby brother is still small

u cant juz go away like dat

the doctor says that the operation will have no guarantee

its by luck

ill pray for you mum

really.. i miz you

this thursday ure going back to the hospital

and on the 3rd of may will be the op

im so scared

i juz cant stop crying and crying

hope the op will be successful

now ir ealli have no mood

im stuck in the corner of the hse

thinking back wad wud happen nxt

my last few words for u mum

hold on and be strong..

hehes
went swimming and jogging with faris and raihan
yeah ,had a great tyme
loved water so much
but too bad the sun wasnt datt so hot enough
so tanning had to be abandoned liao

juz played around with the water
i did the underwater diving for abt h.. to the middle of the pool
which had to be taken loads of gasps of air
before you dive
hadi and manan came wif us too last two days
yeah,hadi wanna learn the trapping skill
we taught him
and guess wad?
he succeed

lols..
i manage to run 2 and a half rounds the stadium
which was dam fuckin' tired liao.
raihan had gd stamina
he ran 5 pathetic rouds
and i was juz like 'dazed'
three cheers for him!
lols

yeah everything ended nicely
coz this 'mayb' the last tyme the 5 of us meet together
faris starting skool on monday
and evryone's going to poly!
except me
sobsob*
waitng for my appeal results
juz 2 more polys to wait

sp,rp and nyp sent me the letters
that they said they regret to inform me
dat i am unsuccesful in my appeal
juz two more polys,which is tp and np
hope so i get one of them

yeah i registered for private o
for english and science neway
juz for FUTURE use for job applications
hehes lols
yeah dats it for today

latersss..

im back!

from days and days from shopping liao

hahas

u bet..

bought a new freaky white specs at peninsula plaza

yeah

the three main shopping centres

to shop till u drop

peninsula,far east and queensway

best!

but too bad for me

the miz 29 bag im buying is out of stock

its coming in mid may

yeah im gonna grab it asap

ive made a booking with the owner

of the shop

ive quit my full time job

need a part time job

full time is tiring liao

finding haiya..

bought the famous stars and straps shirt

at queensway

its kinda unique

yeah for juz 45 bucks

hehe

latersss

Vitamin C - Graduation Song

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels


As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly



**this is for anyone who have ever lost someone important in
there lifes!
* exspeacilly if there bff moves a way frum her!**

Avenged Sevenfold - a7X]]*
Avenged Sevenfold - Warmness On The Soul

Your hazel green tint eyes watching

every move I make.

And the feeling of doubt.

It's earsed.

I'll never feel alone again,with you by my side.

You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.

But your unconditional love,was always on my mind.

You've been the from the start for me.

And your love has always been ,true as can be.

I'll give my heart to you.

I give my heart,

Cause nothing can compare in this world to you

this is life..yeah

same life goin' on everyday

this tyme chilling out less often

busy with work

nah so tiring

night shifts

spent a lot last week

as usual

far east,queensway and peninsula

the three main threats

$300+ in a single receipt

that is arse!

dad just sold his car

and we family aint going out anymore

the new car wud be arriving end of ths month

im gonna treat my whole family to extreme dinner

and i owe ure all a lot

especially hadi who recommend me in his job

yeah! thyx loads :)

today is the creative fest warehse sale

but i aint got no money

the mp3 deals are burning hot

it starts today till sunday

faris is going to buy

hadi and my old buddy salman too

my od mp3 still in good condition

so nah..nxt tyme

the creative zen micro

haiya..

life's going great

and in 5 days wud be day of my judgement

hope im not goin' into shIt courses

or not im gonna take private O

this is nuts..hayqal

raihan is also in the same position as me

many ppl in smb is gonna retake

khairul and john back to school life in s.s.s

nah..forget abt all these

lets start by earning hard cash

1.8k/month

minus late coming

on the 20th,i will get my advance pay

and dats great

$300

and im gonna spent it all away..

hahas

buying the mont blanc watch

which costs 160$

yeah

dats all for today

and to those who tag

thkies* loads..

im out

Shopping Spreeee!

yeah dats rite

headed to queensway plaza

juz back home

7pm starts my work

phew~ i hate working

i spent $200+ in a single receipt

and woah!

