I keeP wRitInG, taLkiNG and pLanNinG,
bUt eVerytHinG iS cHAngIng.
I kNow whAT tO do buT nO oNe dOEs iT.
NoW tHiS tImE hAs paSsED aND fuLL oF reGreT.
TwO iN mY heArT hAvE lEfT mE a wHiLE, i sTanD aLoNE.
WhEn tHEy gEt bAcK, iT wOnT bE tHE sAmE...

My LiFE,yOu'VE aLwAys bEeN tHErE

MovIng oN..tHe tIme hAs rUn oUT

WishIng tHE cLoCk woULd sTAnd sTiLL

WasTing onCe agAin,

oNcE LivEd aS fRieNDs..

As tIme pAssEs bY,

rEgrETs fOR tHE rESt oF mY LifE

tHE oNEs wHo I cOnfiDE...

NevEr wiLL i fORgeT u..

aND aLL tHE memOrieS pAsT

So rAreLy i gEt tO seE ur fAce

gRowiNg,I lOOked tO u

iN gUidAnce..

I kneW tHAt tIme wOuLD kIll

but iT iS stIll clOSe..

sOmetImeS LifE iS aLtEreD

wOnT tURn oUt riGht,

cAnt tURn oUt riGht..

tHinGS aRe bOunD tO chAnGE

fATE mIsundErstOod

DArK wiLL turN iNto LigHT

iN tIme,i'll bE alRighT

And noW...

I miSsEd tHE memOriEx,

iN skoOL daYS..

hOW i tREAsuRE iT

tHe lauGhtEr aND soRROWs

nOW..aLL aRE sPLit Up

tuRnINg tO diFFErenT fuTures

tHere'S manY thiNgs u cAn nvR foRgeT

i nvR imAgINed mY LifE cOuLd tUrN oUt tHis wAy..

cOZ tHIs iS noT tHE enD oF me yEt..

LefT tHE chIldhOOD,

LefT tHE skOoL daYS,

LefT tHE mEmoriEx,

LefT tHE sOrroWs,

LEft tHE goOD tImes iN thE pasT

Im mOviNg oN onCe agAin..

To sTArT LiFE afrESh..

tHis tIme...

i tReasure tHE LifE i hAd..

tO LivE LifE wiTh..

sORroWs aND hAppiNEss

aND im gOna tAke tHIS..

oncE moRe...

tHAnk U aLL..

hUggS ("v")

:: tHE sTorY nVr eNds::

Ive gone alone,

Took all my strength

But ive made the change

Building up,

Inside of me

Dont mourn for me

You're not the one to place the blame

Sorrow,sank deep inside my blood

All the ones around me,

I cared for and most of all

I loved..

But i cant see myself that way

Please dont forget me...

No more breath inside of me

No more nights,

No more pain,

Essence left my heart.....

::Left remembering what it is like:

Haix..

It's just a dream for me..

All the things that happened

Is just a reality..

Now that uve gone away,

Everything changed..

And when im gone,

Everything will be alright..

No more breath inside of me

No more nights,no more pain..

Will be justified..

You'll be the first one to approach to share

And...

Just a thanks from me

Once again,thank you very much

Hope u'll not be hurtx again

Or the story will have to come an end

U takkaireX kx..

hUggs hUggs..

:

Cry alone,

Ive gone away

Ive gone alone,

Took all my strength

But ive made the chance

I wont see you again

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood

All the ones around me

I cared for and most of all I loved

But I cant see myself that way

Please dont forget me

So far away,Im gone

Make this last forever

Left remembering what it is like

Once again,thyx for everything

Really a big thyx for consoling me,

Especially abt my mum..

Its no use for me to cry

I have to control myself

The days of laughter and hatred..

Will remain in myself..

Im not fated..

Once again,

Im happy for you..

The miracle that is not expected

Is becoming an illusion

And at least..

You let me through ur life

And u noe wad?

Ure a special girl to me

U are the girl that filled up my life

U made me smilex

This time,Ive lost her

And never will it happen again

You are just special to me..

Thank you once again..

