Ive gone thru lectures up to nucleic acids part 2 ONLY.
So slowwwww..
I cant concentrate.
Every 30 mins or so, I will just bring my mind elsewhere.

I was at yiochukang cc.
Mugging from 1pm plus.
I decided to went home at 6 plus.

I wish this module exam,
whatever i study wil come out,
coz Mr Goh really didnt point out the points need to learn.
Only Miss Anna give the points to learn
on the 1st part of lectures.
Darn it. =.=
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I went home,
i slept till now.
Was completely restless.
Even now after i woke up,
i dont have the strength or mood to study.

But i have to force myself.
To summarise all the lectures at least by today.
Im just halfway through.
Tomorrow ill just read thru and memorise till i drop.
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While studying today at yck cc,
I really thought of many things.
Thats why i couldnt concentrate.
Those old flashbacks..



I know im being emo shit.
But things like this just flashed to me.



I started remembering every single thing
of what happen to my late friend, Zawiyah.
Then i remembered today is the exact 2 months when she left.


Akan ku sedekah-kan kamu al-fatiha, semoga allah mencucuri
rahmat keatas roh kamu..

The day before i was glancing thru all her past blog posts..
And there is this quote written by her.

"In life, people come and go.
life is increadible
we might thought that they would stay with us forever but its just a thought..they all go away without a trace
whatever happens, life still have to go on
love your life and never lose it coz the one who will stay forever with your soul is yourself.no one else except ur self... "

I actually cried reading that.
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Sighs*
Put all these thoughts aside.
Have to concentrateeee on my final exam.



I always feel better if i blog
all my feelings or thoughts out
whenever i feel down.
The sing i just uploaded is really touching.
*Sobs*
Melody by David Tao Zhe..