my 1.6k earnings really is good enough

yesterday me ,kn and kh

went to far east and peninsula

nuthing much

bought a spike belt and the m.a.d.e shirt

it really rox!

yeah dats all for today

off to work!

laterss everyone!

went swimming with these two freaking

guys manan and faris

as usual slacked by the pool

tanning under the bloody hot sun

i nearly get blind lol

swam 10 laps was like phew!

oh my Goddd.

then off to the Raiders

played lan

fucked up com

yeah that is

okies..hv a gd rest

i am in love with this song

im not okay by my chemical romance

everything is perfect

im off to work now..

laterss veryone.

headed to school just now

had a claim of my cca pts

it just go the better of me

of getting a C5.hahs that not bad

met khairul in schoool too

he decided to appeal to join the sec 5's

and me stranded with 27 pts

just because my science failed

i ain't gonna be posted anywhere

this is ridiculuos hayqal

lets just leave it to fate

peace out

its near to six..

tyme to off to work.

forget abt the past

its all fate

and neway im okaey.

hahs.

dat sucks

dun gimme me dat joking look

lols.

quitting my work soon

myself,hadi,faris and manan work together
but it is fucking arse ther!

fuckin' supervisor//

dats all and dats it

im oFF! laterss..

i'm back..NoOo..wad happened to my fuckin' results?i ain't go anywhere..

now then i realise dat science is dam fuckin' important

to go to poly or ite

and now i can only go for a fuckin' boring course:maritime transportaion management

but it doesnt suit my interest liao

shud i retake as a private O or to join my frends in sec 5

man..dis is bad

i got 27 points

even LA-salle wont accept me and NAFA wudnot too..

all did well except a few

i ain't goin' to ite

it is dam arse!

being a private O wud be hard

i hate studying!

wad shud i do?!?

3 more days be4 the jae application is out!

better make some good plans..

im sick of all these

firstly,working in night shift at senoko some chemical stuff

secondly,my poor results

my science is the main prob.failed badly

this is ridiculuos..

if i did'nt get the dam course in poly..im gonna retake!

yea! man im gonna..

nvm lor..heck care!enjoy life everyone!

this is all fated

leave it to fate

we cant do anyhing

its e' tot dat counts!

chiaos.

be rite back sooN! :)

will catch up' wif ya' all sooN! thkies loads for all the thingy!

heyys everyone! im back!
with all the bad and good things that brood over me..
first,the dengue fever which was realli dam excruciating
then my dam fucking job
which was veri tired
just as an quality inspector or production operator
7am till 3pm then O.T till 7pm
woah was dam tired
pay was onli 55 bucks
and when will the dam fucking four seasons call me?
she said im employed then wad the fuck?!
start this yr..in the end nvr call me
me and faris was just being fucked up by Mclean
which me and him worked
but actually not bad lar..at woodlands onli

christmas is over
my bro's birthday is over
new year has arrived
now o levels results
it was dam!
hahs..feel so different when not in skewl

haiz..everday me and faris went swimming
we were like tanning everday
and i love tanning
but the dam fucking sun realli pissed me off!
fais realli dun care coz u now wad?
he's mugging hard for those tanned skins
which was quite nice duh!

intro him pimple remover
and his face skin sux big time!
lol..swam 10 laps everday
and me was always complaining about "ouuta breath"
i was alwaes out of breath
and why??
issit becoz i started smoking?
will it affect me when im swimming
those tempting cigarettes was just too hard on me
i was alwaes outta breath
man.. better do sumthing

now im jobless..im been sacked
the supervisor was realli dam fucked up
i had been slacking
man..tmr for an interview at p.lebar
packers hahas!!

anyonbe here had recommendation for me for a dam fucking job?
realli i beg u all..i hate to say this liao..
kks outta to see my one and the onli one
DOUBLE HAPPINESS 2 at channel 8
im dam addicted to dat show
chinese dramas rulz !
kks..latterss

im here to tell all of ya' dat now im struck with a dengue fever..
and oh my gosh,was dam scary
my whole body is in dam pain
temp rising up to 39.7 degrees
and im dam fucking weak
wad happened?how does it came about?
went to the doctor and gave me 2 jabs
hope will recover soon
before i start my job soon,
at the four seasons hotel
i hate my blog,gotta change the design
soon...
thkies* for tagging by..
feel like throwing my body to the bed

im back at last..after interviews and interviews
i hate it realli much and fuck dat out!
recently went for waiter or sales job
but nah i didnt get dat..
had to work now to earn a lil' money

guess been eating much these whole month
school is over yeah!
im gonna put loads of weight
everyday bored..same thing go out
and had fun,to places..
town is boring day by day haiz..

