SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Haha, its been long since my family actually
get reunited back.



Last 2 years' hari raya was terrible,
very longggggg storyyyyy.
So im actually glad that this year is a better one.
Hehks. ((:






The night before hari raya was good.
Went for lelong.
In the end, we, the whoel family reached home at 7AM.

Omg, really we were so dam tired,
and knock ourselves off to the bed.

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Slept..


Went for raya visiting.
Nothing much.
Some pixies here. (:

Ive done like over 10 recordings
of the song 'wherever you'll go' by the calling


I need a new guitar,
coz you see..
my old guitar, the strum not nice.

Me and my other brotherssss planning
to collect as much money as we can,
and buy quite a good guitar.

So, that when i record,
there's this mono bass sound tremblong.
Haha.



Ill just put up the song here in the blog.
The guitar sounds like shit anyways. T_T

Though im doing a revised version soon,

after a new guitar comes in =))

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Anyways, today me and Abg wan
was on the way home.
Im being influenced of eating at Long John at Golden Village@Northpoint.
Yeh, we ate there like nobody's business.
Dam T_T

I actually slept when i was at the back of the bike.
for like 10 mins or so..?
OMG. I realy dozed off coz its im so sleepy.



I reached home 2.45pm.
With my school polo t,
i immediately slept on the sofa,
i was holding the guitar on top of my body
and sleeping lol.

I woke up,the guitar actually fell down to the floor.
LOLS.

I woke up at 6.50pm.
Was so dam blur.
I was asking my brother is it 6.50am now?
Coz the sky is so light.
I tot i slept the whole night.
Hehks.




Kaaaysssss.
I dunoe whether to buy the addidas sweater that catches my eye

the other day?
or to buy a new guitar?





Latersssssssssss.

Ive just finished watching the movie 'syaitan menangis'
Was really so dammmmm touchinggggggggggggggg.
I CRIED. sobs. =X


My brother lent the movie cd from his friend.
I will burnt into a cd. =)



2 characters who acted there are the persons
whom i knew and related to me.
It was unbelieving.




My agama teacher and the person who took care
of my late Grandma was there in the movie.
Was really surprising though.



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bile aku ni mahu bertaubat..?

School had started already on monday.

Though i missed school,
but the willingness to wake up was teribleee.

I have to like wake up 5.30am everyday
if school starts at 8am.
Hehks.
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I need the old alarm clock which is now spoilt.
That clock has this dam irritating, loud noise.
Confirm sure wake up wan. haha.


Yehhh, i missed the old days.
I would have a part time alarm clock.
Haha. and i wont be late =)
But, now no more already, so too bad. =P

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Hmmmmmmmmmm.
I need to clear up my desktop,
clear up all my unused programs.

Sort out all myy picturesssssssssss.
Its like everywhere in the computer.
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Time flies VERY fast, seriously.
Ima have like 5 weeks to go
before i go for my attachment.
After that, it would be graduation.
Woooahhh, so fast.. its not even 2 years at all.
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Kays, ive bought my contact lenses on tuesday.
I actually skipped 2 hrs of QC lecture
just to stay at home and spent my sweet 1 hour,
struggling, wearing contact lenses.
HAHAHA.
My eyeballs so big still cannot go in lol.
I asked my one of my friends and they said
to LOOK at the contact lens while putting in,
NOT LOOK at the mirror.

Lol, yeh. i succeeded putting it in.
Lalala lol.
Easy now for me. haha.
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Hari raya coming soon next tuesday.
Sad thing school lcoses for one day only. sigh.
Nehmind, maybe weekends the only time to visit houses.


Hmmmmm, been eating macdonalds everyday since last week.
Was too lazy to go down so i ordered from the phone.
My savings burning mannnnn!




Laterssss.

I decided to wear contact lenses now.
but still havent buy one yet.




Hmmmm,
Ive just learnt the tabs and chords for
the song 'Wherever you will go' by Nickleback/Calling.


Will record or something,
after i bought a new guitar which is quite very soon.
=]]


Kays,
laterss.

I wish those year 2002 days..

Hayqal - Radio.

Okay,i just woke up

Yesterday was such a memorable experience
for me and my friends.
I will tell you why at the end.
Haha.



MOST KEKEK AND STUPIDITY!

HAHAHA.