I hope not to see you being hurt again

And life have to go on..

You dont have to be confused

Just go for it and no restrictions

And for me...

I'll always remember you

Plz dont forget me..

Takkairex..

huggs("v")

wooTX..waKE uP aT 10 pLUs lIkeddAt

dEn cHEck mY fREndsTEr a While

recEiveDa sMS fROm hAdi aT 11 lIkeddAt

aSked mE oUt tO cAusewAy pOint

hMm..bUt i sAid i'LL bE laTe

cOZ hAd tO dO tHE tHingS dAt NEedS tO bE dONe

hMm..mY fREnd JUz cAme bAck fROm wORk

nIGht sHIft sUmmORE

stILL cAN gO oUT sUmmORe

wOOtX..

rEAcHEd cAusewAy aT 12 lIkeddAt

mEt hIM..

weNT evrywhEre,hE wAns tO fInd tHE bOlLywOOd vcD

cAlled 'VAdda' dUnnoe lArhx hOW it is spElT

Wootx..bUT tOO bAd cAnt fINd..

hMM..dEn weNT tO tHis nEw sHop

iTs lIKe 77Th sTreeT tOO

HE wAns tO bUy a Ring

bUT hAhs..tOo bAd..aLL nOT nICe

dEn weNT to jOhn lIttLE

tO bAd..THE sAle nO mORe rEAdi..

dAt tIme i gO gOT sAle

ALL chEap dE.

tHE shIRt dAT i lIked wOOtx sO ex..

lAst tIe oNli 26.90

nOW 53.90

wOOtx..aIyOX..

dEn jUZ wAlk aRound

wAhhx..sO tirEd

lAter AFter dAT wEnt tO nORthpoInt

yEAhx! hE foUNd tHE bOllyWood vCd

aT lASt

phEw~

HE wAs gRinnING..phEw*

dAM tIRed lE..

wAlk Walk wAlk lIKE wAd siAlz

dEn wAlk wAlk..

nORthpOint nUThing

vEri bORing

dEn wEn bAck tO sembaWAng

i aSked hIm tO havE a hAircUT aT sun pLAza

wOOtx..i Asked hIm bUT he dun wAn

AT lAst HE sAy Ok

wOOtx..

wEnt tO jEAn KEaT saLon

wOOtx..

iT rEallI tuRn oUT to bE niCE

wOOtx..wAhhX..PErfeCt

fRizzY hAirstYle

hAhas..THyx To tHE haiRdrEssEr lE.

And mE alSo LArhx cOZ i AskEd hIm go There

ThE maN wHU cuT hIS hAIr vEri gOOD

WAhhx..VEri lONG dE..

aiYOx..dEn iTS tIme tO go hOme

im TAppEd oUT

mY lEgs r tIreD

wAlk lIkE wAd sIAlz..

pHEw~

hMm..sMS hEr afTEr dAt

sTill hAvenT rePly yEt

i noe wHy~

jOggInG dE.

wAhhx cAn roUnd 2 Rounds OF bIShan paRk dE.

wOotX..

aT lAst rEceIved HE sMS rEAdi

sHE wAs hAviNG a nAp

wOOtx..

hMm..i mISs U

MuacKX ~

waHHX..a whole DAy i Was outsIDe

wEnt to toWn jUZ noW

wITh hAdi,rAihAn aND mAnaN

pHew*..dAm tiREd wORx

rAihAn boUGht a sLIng bAg aT fAR eAst

hMm..i tOt aLSo wAn to bUy bAG tOO

bUt aLL to ME nOT nICe..aIyOX..