nxt tyme i gotta load up some pix for ya' all to see
till kel send me those pix
kks..takkaire everyone..
gonna have an early night
nitez..:D

haiyar!! long tyme nvr blog liao..
kks..boring 2day liao went to town with,
kel,yh,sam,ken and asrol
went to raffles city shop..
den find job as a sales assoc.
was dam fucking long the queue
and tyme was washing away
aniwaes tink* dat im not getting the job
im not cool and relaxed
when interviewed haiz..


wen to tanglin mall the opp.
ask for a job toos
as a cashier or manager or wad
the same thing liao..
had lunch at nearby foodcourt
my parents are mugging hard for me
to be a sales associates or waiter
and im dam fucking arse!
whoopps..awws..nvm


chiaos..lattersss :P

haiyar!! long tyme nvr blog liao..
kks..boring 2day liao went to town with,
kel,yh,sam,ken and asrol
went to raffles city shop..
den find job as a sales assoc.
was dam fucking long the queue
and tyme was washing away
aniwaes tink* dat im not getting the job
im not cool and relaxed
when interviewed haiz..

wen to tanglin mall the opp.
ask for a job toos
as a cashier or manager or wad
the same thing liao..
had lunch at nearby foodcourt
my parents are mugging hard for me
to be a sales associates or waiter
and im dam fucking arse!
whoopps..awws..nvm

chiaos..lattersss :P

long time nvr update liaoz..
kks update now liaoz for kel whu's mugging hard =P
da O lvls ended 2day and we had lotsa fun
outside skewl drinks like sprite and coke
were being shaked and split out..
dam! my shirt was full of sarsi drink and its kinda urgh
after dat we 4 meet up kh,fais,kel and me.
planned to play pool at the snooker club at amk
but wtf..onli me and faris can play..kh and kel aint 16 yrs =/
hahas..blah blah ..den play the drum percussion freak
i was a loser cant play dat well can play onli
the guitar percussion freak lioaz..
den after dat..i was feeling dizzy liaoz
havent ate break fast and it was oready 4 pm
my stomach is growling for food!!
so ate a while at the foodcourt near ther..
and ahh! better now..lols
played arcade which was realli dam fucking boring
all the stupid same old lame games
bugis arcade is the best..others sucked
wen to play lan but its all dam packed =/
and dat wud be probaly be the last tyme we meet again
hopes not..ahh..sod it
faris wen off early to meet hadi for work interview
and it end up soon.. it was 6 pm tyme to go home
wen home slacked..zZzZz peace out!

listening blankly to My stories,My Alibis by Matchbook Romance
woah i lurve Emo metal or wad i say blues ^*_*^
and for punk rock..i Quit it makes u sleep =

6 days to the O's
26 days to freedom

hees..skip science for today
had english wif mrs pumpkin
looked more 'chio' wifout specs
hahas..lols lols =O
had a-maths in the ava rm
like fuck slacked..\boring liao..
everyday is like junk and shit
mock exams and papers ^-_-^

recently changed my blog wildly hohoho
changed the fonts and the sidebar wif dark poetry
woah! i lurve lurve dark poetry it makes u
realises the meaning of life and procrastinate~~

i swear tonight i will study and mug hard
my science is bad,my s.s have to learn up the skills
awws..better buck up hayqal its the O levels!
man..u can do it! its juz u r lazy!
yoyoyo wake up! pull up ur socks!

hahak..bought the new good charlotte album
called the'chronicles of life and death'
now benj madden,the main singer trying out
their new vocal skills,is to sing like a girl!?!?!?
lols..yeapz its rite..its worth it to buy
support GC till the end of my life!
im gonna buy their shirts "MADE"
yea! hayqal,after O's okaey?

how i missed my frends after the O's..
hmms so sad sob* sob*..
4 yrs of journey till the end
but we will keep in touch alwaes..
go out or sumthing chill out okaey?

kel is going for 3 months course in jc
so good..2 pts will be deducted for O's results

:: the laughter,joy and the memories

okidoks..shubaduuupppp!!!!!!!!!!