Okay before i start telling what actually happen,
I will say what happened before that.


It was me,Saiful,Hadi,Khairul,Mannan,Raihan,Fadli and Syazwan.
We went for berbuke puase at Geylang, Haig Road.

Though we buy our food from the bazaar coz we have no time.
We ate at the staircase at Haig Road.
LOLS.

We went rounding around the bazaar.
for like 2hrs.

Went to my mum's boutique too.
It seems many people like the black baju kurung
cekap musang with sulam. =DD

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Kays,
then Syazwan and Mannan have to go home early already.
We went to eat again at the bazaar.

Decided to find a place to eat.
Eat, eat, eat.
Hehks.

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The story begins here.
We decided to chill ourselves at some place which is quiet.
We went to this street near Onan road.

Just opposite there.
There are like houses in a straight road.

We walked, walked, walked.



First they are dogs barking.
I was like omg,
and saying what if the dogs jumped out of the house and chased
us or something.
Fadli was cursing us non stop to stop all
this shit.



We kept on walking,
was quite far already.





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Then,

Then


THEN





2 WILD DOGS CAME OUT OF NOWHERE.




OMFG.




With their toungues sticked out
and making those eerie noises.





I was like 'SIALAH, mampos, habis, habis'
Hadi stared running away.
ME, stoned there,
strted running too following Hadi.

One of the dogs chased after me and Hadi.
Oh FCUK.




Hadi was in front of me and the wild dog
was like 2 metres behind ME

I ran like i dont think of the whole world.
We all dont know where the fuck are we.


I sprinted like wahhh, i dunoe how to explain.
My whole hand swing like to the max
Thinking, what would happen next.


And i was saying,
'...Hadi!! mampos! Sialah!!the dog was behind us!
coming nearer to us! Runnnnnnnnnn!.... '


And dam i was shouting here and there.
Got these bangla saw us and ignored us lol.



Ok we ran and ran for like 10 mins with full speed.
I think i can get world record sia for sprinting sia,seriously.


WE ran, go thru this lorong,
and lorong and lorong till the dog really stopped.
And we came out at this place have so many pubs/discos etc.



Phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
I was gasping for air like siao.
And laughing my ases off with Hadi.




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And what happen to my other friends?
The other dog actually chased them too.
They ran too but coz its a female dog(i think),
the dog doesnt really chased them that far.

Raihan was so coool
LOLS.
He stays there,didnt run.
But he climbed one of the house gates. Haha.









Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
The most funniest experience ever had.
'Tu lar, nak explore2 lagi tempat2 yang tak patut ditengokkan'
Wakakakakakakakka.





Hakhs.
I called then we meet up at the other street.
Coz we went opposite ways.
had to actually go one whole round,
to go back to the place we were just now.

That was like 11.30pm plus already.
My mum's boutique closing down soon.



Yehh,
we went back home after that.
But i went home with my mum and dad. =)




Kayyyyyyysssss.

'Chased by a dog...'
LOLS.

Changed song of my blog.
Yeh.

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I just got truckloads of chinese songs
that my friend sent me which are damm nice.
Thanks! :]]









I still havent got a call from the company
which i need to go for interview for my
industrial attachment(IA).





Time flies so fast.
I hope i still continue to blog till dunoe when.

Some people dont have common sense.

Like they added me in msn
and some even smsed me,
for dunoe howtha'hell they got my number.


'Ohhhh, my friend added you, i think..'

'Ohhh, i saw your number in my friend's phone by mistake..'

Come on man. Who is who?
What is what?




getalife.

Dinihari kian ku rasa,
Ku imbas kembali waktu bersama,
Segala kenangan silam,
Bagai berlalu semalam.


Hujan membasahi kita,
Ku rasa bagai tangisan gembira,
Dan burung bagai menyanyi,
Lagu cinta.

Kini hanyalah tinggal kenangan,
Tiada ku rasa dalam genggaman,
Hanya terdaya mengimbas semua.


Kenangan yang lalu,
Tiada kata ucapan di bibir,
Tak ku sangka kali terakhir kini,
Kau tidak akan kembali lagi.



Sejenak ku tersedar pilu,
Hanya bayanganmu yang menemaniku,
Tapi apakan daya,
Tuhan penentu segalanya.



Kesal rasa hatiku,
Kerna kali terakhir kita bertemu,
Tiada ku lafazkan oh kata cinta.