JUZ wAlk wAlk aRounD

hMm..dEn wEn to lOng JOhN aT tHE basEmEnt

aTE cOZ dAm hUNgRy

aFTEr dAT,wHEn wE wAlkIng..i sAw my pRimaRY skOOl fRend

hE hAd cHANged a Lot..wOOtX

dEn mAnan sAid wAlking arOUnd FAR eAst iS boRIng

dEn hE saDi gO tO cinEleiSure

Went To wAtch tHE movIE

kingdom of heaven

nICe ShoW ..WOoTx

tHE shOW dAm,lOGn lE..3 HRs plUS likE dat

wOOtx..bUt oVeraLL ok larHX

hMM..dEn aFTer dAT tHE tImE wAs 6 pLUs lIEKddAt

jUZ wAlk wALk..tIll 7 plUS

hmm..sMS hEr wHIle wAtchinG tHE shOW

i MisS hEr VEri MUxH

reaLLy

iTs lIke eVReydAy i mISs HEr lE

hMM..sHE's BEen mUggINg hArd fOR her eXams

Hope SHe dO vEry wELL

wAhhx..Im dAm tIRed

fRom tHE wAlkING..

nOW sLAckiNG sIAlz..

wAHhx..dAM tIRed

hMm.. i bOugHT nUThing..

bOugHT a OiLY sKIn cREam

mY fREnd iNTro ME

hE sAY vEri gOOd

oIly sIAlz mY fAce..

kKX..i TAlked a Lot..

hMM.mUAcKX i mISs u..

hUgGS

yIkKS..cHAngEd tHE sONg fOR my bLog

LoLx..dAt oNE aLSo mUZ tELL

wAd onLI..LOLX kEkes

hMm..wAke uP eArly In tHE morNing

aRound 6am lIkeddAT

juZ caNT slEep

dEN weN onLIne

fOR a While..

dEn lOg oUT..cOZ nO oNE's onLine

Lolx..stuPid Ar u..Wher gOT pPL oNLinE

LOlx.wAd Onli

wEnt to tHE baThrOOm

wAshed uP mY fAce

dEN sLeep BAck LoLX..zZZz

wAke uP at AoriUnd 11 PLus Likedat

hMm..im stARting tO mISs hEr rEAdi

sIncE i MEt hEr,i Was ALwayS missIng HEr

wOOtx..dUn nOE wHY..

i KeeP tHInKING of HEr When Im bOReD

dAT wUD mAke ME bAck tO tHE mOOd

hMm..yEstErdAy wAs mUGging ReaLli hArd wORx

tIll 1 Am plUS lIKeddaT

memORisINg aND meMOrisInG

bUT sHE caNT rMb LE..

gd memORy wORx

tHE lanGuage And tEnsES wAs lIkE wOOtx

haHS..LoLX.

baSicaLLy tOday wAs dAm addICted To

tHE daM bLoodY onLine gAme wORx.

iTS liKE kEep pLAying TiLL dIn eAt OR reSt

eND up afTEr dAT beIng resTLEss..aiYox

hMm..lATer gOinG dOWn to wAtsons fOR a wHile

gO bUy sOme tOiletRies..

at HOme wAn..fIniSh rEAdii..

and pHew* i HAte my fONe

iTS dAm BLOODY big aNd tEH cOLor YUckX!

bUt wAn to ChangE fOne,lAter wAste mONey dE.

hAiYA..no NEed lArhx

sUmorE sO paiSe in ThE tRAin

waHHx

plaNned to go quEenswAY plAza todAy

bUt my fREnd dIn rePLy mY msg dE.

so bOrEd..ive booKEd wITh tHE maN

tHE miz29 bAg..wOOtx tHEy sAy by mID mAY

cOME rEAdi thE stoCk

sO nOW issiT mID maY or Wad?lOLx

haIyOX..nVm..

hMM..wAItiNG fOR her to be onLine

i tInkw Hile wAiting i gO dowN a While

lAter BRb..hMM..

mISs yOU LOAds* mUAkcX

wOoTZ..i sPEnt dOIng nUthing tOday

waD the..nvM i weNT fOR thE seMInar tHIs mORnING

wAke uP at 9am aND leFT hsE aT 10am

rEAched ThEre 11 pLUs..

aND bLAr..bLAr..

wOOtz..rEAched THEr..