//mUnChinG oN ThoSE mOuTh-WaTeRiNg WaTerMeLoNs\
im sick today juz recovered
skewl today was juz like me suffering in pain urgh!
i had high fever and my whole body was veri weak
and too bad i had to break my fast early..liao

yippees..bought the latest good charlotte album
'the chronicles of life and death'
..a good charlotte sucker lols
veri nice dis whole day listening to their songz
i like the lyrics its so meaningful
hahaz..

nxt week we all die..end of ur life
timetable changed..

10 more days to the O levels
33 more days to freedom [yeah..thumbs up!]
starting from nxt week,my tuition is extended
3 times a week and waliao...

Turn on channel 7 at a quarter to 8.
You see the same damn thing
it's just a different day,
and no one really knows why this is happening
but it's happening.

And everywhere you go
it's just a different place.
You get the same dark feelings,
see the same sad faces.
No one really cares that this is happening.

We come into this world,
and we are all the same,
and in that moment there's no one to blame.


But the world is black,
and hearts are cold,
and there's no hope,
that's what we're told.
And we can't go back,
it won't be the same,
forever changed,
by the things we've seen. (seen)

Living in this place,
it's always been this way.
There's no one doing nothing
so theres nothing changed,
and I can't live
when this world just keeps dying.
It's dying.

People always tell me this is part of the plan.
That God's got everybody in his hands.
But I could only pray that God is listening.
Is he listening?

We're living in this world,
growing colder everyday,
nothing can stay perfect,
now I see.


But the world is black
and hearts are cold
and there's no hope
that's what we're told.
And we can't go back,
it won't be the same,
forever changed
by the things we've seen. (seen, seen)

We're come into this world
and we are all the same,
and in that moment,
there's no one to blame.

But we're living in this world,
growing colder everyday,
nothing can stay perfect,
now I see.


The world is black
and hearts are cold
and there's no hope
that's what we're told.
And we can't go back, (we can't go back)
it won't be the same, (it won't be the same)
forever changed (we're forever changed)
by the things we've seen. (seen, seen, seen)

Turn on channel 7 at a quarter to 8.
You see the same damn thing
it's just a different day
and no one really knows why this is happening.
[pzb from chronicles of life and death good charlotte new album]


otayss..peace out! =)

woah! help me im dam bloody full!
guess i ate too much during breaking my fast woah!
my stomach is so hard like a rock!hahasz..
we ate a full meal which was kinda good 2..
the watermelons.. mouth-watering
the barbecued chicken.. tasteful
ayeyar! lame shit
hey i did weel for both my a and e math mock exam 2003
i scored B3 for both and im so happy!
but the target will be A1 for me..bleah!

__listening blankly to fear of the dark by iron maiden*
so touching...heya faris burn for me 3 cds all songz x -japan
and walao art of life was dam long si bei sian liao
but veri veri nice liao bleah!
:: buyin' new good charlotte album tmr!!
yippiez can't wait..
gc now dressed up like goth kinda dressing
its worth it and go home listen like retarded.. lols

~*~
you come in cold
you're covered in blood
they're all so happy you've arrived
the doctor cuts your cord
he hands you to your mom
to set you free in to this life

where do you go!?
with no destination
no maps to guide you
wouldn't you know!?
that it dosn't matter
we all end up the same.


these are the chronicals of life and death
and everything between
these are the stories of our lives as fictional
as they may seem
you come in this world
and you go out just the same
today could be the best day of your life

and you'll find out that in this world
we're all just rats caught in a race
but take your time
there's no need to rush
you don't have to live that way

before you go
you've got some questions that you want answered
but now you're old, cold, covered in blood
right back to where you started from.


today could be the best day of
today could be the worst day of
today could be the best day of
your life, it's your life, your life

[pZb from gc:one of their new songz in new album]

laterzz//

yeapz juz came home not long ago..wen out wif kel..
we went swimming at yck..
very slacked and the water very warm
it seems everyday i had been to swimming
very 'shiok'..but btw
after dat we went to study at yck cc..
we studied a maths and chemistry
ther si peaceful and quiet

and i had a haircut 2day
it kinda sucked and okaey
spiky spiky but short liao nvm..
its wasted ..i shud have kept my fringe longer
haiz...but overall better than my last time hair
and its raining 2day..
so cold......