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I still love chasingcars betetr.
=DD


Okays since i have mood to blog,
ill blog about yesterday. lol.

Anyways yesterday was a whole day event,
i think.
Firstly i woke up late
coz yesterday slept around 4 am.
But since i need to go to school,
my mum woke me up with force. lols.


Went to school to meet up with my lecturer,Mr Rashid.
Was with Erina,Haidir and Fahyazz.
It was all about the video project about our course.
Using Adobe PRemier PRo 2.0 is crazyyyyyyyy,
seriously.

Ive yet to figure out lots of things.
Will read up on the manual on the net soon.
In fact if im not wrong custom presets can be
uploaded into the program itself if i find the right website.
Hmmmmmmmmmmm..


And we went to the project lab to sort things out.
Everyone's given a task.
Hehks.


Soon after that we went to centrepoint
with my lecturer's neew car. WOOT.
Its very nice. and the top is transparent.
Haha.

He bought a cd called 'Safra Duo'
for the video project.
Th sounds doesnt have any vocals,
just drums, beats and nice intrumental sounds.

I just need to rip the music from the cd,
and maybe burnt it into a cd.



It was then 6pm plus.
We need to break fast soon.
Haha.

Andandand
It was a round island lol.
Haidir lived in Simei
Erina lived in Pasir Ris
Fahyazz live in Yishun
My teacher live in Jurong
And i live in Sembawang.
LOLS.

He sent all of us back to our homes.
In fact he sent Haidir and Erina first.
Then it was like 7 plus already.

He decided to eat at Lestari Seafood at Yishun.
And me and fahyazz was like paiseh readi.
My lecturer, My Rashid ordered so many other side dishes.
And he payed for all of us.
Hehks.






That was all.
We, in fact knew our lecturer a lil' better.






Kaysssssssss,
need to help out at my mum's boutique already.
Have to bring my baby brother together too.
ALAMAK. how arhs? hope he dont cry or what in the mrt.
paisehhhhhh =X

Just took this morning.
Decided to post it here.

Ahackz. Cuteeeeeeeeeee.

i edited two pics from these:

I spent the whole afternoon sleeping.
So after i woke up, i remembered yesterday
i was helping my friend search for double/reflection
images for her art project.





So well, there are few pictures that are quite nice,
and started to blend with my pictures.








And heh..
Im back with pictures manipulating!
Yeah, sometimes pictures like these i need ideas.
Im too slow, took like 1 hr plus to do both of them.





Here are two ive done =)):
Click to see bigger.

Terrible.
I slept at 6.30am
woke up at 9am.

Then went for class.
Was dozzing off in the bus.
At least i felt better and fresher when i woke up.
Hee. =)



After class, dad didnt pick me up.
Have to go back on my own.
I actualy wanted to cut hair at yck,
coz its uber thick and i just dont feel like it.
But it was so packed.
Forgotten to day is Sunday mahhhs.
Aiyerrrrr.



Then i went to Khatib.
Ahhhhhhhhhh.
I love my old house there.
I moved out during i was secondry two,
which was ermmmmmmm. lemme count.
yarhs, 2002.


Man, I lurve my old house.
Blk 620 =DDD
I walked around the shops there at 800 plus.
It have changed a lot.
Got a lot and a lot of shops now.
So convenient.

I was surprised Eastern stationary bookhouse is still there
Shops like the shoe shop at the entrance there.
Dam, i still rmb i was still like k1 or k2, those shops still exist till now.

Andandand,
the person in charge i stil remember.
Haha, but gorwn older readi got white hair. lol.


Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Sembawang very boring, seriously.
Though the flats are quite nice,
butbutbut not so many shops, and its small.
I prefer Khatib =)))



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Haiz im bored.
Did so many recordings.
Out of tune, wrong chord/tab etc.
lols.

Andandand
I did a revised version of unintended, unplugged.
=))
There's some bird chirping sound at the middle/last part.
Stupid bird came to my window and spoilt it.
And a motorbike sound at the end part.
lols.







Laterssssssssss

Hmmmmmmmmmmm, just got back home.
Washed up then preparing to go to bed already.


First thing in the morning,
i woke up late andandand
its raining very heavily.
I woke up realising i was alone at home.
Everyone have left. ~.~
The rainwater blissfully swept into my living room thru the windows.
I had to actually mop it, coz its really wet.