wAhhx..dAm bLoodY cOLd tHEr

esPEciAlly insIDe tHE bUS

i WAs lIEK fREezINg

cRAzy FReak bUS

sEt tHE tEMp dAm LOw

wAhhx..wOOtz..mY LIps tURned PurpLE

wAhhx..i HAte bEing cOLD

BEiNG hOt bEtter

i wUD rATher pErspIre dEn wOOtz sUFferiNG LIke dAT

dEn cAMe to the seMinar rOOm

wAhhx..sAme thINg

hAd to eNDurE fOR1 hR

dEn 20 mINs bREak

JUz dRink Milo cAn And aTE fRench fRIEs

wOOtx..oNE of My FREnds

wAHhx..HE's sO daM bLOodY slAng

LIkE wAd onLI

thE wAY he tAlk tO tHE crOWd wAs likE dEBatiNG lIKEdDAt

wOOtz..bUt hE clEver fREak gO jC

dEN bRing LAptOp gO thEre

wOOtz..wAhhx

hMM..dEN sMS hER 11 PlUS liKEddat

i mISs HEr wAY tOO muCH

wOOTx..

hEy..HappY mOTher's dAY

mAY mUm reCovEr fRom hEr cAncer As sOOn as pOssIbLE

tMR iS hER lAst tREatmEnt THE 3Rd oNE

Hmm..hOpe iT gOEs jUZ fInE..

lUrVVE hEr

tHE spEcialist aT kl sAY my mUm canT eAt tomato PAste

so cant oRDer Pizza..

hMM ordEring Kfc

bEtter tHAn nUThing LIAo

aLL my bro uSed ME to BUy

wTf? nVm lArhx..

oNCe in A wHile

im gOna bE bANkruPt! LOlx

wAitiNg fOR hEr tO be OnLinE

hMM..mISs yOU

hEys..im nOt Gona faLL aNOthEr gUrL

i dUN mINd..coZ ure havIng eXams

wOOtx..i oNce FEel dAT exaMS r imPOrtAnt

hMm mISs yOu lOAds..

mUAcKX*

.

hMm..2dAy wEnt To tHE immiGRatiON

Go aND rEnEW

cOZ ExpIRed OreaDy

The QueUE dAM bLooDy lOng

wOOtz..LolX

dEn i sMS hEr

cOZ i dAm fuCkin' bOring

I wAs dREncHEd bYt The HEAvy rAin

LOlx..i dIDnt BRing UmbReLLA

cOZ i WeAR liKE wAd oNli

sUMore HEavy..LolX

THE tRAin Was A smooTh jOurnEY

i GEt to SIT

phEw* oR nOT mUZ stAnd aLL tHE wAy

GOT onE tIme i sTAnd fROm smb tO sIMei

mY eYEs nEarly fAde..

wOOtz..bUt dID nOT fAInt

LOLx iF fAint cOnfiRm pAise liAo

hMm.dEn afTEr tHE pAssPort ThinGy seTTled

weNT to Beach Road

waLk wAlk

dEn i sAw tHis SlipPEr

hMm..bOuGht iT..bOught IT bE4..bUT Aiyo 'koyak'

cOZ THE sLIpper kEna wAter Again

tHIS tIEm i BUy bRown ColoR wAn..

MY coUSin NVr Buy ANytHing..JUZ sEe sEE

dEn weN to cITylInk

Went tO thIS rIp cUrL sHOp

aTTracTEd bY tHE sLippErs aGAin

sUmore Cheap

mUz go GRab IT..mAY thIS moNday i Go BUy

hEeZ..

aND nOW i"ve JUz eAten

oOps sRy to KEep U waITing

cOZ i EatinG jUZ noW

My NEighBour Gave US CAke,mee ANd fIShballs

The cAke Was unIQue

iTS caLLed ice Cream Cake

VEri nICe

pEppermINT fLAvourLolx

whoLE famIly Eat

MY NEighBour's SOn's BurthdAY i tInk

hAhs

hMm..HEr bLog HAvent Done YEt

ITs ActuAlli dONe

eXcePT The Touch Ups

mUZ chANge The wORdINGs..

hEEz

hMm..

Dats All fOR tOday

gooD NiTE

mUAckX ..mISs yOuu LOAds*

hUgGsSS

hAiZz..wHy mUz dIS hAppEn..