o yeapz last 2 days went to ikea wif my mum and dad
bought lotsa things
my home was changed to a kinda new lifestyle liao
from bedsheets,cupbaords and lotasa..
haiz..


otayyss..gtg ZzZzZ veri veri tired
legs so cramp.bodi weak
swam many laps..
otaysss..nitez everyone..

yeapz..quite a good ending in skewl.me and kel had plans
for today..but urrgh it failed
we headed to kel's hse,hahas rich man
we planned to jam sice for a long time
and guess wad his guitar is retarded is all out of tune wan!
guess he had to tune the guitar but ans nvm

we went to the swimming pool to slacked
at yck ther..we met mr tong ni ke
which was the physics tacher
woah so muscular man,six pads and big chest
okok lets stop bootlicking him
he's a cunt u noe?
he swam for i tink 100 laps non stop and its unbelieving

as for me,i swam ONLY 5 laps which was dam toring
need to go more workout hehes..
and 4 dat kel he is mugging hard to see chiobu
im sick of it...
the water was nice warm warm kind..
so slacked ther like juz nobody business
so kewl..

yeas this wednesday im gonna to the hair saloon
woohoo make my new hairstyle
kel intro me this saloon which was cheap
wanna make the goth kinda hairstyle
"if it works ,hope so sobsob"
i hate my ugly moehawk which was weird
i hate my curly wiggly hair
yeapz

and.... 21 more days to the O's
yeahs im not prepared hehe..
juz a few revision

otayss..laterz

O gothic moon thy shine encharmest me tonight. Bereavest me of sleep, makest me wander under thy light. Thou letst abloom my heart until the very last of thy ray, Shine! Bereaver of sleep, ere black clouds hide thee away.... I know this can't be eternal! No love hath ever conquered the borders of time! No beauty is everlasting, not even thine! But o how I wished your heart would fore'er be mine... Thy eyes caress myself to endure these painful lies... The moon's arsistance makest me ask... Why can't we be stars? Stars that shine forever... Stars that unite with the night... At the horizon the dark stormclouds of sorrow have gathered their might, neither the moon nor the stars reveal their light this night ...and rain is falling, pouring down into my soul, while wild weeping clouds enwrapp me in their woe.

-Empyrium

woohoo! feels so good 2day havent been blogging for almost 2 weeks liao
2day was a good start but a bit of rush here and there
thums up* no cow's lesson mrs chua!
hahas had free period but 1 period liao

had 3 periods of maths and it kinda was funny
mr raj wrote on the whiteboard with a permanent marker
and it cannot be erased and he was stupid
so ladeladela he went down to see the OM
for the 'permanent marker remover' lols
slacked and did not do the pole black man hw
juz copied down de ans
i dont now wad had happen to me dis few months
had done quite badly for my prelims :(
L1R4 was 31 dat was very very bad
if in the O's walao i would have no future

so like wad most of my frends said better do something from now on
>> had to take a little bit of interest in my studies from now on
hahas its only been 26 more days to the O's
and here im still slackin'
and to those whu said dat i've been mugging hard
dat ive been studying sry coz u noe wad
i actually didnt..sry..

tmr will be a brighter day for me
coz i WILL be studying like fuck and dun bother abt other things
kel and Kh went to my hse 2day
it was kinda tidied up by my grandma
yea!! she's back and the last time she slept
at my hse was on july
i missed her shes so cute!! she's funny hahas
otays back to wad im saying
kh and kel was engrossed wif my webcam
they were to stubborn and kept taking pix
for frenster i suppose and it was kinda lame

and guess wad i hate frenster network its alwaes been down
dis few days and when i uplaod my pix it didnt showed up
haiz..nvm dun bother abt these...
been back to home early these few days
bored.fucked up.boredom
miss the swimming pool and wished to slacked ther
love water veri much hehe...

cant wait for O's to be over
and yea!! out of this fucking skewl!!
and had to go out to work
but not for money but for experience
dun noe wad kind of jobs will, be out ther
hmmmm...

okidokz had to zzZZzz now
kinda sleepy and tired
good nightz everyone :D