I slept at 3am plus the day before.
Bad sleeping habits. x.x
Hehks.

Took a bath hen went online for a while.
Was surprised as soon as i logged in,
many people were messaging me.
lols.
Talked to sher and sent her many songs
plus the rare program i use to download he songs =P






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Then then then,
i wanted to go swimming,
since its been a longgggggg time i touched swimming pool water.
lols.
But nah, didnt actually go.
Coz you never knew the weather may change again unexpectedly.



After going offline,
instead of going swimming,
i went to sleep. ZzzZZzzzZzzz.
Woke up, played some songs with the guitar,
singsingsing like siao~~
till 5 plus.

Then had to go to my mum's boutique to break my fast there =)
Haha. I had fish n chips with RICE.
cool uh. XD.
Its really worth it coz its a lot.
and costs 7 dollars at banquet.
Not i pay, so dont worry =P



Ateateate.
Drank kathira water.
very niceeee. =DD


Was really full after that.
Customers started rolling in my mum's boutique.
It was ok at first
By 8 plus, wakaooooo.
theres a lots of customers.
Me and my 3rd brother have to actually go in front
and help out.

Thank GOD.
Business was quite good today.
Though thee are is a demanding customer just now,
She tried so many clothes for like 1 hr plus.
But at last she bought 2 of them after she found the right one.




And i chao from the shop with my brother and cousin
to the bazaar to check out stuffs.
My cousin bought a table runnning mat + the whole set.
It was really niceeeeeeeee.
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Was really packed though.
We do our rounds for a while only and went back to shop.
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Hmmmmm, shop closed at 11pm plus.
Still have people rounding around the shopping centre.
butbutbut somehow the shopping centre lights went off,
coz people keep streaming in and the shopping centre should be closed.




After that followed my mum to treatment at jurong.
I really DONT wanna say wad i saw.
It ws really gross and exlipicit...
seriously.
Kay ill say some of them.

As some of you know my mum still have not recovered
from the tumor in my mum's nose.
So we went for treatment at jurog.
the guy from Indonesia came down to Singapore.


I was there, in fact many people were there.
He started out reading some prayers for some time.
And asked my mum to sit stright in front of him,
with a small PAIL my mum's holding.

The guy was reading and doing some hand movement from
my mum's spine to the head.
Then he put his hand on my mums noseand pushed it downwards.
FCUK.
My mum's actaully vomitted a LOTTTTTTT oF BLOOODDD.
and nose bleeding terribly.
Non-stop for like 1/2 hur or so.

I was like omgomgomg.
I can see how the pain my mum had to bear after the guy
used his hand to squeeze the tumor out.
IT REALLY DID COME OUT.
A BLACK THING FILLED WITH BLOOD.
FCUK. was really grosss.

And my heart felt something wrong
and not at ease and sinking.

Aftr 1 hr later it was okay and stable
after all the blood stopped flowing.
My mum was crying at that time.




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Damn, worst thing i saw ever LIVE.
Haiz. I hoped it will cure quickly.
My mum's now felt better,
she can smell and can breathe on the left hole of her nose.
PHEW~. sigh of relief.

She should recover in a few months time
Im really happyyyyyyyyyy. =DDDDD
The guy said just 'zikir' a lot
and tell hrself that she can cure and have confidence
so as to fasten the healing process.


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Its over..
People are always jealous and 'dendam'
to my mum's boutique.
In fact most of shops there got the 'spell'
from the guy who did this to my mum's shop.

I hope he suffers and go to hell!
He nearly killed my dad last time.
Argh. I wont tell the story , its so long.
I wished too but maybe next time.
Perhaps i once told Late Zac about my dad before.

Reminding of her,
i wish she could spent the month of Ramadhan with us.
But..haiz she have gone early..
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Hmmmmmmmmm.
Then went for sahur at Yishun,
with my family and my cousin
Had fish n chips again.
lols. addicted to it for the day. =)

Yeah world record went home at 4 am plus.
and its 5 am plus now.
I must go to sleep now.