2dAY i fEeL lIke sUMthIng iS noT rIte

hEr bEhavIouR is Juz rEaLLi Too dIffeRent

vEri verI dIFfeRent From tHe oTher dAys

sHE jUZ haVe no mOod..

tHE mOOd sWings In SkooL and At hOme

Its Like..Nvm..

wHen i ask hEr wAds Her pRoblEm

anD shE rePliEd dAt i wIll nOt UnderStAnd

cOZ itS bEtter..anD i bEtter Not UnderStand IT

cOZ itS beTTEr..i Was LikE wAd tHE..

u Once Said To ME u Will Share uR prObleMS

With ME..lIkE wAd i Shared Mine WitH hEr too..

haIZz..After I cut mY hair..

tHE whOle aFternOOn

sHE wAs diffeRent

ThE wAY shE rePlied all those..

aND wHy mUZ ppL Keep AsKing Abt mY hEight

Why?wHY?

iSsit i Am too TALL or Wad hUh?

anD tMr mOrning im suPPosed to FolO mY mUm to Kl agaIN..

i jUZ can't go..dATs why..

iTS lIKe sumThing pUlled Me Back..

ohh..Juz hOpe My mUm's canCer Will recovEr asap

ToDay The Whole Day i nVr Eat..

Nvr Eat Lunch And DinNEr

oNli eAt bReakfAst..

Till Now..i DUn Care!

i aM jUZ cOnfUSed aBt HEr

rEaLLy..

i FeeL Like Today ReaLLi mAKe ME LIke..

ARrGhx..nvM..

iTS LIke The Whole DAy..IM liStening To Those Emo sOngz

i Also Dun nOE wHY

wAS LIkE ArgGhx..

espeCially the CantOnesE Song..VEri ToucHing

iT Was LIke Wtf..wHY?

i knEw IT..

sHE JUz Cant LEt The mEmorIEs go aWAy

aLL tHE swEEt mEmorIEs..

i nOE.. i rEAd IT..

aND WheneVEr shE tinkS of hIm,sHE will stArt to cRy

i Juz Wan HEr to OvercOme dIS

i nOe iT tAkes A long Time..

buT True..hIstory Cant BE rEApeated

wAd is Done cannot be unDoNE

aND pLZ i Beg U

dUn TELL mE dAt..ArgghX nvm ForgET it

I Noe u Said Dat mE and Him both LookEd Alike

ANd U swEar u Will Not USed ME As His SubstItuTE

wHEn i Saw Dis SenteNCe,i Was sTonEd and ShockEd

aND u Said tHE wAy i TAlk Was SimilAr To hIm

wAhhXX...wHY?wHY?

i tInk She's hIdIng SumthiN' fRom mE

mAn..i Dun nOE laRhx

dUn TeLL mE ure are uSing Me

beCoz OF All thIS..

haIZz..i tErriBly cOnfusEd

i Was TreAted Like ThiS fOR 3 tImes OReAdi

sAme Like HEr CAse

tHE 1sT tIme wAS oKaey

DEn sHe iGnoRed Me..dEn we SpliT

aRggHX..Nvm Dun TAlk Abt Dis AnymORe..

nOW..i juz dun nOE hoW to Help HEr

ReallI..I cAnt Do anYthIng

nVm..

i Juz MissEd hEr Way Too Much

rEAlli mISsed U BAdLy

i Didnt Go to KL BEcoZ of u..

cOZ ThE pAIn i HAve To bEAr

wIll Juz MAke ME tHink Of U......

aNd noW i jUZ cAnt sLeeP

u hAve To tELL mE ur ProblEms

aND mAyb i cAn hELp

aRrgHx..

im cOnfuSed..

i jUZ caNt stAnd It anYmoRE lOngEr..

it wILL mAke MySeLf mOre TErriBle

beIng tReateD liKE dIS..

aiyOx..Wad OnLi.

wEnt To CasTeLLa gO cUt HAir

wAs Okay LOr..

wEn I cOme In..eVeryoNE LookEd At me

I wAs Weird..They say I vEri Tall

Lolx..Den HAve To waIt For 15 mIns Or So..

coz Got Ppl CuttIng HAir

As Usual..Juz MAke IT Not Too sHort

OR eLSe..LOlx not Nice

i got Free Hair wAsh anD hair Blow

CoZ i evEryTime Go tHEr Cut

hEeZ..Or Mayb PRiviLLgE

Lolx..hEezzZ

wAs RAining OutSide

tOOk The MRt HoME

WaS veri Cold INsiDe

WooTz..

hMm..Tmr wUd BE HorrAy foR me

My pArenTS wud Not BE aT hoME

They Go KL ..mY mUm go for 2ND TreaTmEnt

She Feel BetTer nOw..

i Tink After The 2nd treATment

YeahX bEtter

onli gO foR 3 TReatmEnts Onli

Dats It

lEave IT to God's WilLing

hMm..AhaKx..

aLAmak my HAir Start To Curl

aiYo..

But Nice..LOlx

But HArdcore curl Not Nice

Lolx

HmM..i will Blog Again ToniTE..

lAterrS

haIZz..im Back From Kl..at LAst

LUckIly nVR sTAy tHEre

oR eLSe Im Wud Gona MisS hEr bAdly de..

hAhs..my Mum Went fOR TradtIonal Treatment

It wAs A mAlay TradiTion ThinGy

tHe mAn Was So pRo

aNd a SpecialiSt in CuriNg Cancer

in JUz 3 WeeKs

guEss Wad He dId To My mUm

hE uSed dUn noE wad Oil And LEd

Mixed..Den jUZ Use The MixtuRe On The Nose

tHE End..But Be4 Using HAve To Say Sum pRayer Wurds 1st

HE sAid This IS All Not ConfiRm cAN hEal

it DepEnds On God..

buT This MAn hAd CureD mORe Than 3,000 PPl

in All Types OF cAncer

hMm..I wAs Juz So hAppy..

MY mUm bREathIn Prob Has ImprovEd

And Can Smell OreadI..

YEahx..*smiles*

But my Mum HAd To go For Three WeeKS

Once Every Week

And Sumore Its At Kl

Which The JournEy tOOk 4 Hrs pHEw~ so Long

i Was Dazed InsiDe tHE cAr

LuckIly Brought My Mp3 Together

If NOt..Aiyox

MiSs HEr So Muxh..AiyOX..

It Wud Be LIKe A wHOle dAy

The MAssiVe TRaffIC jAm wAs lIke OMG

Dam Long

And I sAw 5 AccidenTs in Total

In My Eyes..

wAs So scaRy..

One CAr Was Being CruShed Into HAlf..

WooTZ..

be4 I Left For Kl,i MAde My BEst effOrt To MaKe Her bLOg

i Didnt Sleep..

fROm 8Pm tO2 AM pLus

pHEw~ im So HAppi! Ive Done IT

Juz SUm touCh uPS..HAve To Ask hEr..

And My Dad wAs lUcky..

bRAked At The Perfect Time

LuckY My Dad Was CautIous

The BrakiNg ForCe Was sO hard

The SeaT bElt Was TiGht..

hAIyox..

hMm..Wen ReachIng Teh CheckPoint In s'pORe

lUCkily The RecepTIon AppeAred..

I was so HApi.. =D

Den mSg HEr YEahx..

sHE RepLied..hMMm im mISsinG u..

sO mUxh..

nOw Im At HoMe..Juz BatHEd..

ShE was Doing Sum Touch Ups..

Went OnliNE as It IS..

Done THE chAtter Box Color ANd HEr pIX

tMr Ill ContiNue..

She's Got To Sleep Now

tMr Skool..lAter sLeepy in Class

Hahas..

sHE's Busy Studying For HEr miD yr

the BEst ya'..

sHE ToOk GrEat ConceRn In HEr stuDies..

gd LuckiEx dE..

HAhakx..

Tmr i HAve To Teach mY FrenD tauFan

gO sTudy!

HAhas..wif My BRo. Also..

aNd im glAd She LiKEd The Blog I mAde For HEr

YEahx.*smiles*

gDnITez..Muackx..