I still have class today at 10am.
x.x

Good night and good morning!
Latersssssssssssssssss

Life move on....









































































Kays im back after so long.
Many things happen but too much to mention.
Anyways, yesterday i went for interview training
with my lecturer same with my other classmates.

comments on me were is i need eye contact always.
yeahs, i need to talk slower. :-P


My attachment placing dont know whether i can get or not.
at Schering-Plough Ltd at TUAS. =.=
So farrrrrrrr.
Its a pharmaceutical company.
Sometime nxt week or nxt 2 weeks, have to go for real interview.
OMGZ.
Here the link:
Schering-Plough Ltd


And i have to do database research and chemical lab testing.
Sounds good to me, but i hate research a bit. x.x


Whatever it is, i really looked forward to working there,
after my NS or maybe continue my studies 1st.
I read up the sites and they pay quite well.





Kays
I need to have a haircut soon.
Maybe later or tomorrow. Hmpfh.


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Anyways happy belatedd 17th birthdayy kkarrott!
all the best and have good days ahead ya..!




latersssssssssssss
=DD

You would always be the one
who listens to my deepest inquisitions.
Mending all the pieces of the life i had before..






I finally blog again.
Kays, these one month of holiday im having,
wouldnt be a good one unlike my past holidays.
I just dont know why.
Few days rotting at home..=.=


I just had a gathering with my classmates yesterday
Its like a bbq pit but it isnt
and these time round,
we bring our own food.
Though there are so much food leftover in the end.
Lol.
We played soccer and some did fishing =)



Talking about these,
maybe this is the last gathering we will be having.
No more lectures, tests and exams.
Attachment is coming soon.
Graduation is near soon
and we are reaching the peak soon.

In fact, we are all gonna
go on our separate ways after that..
Some will go poly, ns or even start working.
And go on ur separate ways...
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Sometimes i do wonder,
What would my life become after i finished my education..
after i did my ns..
after i got a stable job..

Things will change?.....





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I applied for a job at Night Safari,
one of the restaurants there.
Was not my kind of place.
So well...

And yesterday my brother helped me
filled up the form for application for a job
at ToysR'Us @ Suntec City.
Hope i will receive a call from them soon.
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Talking about my exams,
ya, they are over.
And the results will be up on the 4th of Oct.
Hope i could pass my this module.
Hopefullyy....


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I missed Late Grandma's loads,
especially all her naggings..
Though i feel pissed sumtimes,
But it sometimes make me realise now
some of them do make sense and how i missed her a lot...


I missed Late Zac loads toos..
I missed all her rantings esp about the computer,
whenever her brother download things that have spyware etc
which would cause all the lagging..
I still remember there was one time she called me
saying that her msn cant get thru and cant troubleshoot
and start cursing her brother non stop..
'nk masuk msn die kate trouble shoot..how leh? cekik dara punye budak eh..'





Its been 2 months plus when they left..
Haizzz..
I still dream of them whenever the time comes.
And i woke up, thinking back about the past..
thinking the happiness they had..
I cried when i really think too much of them.

And it will still leave a big scar on me and the others..


Haiz.. its all over..
They are actually gone....... forever.......
And only i could do,
is to say my prayers to them.....



I've never felt so low in my life,
never experienced such a critical blow in my life, ever.
The pain is excruciating; unimaginable agony.
Its worse, to think that the very words I preached
to others endlessly; faith and hope, would come back and haunt me.
The irony, the irony. haizz..


Thank You.

To the people who stood by me and supporting me in every possible manner.



Life do come and go..
Life is incredible..
We thought they would stay with us forever
especially the ones with loved..
But its just a thought..
They all go away without a trace,
without saying any last words..


Some things are better left unsaid,
And all I have are lasting dreams,
Our word's worth more this time it seems...

Kays,
changed back to original song in blog.




And..






I might stop blogging for a while,
due to some things that shoudnt be said.
Kayyssss,
Tataaa~~

Was watching tv.
Watching 9pm weekdays channel 8 drama show.

Just now the ending part so sedihhh.
Shuyang broke off with Weilun
and go to another guy.
Then Weilun met her and told her all her feelings
and spout out all from his chest.


I nearly shed a tear, but didnt come out.
aww. lols.
Hahks.







Anyways,
my lecturer called me.
OH DAMN. =.=
I have to go back to school this monday
for taking videos about the
crystal growing competition
and the nikon microscope
inter-singapore schools competiiton.

And why he choose me??? T_T
1.50 pm start.
ALl the way from sembawang to simei.



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