Hugs And KIssES

KEkes..

haiZz..Im So SIck..

LyIng On tHe bEd WholE dAy..

AiYox..

YEstErdaY flU After The Swim

Coz Kena The Rain

Swim 5 LAps DEn FeeL So BreatH less..

SummORe I sWam At The Middle

The Water sO dEep..Got PhoBia..LolX

Den Wen To Yck Gym BEsiDe Ther

go eat Lo MAi kAi..my fav

Lolx..Ate 2 Sets Den BloateD..

Den Wen On The waY hOme Met Kai hENg

AskEd me tO aCCompany Him to Go Arcade

So i Folo Him lOr..

Walao hE plAy thE pErcuSSion freaK so Pro

Lols..I dun BotHEr plAy

Coz mANy PPl See me plAy lIke NooBie ..Lolx

ReacHEd Home At ArouND 7 Plus Likeddat

Den I RecEive Sms shE sAid I didnt Sms Her

i kEpt hEr WaiTing lolX

But I dId sMs hEr hAiyox..

sHE sAy go ToilEt nVr Hear The mSgTone lOlx

NeWay..2Day Is dAm BorINg sIAlz..

AiyOX..My bRo Go Buy For The WholE fAmilY deSserts

At sun Plaza KopItiaM lOlx

I sTILL gOt sOre Throat Still Wan To eAt ice Kachang

AiyO..Nvm LAr..Drink Plain Water cAn orEAdy lOr..

HaiZZ..LAtesT nEws..

The Op Is CancELLed..

Had To Go for Sum Kind Of cHEmoTherAphy ANd rAdioLogy

My Dad ExplainEd tO me

waS vEri scAry.. Hope NutHing Will HappEn

ThEy r GoinG To Burn InsiDe mY mUm's Nose

Which Will Lose Loads Of bLood

The Side EffectS wIll BE mORe SufferIng

HaiR lOsS aNd Loss Of AppeTite

And Worst VEri Weak

My Grandpa Have Got Lung Cancer LAst Time

He Also go For THis RAdioloGy thingy

But In thE enD BecAme Veri Weak

And Den..Hmm U noe..

So sAdz..I lUrve mY gRAndpA on My mUm's Side

hMM..ToDay Do NuTHing..

Juz NuthIng..HAizz..

thIS mOrning Watch The StArry StaRRy Night shOW

On channEl 8

she Introed Me

its SAd..

Den After The Show FiniSh,I go Rest

She weNT fOR jOggINg ANd TUitIon After DAt

AiyOx..nOW shE got HEadache aNd Her high pAin lIao..

Ask HEr Take Panadol Dun wAn..

Dun mAKe mEWorry lIao..HahAkx

Miss yOu rEAlli Loads

hMM..Till Now ..I've Done Nuthing

lAterss..=p

im dam fucking bored now

planned to go swimming today

but hmm..all my frends are busy

my mum went to the hospital 2day

for a meeting with the specialist doctors

whom they are gonna operate my mum's nose soon

my dad will be there toos

he's taking leave 2day

where shud i go now?

im alone at home

haiz..

my mum's mayb scheduling the op to friday

mayb on tues or fri

hmm..so dats y she go meet up the doctors 2day

onli me and grandma alone at home

this morning went to the hdb office

dad asked me to settle the parking payment

den after dat went to old chang kee

go buy my favourites

yummy..lolx..hahas =D

i juz hope mum will be fine..

dats all i want

felt caLm oReaDy..

hAd a Talk Wif my mUm YesTerDae..

sHe weRe jUZ teLling Us tO Takkaire

oNli iF she..

haizZ..u noe..

nvm..She wIll bE aLrIte

sHE WiLL =))

yea...

its 2pm now..

and the sun is shining so bright

and it will be the perfect time for swimming

and tanning toos

but all my fremds r busy..

aiyo..

kel said tmr den go swimming

coz he finish skool at 5pm

phew~ jc life veri stress

but juz have to endure 2 yrs den

hurray! hmm..

mayb tonite im gonna order piZZa!

weehoo~

to surprise my mum

im not so good at picking the menus

hmm..my bro gd at picking

so im gonna ask him

ayes! de

i miz skool way too much

juz realli miss yeah..

the laughters,the sorrows

the teachers,haizz..

i lurve my secondary school life

the first day and the last day was like different

haiz..now msging her

still havent reply yet

haizz..mayb she busy or wad

juz miss her too much

lolx..hahas

and a big thyx for consoling me

and giving ur moral support

i was juz like dam broody last two days

my eyes walao dam fuckin' red

aiyo..now white oready lorx..

my 3rd bro still been crying

and in skool also liao

haiz..he dat tyme cried in front of the whole class

till the teacher console him

and his exams start on tuesday

which will be the day for my mum's op

he said to me he will skip skool on dat skool

hmm..haizz..

i tink ive juz have to cheer up =)

dun tink abt these anymore

till the day of the op

but its like so hard
but im trying..forcing myself

dats wad she told me and wad my mum said to me toos

juz have to pray hard

i juz hope to celebrate my baby brudder's burthdae earlier

coz his birthday is on 10th of may and mines on 14th of may

and my mum's op is on the 3rd of may

hmm..nvm..i tink she's going to be warded again 2day

latersss..ill blog again tonite =)

mum , plz dun leave me

why muz you struck with cancer?

in all of a sudden?

i lurvve you so muxh coz ure the one

who always make me feel alright

you're the most closest

the day when u came back from the hospital

i was shocked to see you crying

mum was struck with 'anasteshia cancer'

plz be strong and hold on if u feel like letting go

the whole family was like cyring

and me was crying non stop

my eyes is dam fucking red,swollen

PLZ..dun leave our family behind

ure the hope of our life

and yet my fourth little baby brother is still small

u cant juz go away like dat

the doctor says that the operation will have no guarantee

its by luck

ill pray for you mum

really.. i miz you

this thursday ure going back to the hospital

and on the 3rd of may will be the op

im so scared

i juz cant stop crying and crying

hope the op will be successful

now ir ealli have no mood

im stuck in the corner of the hse

thinking back wad wud happen nxt

my last few words for u mum

hold on and be strong..

hehes
went swimming and jogging with faris and raihan
yeah ,had a great tyme
loved water so much
but too bad the sun wasnt datt so hot enough
so tanning had to be abandoned liao

juz played around with the water
i did the underwater diving for abt h.. to the middle of the pool
which had to be taken loads of gasps of air
before you dive
hadi and manan came wif us too last two days
yeah,hadi wanna learn the trapping skill
we taught him
and guess wad?
he succeed

lols..
i manage to run 2 and a half rounds the stadium
which was dam fuckin' tired liao.
raihan had gd stamina
he ran 5 pathetic rouds
and i was juz like 'dazed'
three cheers for him!
lols

yeah everything ended nicely
coz this 'mayb' the last tyme the 5 of us meet together
faris starting skool on monday
and evryone's going to poly!
except me
sobsob*
waitng for my appeal results
juz 2 more polys to wait

sp,rp and nyp sent me the letters
that they said they regret to inform me
dat i am unsuccesful in my appeal
juz two more polys,which is tp and np
hope so i get one of them

yeah i registered for private o
for english and science neway
juz for FUTURE use for job applications
hehes lols
yeah dats it for today

latersss..

im back!

from days and days from shopping liao

hahas

u bet..

bought a new freaky white specs at peninsula plaza

yeah

the three main shopping centres

to shop till u drop

peninsula,far east and queensway

best!

but too bad for me

the miz 29 bag im buying is out of stock

its coming in mid may

yeah im gonna grab it asap

ive made a booking with the owner

of the shop

ive quit my full time job

need a part time job

full time is tiring liao

finding haiya..

bought the famous stars and straps shirt

at queensway

its kinda unique

yeah for juz 45 bucks

hehe

latersss

Vitamin C - Graduation Song

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels


As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly



**this is for anyone who have ever lost someone important in
there lifes!
* exspeacilly if there bff moves a way frum her!**